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things in phm that really tickled me as a marine biologist:
the concept of star-eating microbes causing a crisis and the solution being the introduction of space wolves to space yellowstone to control the space elk population. i love a good trophic cascade
dr ryland grace immediately pitching "turn the spaceship into a giant centrifuge to generate gravity" and then not balancing his actual centrifuge later on
the entire "life is reason" scene really
grace forgetting to open the mystery alien container in a fume hood AND immediately sticking his nose in it. if we did this in chemistry lab we were executed on the spot
academia drama being one of the cornerstones of grace's character
grace switching through every spectrum setting on the microscope to try to see into the astrophages and not being able to (relatable)
also: the astrophage dying and grace going "ohhh it died..." (very relatable)
grace having his not-scientist buddy Carl to give him frank solutions when he's overthinking. yes, often the solution is just to put the box in another box
copious duct tape usage
just sticking a filter into the path of the petrova line to collect astrophage goop
eva going "so it's alive" when grace tells them the astrophage are moving, and him being like "WELL ok that could be for a lot of reasons" in the tone of someone who doesn't even know where to start explaining why that's a hasty assumption
grace referring to the first new astrophage as his and carl's baby multiple times (HIGHLY relatable)
humanity's greatest hope being a teacher. humanity being saved by grace's ability to find novel ways to communicate well with others -- something that made him excellent as an educator, and enabled him to bond with rocky
I'm so so so impressed with your characterization of Simon. His reaction to everything going on feels viscerally real, and the recent scapegoat scene BROKE MY HEART. I love it when people portray him as more of a scapegoat than a lamb, because that's what he is! And him just accepting it and believing Grace would want to use him like everyone else ever had literally had me in tears no joke. You're BloodyMary fic is the first one to make me cry so thank you for that. Please please please never stop writing I'm so obsessed with this.
The angst???? The drama???? The sex-repulsion + bond-deepener? I'm so excited for that??????????????
Kill me now before I become addicted because this will become my lifeline. I love you and your work so so much
Kisses and well wishes <333333333
Thank you 😭😭 you made ME cry now.
I’m so glad you like my Simon headcanons and characterization. I really needed the kind words and encouragement today so thank you. I know the ask was sent a bit ago, but I hope you continue to enjoy the chapters!
something about the portrayal of food in phm. amnesiac grace tasting the coffee in the mary and it's exactly how he liked it. rocky being embarrassed being watched while eating. the astrophage eating the sun. yao and ilyukhina dying giving grace more food. the journey to erid which resulted to grace feasting on taumoebas. grace not being able to eat rocky's food. eva being a history major knowing wars will occur over sustenance. the me burgers™. the taumoeba hunting down the astrophage. life is, indeed, reason.
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we have to start running a massive PSA campaign to young gay people so everyone understands there is a difference between being a dom and being a top and between being a sub and being a bottom. and also that sometimes you are neither a sub nor a bottom and you're just like shy. we need to be handing out flyers we need ads at every train station spreading the word
More greek au with the curse revealed. I know someone suggested Ellie being Scylla but she actually the curse itself. SO imagine being a sacrifice only to become the monster. Fun stuff. Also people miss out making mutated Simon more eel like all the time.. So I made him the biggest eel. Don't worry we will undoom this man.
Other greek myth au doodles 1 2
Also look at this gulper eel making it'self into a balloon
Early 2010's shippers on tumblr did not work overtime coming up with some of god's most unhinged crack and crossover ships for people in the 2020's to try and claim that smashing together Ryan Gosling and Markiplier's conventionally attractive doomed space men is some kind of absurdity.
I feel Grace flips constantly from being arrogant to having crippling self doubt because he would look at the evidence right and he would see that he is smart (leading astrophage expert) and he is brave (savior of two suns) but in the other hand he’s been SO wrong before (his entire thesis was proven wrong by Astrophage and Eridians having internal water based systems) and he wasn’t brave enough to volunteer, he doesn’t feel brave.
So I like this constant internal battle and cognitive dissonance he has to reckon with of being the most confident cocky “Captain Doctor Ryland Grace” and then also “I’m not an astronaut”. He had the character development obviously but he didn’t have his full past as he became more brave and I think after he does get his memories back he has this internal battle of ‘who am I?’ because humans tend to think in extremes and black and white sometimes and it’s hard to reconcile that you can have a cowardice moment and not BE a coward.
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i love the fact that in this fandom specifically it seems like we all struggle with having so much we wanna make and getting frusterated that we dont have the time/multitasking abilities to make it all
bloodmary but they’re both equally wary/off put by each other, yet so fascinated by each other in the same breath. grace who’s gone without human contact for so long and simon who’s amazed by the idea of alive stars and plants and animals. simon who’s scared that this is all just another hallucination by the false god and grace being scared because his last interaction with humanity was a betrayal. bloodymary who set this wall between them with biting banter, playful not-so-playful insults and sarcasm traded back and forth and back and forth. every eye squint a challenge, but they’ll both immediately step back if the other gets too close. bloodmary where grace knows he’s a coward, that he can’t get too close to simon, but he’s a scientist at heart and curiosity already sent his cat on a one-way ticket to space. it’s like this game of playing with fire, but the fire is each other and who’s gonna tell them that the burn won’t be as bad as they think it is?
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The ship was silent, eerily so. Without the Eridians, it was as if the life in the ship had been sucked out of it, along with the chaos and the warmth. Even Ryland seemed to be a shell of himself. A ghost that haunted the halls. Simon followed him, wanting to keep an eye on him, but Ryland didn’t do much, and he didn’t say much either. He talked, and Simon replied, but he couldn’t seem to keep the conversation going, and Simon sure as hell didn’t know how to.
It reminded him too much of the submarine, jerking himself away from unconsciousness, forcing his eyes to open, going through the motions. Simon worked on regaining his strength, and Ryland did whatever it was that he did as they waited.
He watched Ryland come to life on their daily check-ins at the radio, and then curl back into himself like he was having fuckin’... Rocky withdrawals or something.
“So, why’re you hiding out underneath your desk?” Simon nodded his head to it.
“Oh, uh, you know,” Ryland sniffed and shrugged. “Space.”
“Space?” Simon echoed.
“Gets me down sometimes,” Ryland said. “It’s a big ship for one- for two people. I like it better when there’s more people on board.”
Simon remembered suddenly that Ryland said his crewmates died, getting sick. Two others. He nodded in response. It must bring back bad memories.
“I miss Rocky,” Ryland admitted. Simon’s eyebrows rose. It had been two whole days.
“He always makes the space feel smaller, you know? He’s a little guy, but he takes up the whole room.”
Simon frowned. Yeah, that was why he didn’t really like Rocky, but he didn’t say that.
He said something much worse, blurting out, “I don’t know what you see in him.”
Thankfully, Ryland just chuckled. “Hey, that’s my best friend you’re talking about here.”
“Yeah, you two are… really close.”
Ryland shrugged, but he had a small smile on his face. “He saved my life.”
“Is that all it takes? To be your best friend?” Simon tried not to tease. He wasn’t trying very hard. It was… easy to tease Ryland in a way Simon didn’t want to examine.
“I’d say the bar is low but, uh… he really raised it. Yeah, he saved my life, but he also…”
Simon waited, watching Ryland’s face soften.
“... gave it meaning, I guess,” Ryland said softly, surprising Simon. “He’s loyal, and smart, and hella sassy, but- he’ll never give up on you. He’ll never give up on anything, really. You should have seen him when they were making my biodome, or worse- engineering my food- the absolute hell he put those poor scientists through-”
Ryland leaned his head back against the wall, the column of his throat moving as he laughed. Simon found his eyes tracking it. “He’s probably driving them crazy right now, bossing them all around.”
“So you… don’t care that he’s rude because of what he’s done for you,” Simon surmised. That made sense.
Ryland looked at him with a frown. Slowly, he said, “It’s more than that. It’s not just what he’s done for me. It’s not that I don’t care that he… has flaws. It’s like, I find them endearing? They’re just a part of him, and I love him so that stuff doesn’t matter. I understand why other people, or you, might not like him, but it doesn’t make me love him any less.”
