Iâm a fanfic writer and I sometimes draw fan art. Current fan of Rise of the Guardians, poolverine, and Project Hail Mary!
They are widely different fandoms but Iâm too lazy to separate blogs so Iâll definitely post about them all on here!
My asks are open and I love to talk :)
Iâm working on a Project Hail Mary and Iron Lung cross over currently!
And my Prelude to Time Feels fic is still in progress and being worked on.
I also wonât abandoned my Back the Old House poolverine fic, Iâm just taking a little hiatus.
PROJECT HAIL MARY x IRON LUNG fic
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AGROGLOBIN art & explanation:
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DEADPOOL/WOLVERINE STUFF
Here are links to my fics/drabbles:
Prey Drive
d&w The Gorge
a/b/o snippet
kissing drabble
Wadeâs Chronic pain
Love languages
They go on a hike
Overstimulated Logan
Logan character study
4th wall character study
Christmas
Dr. Doofenshmirtz AU
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
ROTG STUFF:
Bunny animation
Sinking town trend
Whimzycle art of Prelude to Time Feelers
Prelude to Time Feelers fic:
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More socky and their âsecret third thingâ of a relationship.
Would you hate me if I said I love them together sm? Idk how to explain it. But the idea of Simon being able to, for once, just be non-serious and have fun with someone. Freely be a dork without feeling judged. Ugh it warms my heart. It also helps him build the courage to properly meet Grace. (Since this is technically related to my last post) Also if youâre wondering how heâs able to hold Rocky, not only do I imagine he has a strength buff because of his mutations, but his xenonite arm does a lot of the heavy lifting. And as you could tell, once heâs on Erid he gets surgery to remove his teeth ingrowns.
My favorite idea for them is that they love to watch a bunch of movies together, which results in them randomly singing/dancing. Simon also gets a kick out of yapping abt anything heâs watched alone. Iâm lowkey torn between if he would be okay with irl acted films or would still need a lot of time. He definitely couldnât watch them immediately, but I love to picture he starts becoming one of those âhe just like meâ people after every film. (Aka all of us -yes- US) I think them being on a screen and being actors makes it easy for him to disconnect from his fear. And if he gets too stressed out he can just turn it off. If you were wondering, he definitely has a preference for feel-good movies. He absolutely despises horror films and needs like a full week recovery if he watches something sad.
Also as to why heâs specifically watching an action movie in the doodle is perhaps because I had a silly coltland twins idea in mind
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The Light as an enemy in Iron Lung is just. So good. It illuminates and it blinds. The Light consumes and in doing so Light is consumed. The flame that eats other flames until it's all that's left. That's some good shit man.
simon whos desperate for anyone to talk to but feels awkward helping other people vs grace who loves lending an ear to other people but would sooner tape a nail to the wall and kick it than talk abt his feelings to another human being
Iron Lung is great bc it asks the question what if the sacrificial lamb was evil. What if the lamb thought itself evil. What if everyone else thought the lamb evil. What if the lamb wasn't evil what if the lamb is just a lamb, bleeting desperately to escape its undue sacrifice. What if the lamb knew it was a sacrifice from the start. What if the lamb just wanted to live. What if the lamb wanted to live so fucking bad. What if the lamb wanted the flock to live more. What if the lamb accepts its own sacrifice, leans into the glinting knife, in the hopes that the flock survives.
kinda obsessed with simon "somewhat able to emotionally regulate in stressful situations when he's not under extreme duress" theconvict and ryland "throws a big baby tantrum when his thesis is proven wrong" grace actually
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colt "you need carbs!!!! your brain runs on carbs!!!!!!!" seavers vs ryland "its been a long time since ive taken a pill from a stranger without knowing what it was" grace
Mark just said he was gonna do a whole Iron Lung stream like he always does for his projects covering and explaining iron lung.. OH MY GODD OHHHHHHMYGOD OMG OMG OMG???đ
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Got told off for not keeping the Sabbath day holy, so I just HAD to post gay sacrilegious fanfiction today. Ninth chapter of my fic Leftover Light is up!
Some religious deconstruction from Simon below :)
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He was too selfish, too scared to try. Simon knew what he deserved. Heâd always known. Since Filament Station blew up, and Simon raised his bloody hands in surrender, he knew. He deserved less than that prison, the violence he was rewarded with. The prisoners had family in Filament Station, and the COI needed a punching bag. If Simon wasnât the Butcher, if the COI cared a bit less about rules, Simon would have died there, and he would have deserved it. But despite all odds, despite the hell that Simon brought with him, he was alive.Â
The Light chose him, changed him into this unrecognizable thing, used him, and then discarded him. There was a hole in his chest where his faith once lived, slowly leaking out of him through the years. Now it was a gaping, aching chasm, carved out by a sharp claw. Even if he believed God existed, any remaining shreds of his faith in it had been torn out by the maw of the blood eel and chewed into spite. Malice. He was told for so long to trust in God, to devote his life to Godâs teachings, and to reshape himself into something worthy of it. Even with doubt festering under his skin, Simon had done the work. He did as he was told and was devoted to the cause, thinking that if not his belief, then maybe his loyalty, his suffering, would be rewarded one day.Â
Instead of reward, retribution, or peace, Simon had been reshaped into some sort of monster. A chimeric amalgamation of haphazard and unfinished parts. Simon didnât believe in the way that others did, but any semblance of trust, any hope he had in the otherworldly, had been violently torn from his soul the second his arm melded with the sub, bones snapping, tissue stretching, muscles screaming as they were wretched apart. God was in the sky, an eye casting its judgment down on him. God did not love him and did not care and would watch as he was dragged down into the belly of the beast.Â
An ignorant god. A sad, reverent voice whispered.
It brought him here, and it did not care if he lived or died. Sure, it got him out of his universe, and, in a way, it did save him, but without Ryland, Simon would have just become part of the blood ocean, suffocated in his iron prison, agroglobin blistering into his flesh, tearing him apart piece by piece. God did not save him.Â
Dr. Ryland Grace did.Â
And that strange man wanted Simon to live. Where he was expendable to God, he was needed by Ryland, and wasnât that something? Simon could do nothing but hold those words in a clenched fist close to his chest and study the one person who gave a damn about him, for a reason Simon couldnât quite wrap his head around. A bleeding heart? Attraction? Selfishness? Ryland said it was selfish, but Simon thought it might be more⌠fear. Fear of being alone.Â
Simon felt himself watching Ryland, studying him still, his weary blue eyes, the bruises on his neck, the downward slope of his shoulders. He wasnât searching for any active threats anymore, signs of deceit. Simon still felt he had to keep an eye on him, but not for fear of his own safety. It was more that Ryland was unpredictable. Reckless. Prone to disaster. He tripped constantly, so clumsy that Simon recalled Ryland telling him other children had called him âNot-soâ for his lack of grace despite his second name.Â
Ryland wasnât a threat anymore. Simon wasnât stupid enough to make an enemy out of an ally if he could help it. They were the only two humans for 11.5 light years, apparently. They had to stick together. Comradery was something Simon had missed since he left Eden. He was a bit rusty on his skills at it, but Simon had always liked that aspect of Eden. His brothers. Their shared community and trust. The bond Simon had thought had been forged through thick and thin. Simon was well aware that allies could become enemies, but even Rylandâs âforcingâ was a far cry from an act of betrayal. It wasnât like he had welded him inside a death trap and sent him on a suicide mission. Ryland was⌠a hero and Simon had just been in the way of that.Â
I had a dream that after a long extended life on Erid, Grace was fuckin⌠idk reincarnated as the Light in Iron Lung. Grace as an actual angel in Iron Lung anyone?
And he doesnât really remember who he was but he has like vague memories. Like he knows that was his life on earth and as a teacher and with Rocky but heâs above mortality or something. Like heâs actually made peace with everything, doesnât feel the incessant need to survive and go back to the way things were. I would say heâs elevated to godhood or something. and now heâs just chilling. I think the Red Eye God probably brought him there and he âlivesâ in the Red Void and pops around AT-5. Heâs the âdoorwayâ so actually he can travel between dimensions (I headcanon the Light as a doorway to the Red Void which is why Simon goes there when he bumps into the Light)
He sees Simon suffering in the Iron Lung and tries to help him (teleports him away from the blood eel) and takes him to the Red Void, talks to him. He doesnât really understand whatâs going on but he still has that drive to help people. Simon thinks heâs angel but because Grace actually looks like one- looks just like the picture, all glowing but maybe blue eyes or eyes in general lol. Instead of getting dragged down to the Eel, Grace cuts the cords on his wrist and lifts him up.
I donât think Simon gets saved but rather changed. Maybe Grace advocates for him to the Red Eye god.
Havenât decided how I really want it to go but in my dream Simon becomes the blood tree and then lives in the Red Void with Grace as another entity.
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Where Simon challenges The Father. Because!!! It shows he is smart, heâs always been smart. He challenges authority when it he doubts what they are saying.
Do you know how dangerous a doubting child in a cult is??
The Father laughs like he likes the question and thatâs the trick because Cults hate questions and doubts and independent thinkers- but they pretend to love questions.
Especially from new members. Simon is a new member (came from Mars- that one conversation with his mother âI donât want to go- Simon donât be like that.â) They love to answer questions from new members because it offers them a chance to nip any doubt in the bud, answer with absolutes and half-answers and usually end in humiliating or tearing down the person who asked the question. Not to get personal on main but trust me. You just see their teeth sharpen when you admit to a doubt or ask a question as a kid. Theyâll make you feel stupid for asking and if you keep not understanding their half answers (asking more questions) they will get angry at you for persisting.
Thatâs why I headcanon that Simon has always been a doubter- especially with his monologue later about âwhatâs more likely? The stars disappeared or a few space stations?â (Paraphrasing) but itâs a very difficult and painful life for a doubting child growing up in a quite literally inescapable cult. But doubting doesnât necessarily mean he didnât listen. Doubting doesnât mean he didnât fall for the dogma. He can still doubt and be their Butcher. They made him a solider, they made him loyal, and just because he privately thought it was all horse shit doesnât mean he didnât learn to not to challenge authority (that he still struggles with). That the belief sank into him like thorns, that he canât help but feel a religious reverence for the seed despite hating what they did in the name of the Last Tree.
Religious trauma is just so complicated and especially cult trauma because they are literally masters of manipulating large groups of people and they have systems in place to keep their members there even if they donât believe and even if they do escape, they leave lasting gashes.
Couldnât leave this is the tags bc YES THIS exactly. He got the harshest job/title BECAUSE he was a doubter
(And also the personal note is so real)
Also itâs so true bc growing up I was both a doubter and a really good member bc I studied and engaged so they wanted me to have leadership positions to sorta keep me there. So this happening to Simon- just a great analysis
BOTH!! HAVE WE CONSIDERED BOTH?? Two sentient entities (The Red Eyed God and the Seedling/Tree) tried to claim him simultaneously, do you really think they wouldn't fight over his body?? Fish instincts vs plant instincts vs what little human is left of him. Working against each other. Possibly coexisting in the future! Give him gills AND teeth AND a tree arm AND leaves growing from his skin AND visible veins that are both green-brown and red-purple AND a corrupted red eye AND vampiric blood cravings AND water/sunlight cravings AND the need to be barefoot in the dirt at every possible opportunity. Do you see the vision!! I need to draw a design but do you see the vision!! Mutate the shit out of this man!!
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