diana nazyalensky

I have a funny story for you.

I've spent the majority of May looking for -- and unable to find -- the most current draft of the remainder of NN. It's been absolutely brutal to think I lost some scenes that I would NEVER get back. We're talking about a completed draft of a 10k chapter...

Turns out some bitch saved that file "Final Final NN" in a different folder than usual for safekeeping. And promptly forgot.

It's me. I'm some bitch. And I shouldn't keep multiple drafts of files, but 🤷🏻‍♀️

So my update is that I haven't stopped writing. I've just stopped updating NN for you all. We're close to the end. Close enough that I want to be able to go back and make changes should I find myself in a corner.

Chapters 87 through 89 are sketched out, if not finished. Chapter 90 is proving to be quite the battle to get through, so I decided not to, lol. I know what happens well enough to write other scenes, and now my brain is jumping here and there to write fun bits and chase dopamine. Future Jess will have to link everything together.

I don't know how many chapters or words or whatever is left, but I do know what the remainder of the story is. And that is the hardest part, in my opinion.

Everyone’s A Star! ⭐️

HOT DOOOGGG THIS CONCERT CHANGED MY LIFE TOP 5 MOMENTS OF ALL TIME 🧎‍♀️

Thank you 5SOS for being like top 3 artist to play during exam seasons and deadlines 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🫶🫶 Really have seen me through some interesting times… This one’s for you 🫵

Full credit for reference images goes to the many many talented photographers and fans on Insta and Twitter, I love yall 🫶✨

@nestaarcheronweek Day 01: Adventure

Nesta’s greatest adventure was forged through fire, control, and choice.

It was never about where she went but who she chose to become after her darkest days. A warrior.

Art by: kkvaksha 

Comissioned by: @melphss & valkyriesflame

Characters belongs to: Sarah J. Maas

In HOFAS itself, we have Bryce commenting on Nesta's "longing" looks and we have Nesta struggling/not wanting to take the Mask off when she had no problems whatsoever with taking it off in ACOSF. It wasn't even Cassian's name that brought her back in HOFAS, although it was him, exclusively, who brought her back in multiple instances in ACOSF. We also have Ember's "You'll find your way" line that further indicates how lost Nesta is.

Then there's the Ember BC, which highlighted Nesta's negative emotional well-being as well as problems amongst Nessian. Nesta's nearly vacant face, her carefully blank face, her thin and brittle voice, the wounded/bruised/pained look in her eyes, the fact that she had to raise that wall of steel in her mind to hold back a giant wave of raw emotion. Her surprise, gratitude, and "longing" look when Ember defended her. When it comes to Cassian, it's the fact that he let his family violently enter his home, berate his mate, and threaten his mate within the confines of her own home, and he does nothing to support her, stick up for her, or protect her.