carpe diem

when kakucho first realized he was in love, he was hesitant to involve you in his dangerous life. he was very shy at first but decided to man up and be bold - randomly asked if he could be your boyfriend and confessed his feelings.

kakucho is very selfless when it comes to you. he wants to make everything special for you. that's why your first kiss was one of the most memorable memory of your life. it was of course nothing fancy - considering the fact that you two were very young. but you will never forget when he took you to see one of the best views of tokyo with his bike for the first time at night. it was all very new to you.

kakucho is a very considerate boyfriend. he observes all your emotions and reads you well. his love language is acts of service. he will do anything for you - you won't have to ask twice.

he is also very adventurous and spontaneous from time to time. during summertime, he took you in a small village with a river. he still remembers how fun it was to be in the water with you, picking you up and softly throwing you into the river. you two felt like little kids again.

kakucho adds the best memories to your life, especially meaningful conversations, late night rides, fancy dates from time to time and spontaneous vacations in different cities or villages. you could never be bored with him. after some time, he gets used to doing everything with you - he always wants to take you to the gym with him just to see you more frequently.

kakucho isn't afraid to show you off and he wants you to meet his friends soon - so you often hang out around tenjiku members and everyone knows who you are (they also know not to mess with you). your boyfriend cannot take his eyes away from you and when his friends notice his stares, they unfortunately tease him. but sometimes only you know he's staring and you adore the feeling of his eyes on you. even though there may be so many people around you, this kind of eye contact feels so intimate and meaningful.

as time went by, kakucho's life got even more dangerous. when he was in kanto manji gang, he was almost always busy and stressed out. but he never used this fact as an excuse. he made sure to pay tons of attention to you - he was just tired and preferred to be cuddled and kissed in bed. how could you say no to him...

kaku's touch and kiss feels heavenly to you. the way he wraps you in his arms to hug. the way he holds your neck when he places the softest kiss on your lips. it all feels very intimate, like, you two are soulmates who can understand each other with just eyes.

"I love you"

he softly whispers, staring intensively into your eyes. kakucho doesn't think he deserves you. kaku's also still very hesitant and worried about you being a part of his life, not knowing what his enemies might do to you. after his tragic life, from losing his family twice, he doesn't even know why you stayed with him for so long - he doesn't feel worthy of your love. but when you say I love you back at him, and kiss him so heavenly, he thinks maybe his life isn't so bad.

kokonoi isn't an easy person to be befriend. but somehow you ended up by his side throughout his gang life. he knew you as the smartest person from school and respected you for your hard work but he wasn't really interested on a personal level at first. he did find you very useful when you suggested if you could help him with money. that's how you ended up being his assistant and partner in crime.

you didn't really have any intentions helping him, it just happened that you ended up by his side for such a long time. kokonoi soon realized you were not the kind of person worth losing, so he tried everything to make you stay. after his childhood, he didn't even know what he would do without you.

it was difficult for kokonoi to open up and finally decide to take your friendship to the next level. but he had lots of trust in you and knew you as the most loyal person in his life. when he first kissed you, it felt so surreal. you two were in the kanto manji gang by then and the confession happened after a serious mission you were involved in. he was extremely worried about your safety and out of frustration, kokonoi pulled you in his arms and kissed your lips.

relationship with kokonoi is so different from what you expected; he is so much softer and sweeter than ever expected. he knows everything about you and uses it to his advantage. hajime understands your emotions and can read you well no matter how much you try to hide them. he knows when to hold your hand and kiss your temple to calm you down. during the gang meetings, he always sits next to you and holds your hand under the table.

kokonoi may not be a loud lover, he likes to keep things private between you two. but that doesn't stop him from expressing his love for you. obviously he is way more comfortable when you two are alone. he likes to lay on top of you when frustrated. if something went wrong, it's his first instinct to find you.

hajime has his privileges at work and especially with mikey. that's why, after every night out, he gives you a day off and leaves you breakfast with a note "I love you", he also never forgets a gift. kokonoi knows you have your own money but nevertheless, he buys you everything you want and don't want.

you and kokonoi spend 90% of your time at work, usually seeing eachother on meetings but when you hang out outside of your jobs, it's very much special. hajime takes you to the fanciest dates with gorgeous views, sleepovers in cutest hotels, shopping in huge malls. he is the fancy and rich type but sometimes you remind him small moments together are special as well.

there's a day kokonoi won't ever forget when he took you sightseeing with his car in middle of the summer at night. the car radio was playing your favorite songs while you two were laying in grass looking up at the stars.

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you"

he looks over at you with love and slowly places a soft kiss on your lips. kokonoi thinks you're the most perfect thing in his weird life.

kazutora loves you very dearly. he respects you and appreciates you for staying with him even though he worries you so much. he knows he's very careless but that's just the way he is and he can't change it. at least that's what he thinks.

kazutora would never have excepted being your boyfriend. that's why he treats you like the most precious thing in his life. he makes sure to pay attention and observe you. he may not be the best at it but he tries his hardest.

his favorite thing to do is to show up at your place middle of the night, throwing rocks at your window and taking you out on a ride with his motorcycle. kazutora does this often, especially when he's overthinking and struggling mentally. when he focuses on you, all his bad thoughts disappear and it's only two of you together and alone in the world. he would look at you with tired eyes, body and mind begging to feel your touch and hear your voice. you calm him down.

kazutora hanemiya may not be as fancy, but he does make you feel special. whatever money he has, he uses to buy you a jewelry of your liking or takes you out to your favorite cafe. sometimes he realizes you are too special to him and he needs to work harder to provide a better life for you. he wants to spoil you hard.

he loves taking you to his place and cuddling you in bed. he never forgets to buy snacks beforehand. you two watch your childhood cartoons together and talk about random stuff endlessly. kazutora adores when you fall asleep on him and he uses that time to stare at your face. the more he looks, the harder he falls in love.

hanemiya knows you enjoy walking around the town with him in good weather. he makes sure to free up his time often and take you on a nice walk in the park. buying you ice cream in summer or some hot chocolate in winter. he likes to imagine you two as married already which makes these moments more special.

kazutora is very intimate with you once he opens up. he gets more touchy when you stay over at his place because he genuinely feels surreal when he touches your soft skin with his hands. he loves to kiss you passionately, holding your neck to pull you closer, not letting you breathe sometimes. he loves to hold your thighs or lay his head on them. safe to say, whatever he can't say with words, he expresses it with his body.

hanemiya might not have the best temper sometimes. his feelings get too much and he gets overwhelmed by his thoughts often. its difficult for him to talk about these things and mostly avoids conversations because he doesn't want to hurt you. but as the time passes by, kazutora realizes, pushing you away only makes things worse. so he slowly allows himself to ask you for help.