old flames start forest fires

Same goes for wanting to run away, I had this urge for the longest time, to just leave, I thought it was because I was looking for thrill or something but after a few dozen times of googling “why do I want to run away so badly?” And “is it normal to want to run away?” I found out that that’s also a symptom of depression and suicidal idealization, obviously not as strong but definetly also a part that’s not talked about a lot

Janelle Monáe is a genius who created a decade-long allegory for American society’s need to turn everyone into computers devoid of free-thought, expression, and anything that makes us human. She flawlessly addresses the intersections of race, gender, and sexuality as her android persona tries to navigate through a dystopian world that isn’t so far off from how we live now. Through Dirty Computer, Janelle Monáe introduces the concept of growth within the android world she’s constructed by including even more openly queer themes and moving from her signature black and white to introduce color. This growth isn’t without struggle, however, as the emotion picture clearly shows us that it feels easier to be an android than to resist and be yourself in a world that is unwilling to accept you or even let you live if you aren’t white, straight, male, compliant, and, for all intents and purposes, invisible. In this essay, I will

stop rebooting shit and hire actually talented screenwriters, directors, photographers, and artists for original ideas. no one wants to see the same shit recycled over and over again. enough romanticizing the past, fuck nostalgia. pay people to make new and interesting shit, damn. what are these people afraid of? actually entertaining people?

this is the kind of wholesome content this website desperately needs

Where’d y’all get this video of me?

I wish I wasn’t…. hmm what’s the word…. alive

wow the chronic illness mood of watching your peers living their lives, having all the experiences you should be having, feeling like your own life is passing you by and all you can do is watch it run away with time- that mood never really gets any easier huh