HELLO omg im back i went off tumblr for a bit to deal w sucky circumstances and i shifted lol. so i watched the new spiderman movie and usually my head is full of dc but bc of it, i started thinking about marvel too. i am a decent marvel fan but i dont have any drs of it. but then i watched flipping thor and i remembered how much i love loki (hes my fav marvel character !!!!)
i had one singular thought about shifting though. it was 'huh i could lowkey shift to asgard.' THATS IT. I DIDNT THINK OF WHO I WOULD BE, OR HOW ID GET THERE, OR MY PARENTS OR ANYTHING.
now every night i set my intention to shift. its a super basic one and i never specify where, i like the idea of just shifting randomly, so i let my subconscious decide if its a random reality, a parallel reality or my dr. so i did that and i closed my eyes and cuddled up in bed and just imagined that i had already shifted and i was in bed there. I DO THIS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT bc its easy and i just let myself fall asleep.
anyway i wake up before i open my eyes because i hear someone talking. my face is like smushed into the blanket, and im really really comfy so i dont immediately lift my head up or even bother opening my eyes. so i just listen for a minute and then i realise i dont understand whats being said?? so i say 'kya bol rhe ho' and lift my head up a little.
and i see loki. and thor. and heimdall. just dead staring at me. and it surprises me so bad that i just like freeze up. this is when i start waffling in english im like 'oh my god oh my god no way this isnt real'
obviously me speaking in english makes them realise im human because loki comes closer and hes like right next to the bed but im lying down so hes just towering over me MIND U IM TERRIFIED I DID NOT MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN and he says 'WHO SENT YOU HERE'
???? NOBODY DIDD OMG LEAVE ME ALONEE im so flipping scared and at that point heimdall and thor both also come closer so im on the bed and theyre all like crowding around me so i scramble up and sit up to like idk what i was trying to do but theyre all so so tall i couldnt stay lying down.
point is im so nervous so i start trying to explain but THEY DONT LISTENN and loki cuts me off asking why im sleeping in his room of all places.
my honest reaction. i actually malfunctioned bc i realised i was asleep in lokis bed. HIS BED. thats how they found me, he came to sleep and found a girl in his bed BYE
literally kill me omg SO then not only am i scared im also SO flipping embarassed. MEANWHILE they are literally trying to figure out if im a spy or what AND HEIMDALL SAYS 'TAKE HER TO ODIN'
oh hell no. i was not about to face odin, so i yell at them and then i screw my eyes shut and say pumpkin (my safe word) and affirm that im back in my cr. i kept doing this till i realised i couldnt hear anything anymore so i open my eyes and boom im in my own bed (thank god) back in my cr. after that i just sat w myself bc yay i shifted but also wtf why did that have to happen to me.
AND before one of u says i shouldve stayed bro, let me remind u i was in a dangerous reality surrounded by a bunch of tall MAGIC men. and i had not scripted anything. nor even planned anything in my head bruh i thought they were gonna take me to the dungeons or smth i wasnt mentally ready for allat. but this is wow hello?? my first proper shift to a reality thats not a parallel one. i always thought id shift to my beautiful richard but eek this is crazy too.
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