Starfall Brought You To Tears

leviticus (2026) is about how loving someone, especially when you’re closeted, means giving them all the tools with which to hurt and destroy you and leviticus (2026) is about perpetrator trauma and leviticus (2026) is about parents who love their children and enact horrific acts of violence on them nevertheless and leviticus (2026) is about sara ahmed’s ‘happy objects’ and how when a father says to his queer child “I want you to be happy” he means what he says but his concept of happiness is suffocating and cruel and leviticus (2026) is about how men are taught violence instead of tenderness and leviticus (2026) is about gay panic and the gay panic defence and leviticus (2026) is about how it doesn’t matter whether there’s actually a monster or if it’s just the boy you love or some bigot on the street or your own parents, the threat of violence is ever present and leviticus (2026) is about how they want us to be divided and they want us to be afraid

sitting in focused silence at my computer occasionally broken by the most pathetic meow you can imagine. i'm locked in.

leviticus resonates more with me the longer i sit and think about it like oh... the fear and the guilt and the shame is always going to follow you in one way or another because the thing you've been made to fear is who you are. in a way though this aspect of the film represents what being queer means to me— being brave enough to love someone (!!!) even when everyone else has taught you to be scared

wow dude jts so awesome that your car is loud as fuck and smells worse when it drives past. thags fucking epic man. i really like how it hurts to listen to you drive past and it scares people. thats awesome man. i really like your car that makes a loud as fuck fart sound. fucking epic dude