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That’s what I said. Not because I don’t want to, not because I don’t think that somewhere out there is someone who can understand me, someone who can feel my soul for what it is.

I don’t date because I don’t know how, the rules are always changing. I just want to be open to those I love. I want to say     "hey, I’m feeling some typa way and I need you to respect that" I’ll do the same for you. If you tell me,                           " hey, this hurts" It wont happen again… I can respect how you feel. I can build your world up. I may not have money, I cant buy you the world. But I can experience it with you, I can lift up your soul when you feel down. And when your at your highest point, I can watch you soar.  I can offer my deepest, most genuine, thoughts to you, and you can share yours with me.

No judgement. No Fear.

I want to be here for you, I want you here for me. Ill give as good as I get. you’ll always be first in my heart. But you have to be willing to be vulnerable. I know how hard that is. My greatest fear is the unknown. My greatest fear is to fall. I’ve been my biggest supporter through every challenge I’ve ever faced.                  Maybe you have too. I know I can hold my own,                  Maybe you can too. but, wouldn’t it be nice, for just a brief moment in this existence, this lonely, empty life, to have someone take your hand and tell you,

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True shit.

Sometimes I just want to keep people close. Because I feel like I can see and feel their soul. Like I could touch their soul. Like they are touching mine.

This is not ment to be creepy.

Sometimes, I just feel so much love for people I care about. I want to hug them, to hold them. But that gets misconstrued for a different kind of love.

Sigh.