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Just had to drop some money to purchase a fan for campers for my roommate to try to help prevent him having to go to the ER because of a PE due to it being in the low 100's to high 90's this week and I've got 24 hours of work this week.

So because we don't have enough gas for my roommate to drop me off at work then go back home to stay in the nice a/c before he has to go pick me up again, he got heat sick in the 100 degree weather. It'll be in the 100's again & I have to work again.

Just had to drop some money to purchase a fan for campers for my roommate to try to help prevent him having to go to the ER because of a PE due to it being in the low 100's to high 90's this week and I've got 24 hours of work this week.

This week is the start of my area warming up. I have to work today and my roommate has to wait for me in the parking lot (because we can't afford the gas needed for him to just drop me off, go home and then come back to get me). Wish us both luck!

It's supposed to be creeping close to the 90's today. Wish me luck. Thankfully this is the only other day I work this week, so after today I can hide from the heat at home with the a/c & my fans. I'm going to be an overstimulated & overheated mess when I clock out tonight though.

Happy pride everyone! I will forever be grateful to everyone's help during this frustrating and stressful time. Remember in supporting me you support a Hispanic, disabled, trans (non-binary), little person. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Voting and paying rent later today. Again, forever grateful for the support during this time. Also had the realization that next month is my birthday. Remember supporting me supports a tiny Hispanic, disabled, trans gaming vtuber. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

I feel like it's so late in the day, but dealt with city inspection today, then kinda zoned out for hours because of getting cooked in 90 degree weather trying to get rent taken care of. So glad I have the day off to recover. Stay safe & don't forget to hydrate!

My birthday is next month (July 3) & I've been dealing with so much frustration & stress in my personal life that I'm not even excited for it. Normally I am, but now when I think about it I'm just 'meh'. I am grateful though for all of y'all's love & support.

Now that I've got rent for June taken care of I'm working toward getting my roommate's '94 Chevy Blazer insured and registered. Please do not judge, but with everything I've been dealing with I haven't been able to help keep it registered for about a year & my roommate is unable to work because of medical reasons.

Back to work today in the middle of a bad depressive episode. Wish me luck & please send me all the positive, loving, strength vibes you can spare.

I was so tired last night that I passed out shortly after arriving home from work. Time to do it all again and I'm already so tired, and it wasn't even a rough night, last night. I dunno how much longer I can keep doing this.

Been dealing with pain in my right shoulder the past several days. Dunno if this shoulder is in the process of freezing or not, but it sucks I have to deal with this on top of everything else. I'm already constantly overwhelmed at work, and now this? I always worry about calling out, but it might be for the best...

I did end up having to call out yesterday, which I really hate doing, but as the night went on the pain steadily got worse, so I'm glad I did. I'm feeling better today, but it serves as another reason why I need my SSDI back. Again please consider helping a tiny LGBTQIA+ creator during Pride.

I'm sorry there have been no real updates. I'm just as in the dark as all of you, just going along one day at a time, just getting by. Hopefully my appeal with go through soon and I'll be successful and get my SSDI back. It'd be a nice birthday gift.

Been trying to save on electric costs by turning off the a/c once the sun goes, or starts to go, down, but today it's going to be 100, and since my roommate and I are sensitive to temperature changes we'll need to have it on all day today. Hope we don't melt too badly.

This week is the start of my area warming up. I have to work today and my roommate has to wait for me in the parking lot (because we can't afford the gas needed for him to just drop me off, go home and then come back to get me). Wish us both luck!

It's supposed to be creeping close to the 90's today. Wish me luck. Thankfully this is the only other day I work this week, so after today I can hide from the heat at home with the a/c & my fans. I'm going to be an overstimulated & overheated mess when I clock out tonight though.

Happy pride everyone! I will forever be grateful to everyone's help during this frustrating and stressful time. Remember in supporting me you support a Hispanic, disabled, trans (non-binary), little person. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Voting and paying rent later today. Again, forever grateful for the support during this time. Also had the realization that next month is my birthday. Remember supporting me supports a tiny Hispanic, disabled, trans gaming vtuber. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

I feel like it's so late in the day, but dealt with city inspection today, then kinda zoned out for hours because of getting cooked in 90 degree weather trying to get rent taken care of. So glad I have the day off to recover. Stay safe & don't forget to hydrate!

My birthday is next month (July 3) & I've been dealing with so much frustration & stress in my personal life that I'm not even excited for it. Normally I am, but now when I think about it I'm just 'meh'. I am grateful though for all of y'all's love & support.

Now that I've got rent for June taken care of I'm working toward getting my roommate's '94 Chevy Blazer insured and registered. Please do not judge, but with everything I've been dealing with I haven't been able to help keep it registered for about a year & my roommate is unable to work because of medical reasons.

Back to work today in the middle of a bad depressive episode. Wish me luck & please send me all the positive, loving, strength vibes you can spare.

I was so tired last night that I passed out shortly after arriving home from work. Time to do it all again and I'm already so tired, and it wasn't even a rough night, last night. I dunno how much longer I can keep doing this.

Been dealing with pain in my right shoulder the past several days. Dunno if this shoulder is in the process of freezing or not, but it sucks I have to deal with this on top of everything else. I'm already constantly overwhelmed at work, and now this? I always worry about calling out, but it might be for the best...

I did end up having to call out yesterday, which I really hate doing, but as the night went on the pain steadily got worse, so I'm glad I did. I'm feeling better today, but it serves as another reason why I need my SSDI back. Again please consider helping a tiny LGBTQIA+ creator during Pride.

I'm sorry there have been no real updates. I'm just as in the dark as all of you, just going along one day at a time, just getting by. Hopefully my appeal with go through soon and I'll be successful and get my SSDI back. It'd be a nice birthday gift.