Consumed by My Desire for Victory

I was looking for a song and I found this instead. I can't find a music video for it though but the lyrics mean something..

I've been hearing sad songs

Always see your face

Took the nine across town

To crash in my friend's place (Crash in my friend's place)

I've been looking for myself in the mirror

I've been laying up thinking I'm fine

And when I, and when I saw things just a little bit clearer

I knew I was the reason why

I heard you met somebody, hope you're happy

I wish it was me, but I let you down

It's on me, made myself bleed

I wish it was me holding you now

Somebody, hope you're happy

I wish it was me, but I let you down

It's on me, made myself bleed

Guess it's way too late to try to fix us now

Somebody

Wish it was me

Somebody

Guess it's way too late to try to fix us now

Guess it's way too late to try to fix us now

I've been reminiscing (Mmm, oh)

It's not good for me

'Cause now I'm seeing all the things I'm missing

And you're so far out of reach (And you're so far out of reach)

I've been looking for myself in the mirror (Yeah, yeah)

I've been laying up thinking I'm fine (I'm fine)

And when I, and when I saw things just a little bit clearer

I knew I was the reason why

I heard you met somebody, hope you're happy

I wish it was me, but I let you down

It's on me, made myself bleed

I wish it was me holding you now

Somebody, hope you're happy

I wish it was me, but I let you down

It's on me, made myself bleed

Guess it's way too late to try to fix us now

Somebody

Wish it was me (Yeah)

Somebody

Guess it's way too late to try to fix us now

Somebody

Wish it was me

Somebody