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um abt me (as of dec 2020)
bunny, 16, she/her
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prof dx ana, in and out of rec0very lmfao
lg(b)t+
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i trigger tag everything but please don’t follow if you’re in rec0very!
i do not reblog thinspo + never pro
i speak eng + fr !
reblog this if you wanna be mutuals! only ed blogs please
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do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me
*screams into the mic* YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU AREN’T UNDERWEIGHT
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU ARE OVERWEIGHT
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER NO MATTER WHAT
I wish none of you were sad
‘But my eating disorder is Different’
I know that people with that BMI look underweight, but I don’t. Eating the amount that I am is dangerous for other people’s bodies, but not for mine. People with anorexia think they’re bigger than they are, but I am as big as I think. Eating disorder sufferers deserve treatment and support, but I don’t. Behaviours are damaging and can be life-threatening, but mine aren’t. Some people with anorexia are in denial, but I know the truth about my body. Irrational thinking is common in eating disorders, but my thoughts are rational. People who are underweight need to gain weight, but I don’t. Recovering anorexics shouldn’t exercise, but I can. Having an eating disorder can be fatal, but not for me.
If you have an eating disorder, its likely you have thought or said some form of these ‘I do not follow the rule’ statements. They are pure eating disorder nonsense. If you know something would or should apply to someone with your diagnosis/BMI/health/stage of recovery but not you then I can almost assure you it applies to you too. Don’t be fooled by your illness trying to convince you that you are the exception to the rule.
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Choosing recovery is a very brave thing to do
tried to challenge my ed by putting regular milk in my coffee (& bcz we were out of almond) and now my stomach hurts so bad. note to self: challenge fear foods without triggering lactose sensitivity next time
bathroom mirror bodychecks and obligatory « why are my hips so wide » moment
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself
your body has enough fat to survive by itself.
you don’t need extra food.
keep going.
this is the most disgusting thing ive seen in a while and i have NO sympathy for anyone reblogging or defending this. also it’s fucking blatantly incorrect: your body uses fat AND muscles regardless of how much fat you have. no matter how much. ur body can’t survive on fat alone, it will begin to cannabalize off the muscle and you’ll eventually have organs fail etc. and people on starvation diets tend to experience cardiac arrest, even when it doesn’t seem like they should. oh, also— you can’t get all the vitamins you need from a multivitamin we all know we’re skipping out on cuz calories. also EVEN IF YOU COULD. even if you could fast until u were skinny, who are going to be the people seeing this? underweight people who are pretty fucking good at convincing ourselves we’re actually obese. and healthy weight people who shouldn’t lose a ton of weight. and overweight people who will either end up underweight with time or who won’t due to binge eating issues accompanying restrictive issues that are— guess what— made infinitely worse by fasting. so how do you justify exposing people to this to yourself? if you wanna say you’re creating a safe space then fucking act like it— and don’t pull or justify this shit.
Y E S @babylung SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK!!!!!
No your body cannot survive on fat alone
Your brain needs glucose to function
No matter your weight, your body metabolises food the same way. So if you starve you will retain fat
Starvation mode is real (just misunderstood)
Y O U N E E D
F O O D T O B E
A B L E T O
L O S E
W E I G H T
stay safe <3
Not rebloging bc of op but the response!!
i made the original response ages ago and i still stand by it. fuck op for making people believe this dangerous pro-ana bullshit.
one thing i’ll rly never forgive is the ppl who would straight up lie in those posts of « reasons to keep starving »
like no, you won’t be more confident. your skin will get more acne-prone, not less. you won’t have more energy. your relationships won’t improve, they’ll fall apart, and not in a tragic-pretty way either. people will get fed up with you, because no one finds your eating disorder nearly as interesting as you do. there’s no ultimate goal, because the obsession is with losing weight, not with getting to a certain weight. you can cause yourself permanent physical damage, including brain damage, easier than you think. you won’t wear those cute outfits out, trust me.
and i don’t rly fault you if you reblog those posts, since we’re all sick and deluded, but the people who create them for others to use as inspiration are being awful.
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pls reblog if you’re ACTUALLY an active edtumblr blog in dec 2020 pls my feed is dry :)
i hope your daughter is nothing like me and i hope she eats sticky mango at night, and licks her fingers and does not cry and does not bleed sunset-sticky i hope she learns from people who are in love with the world and i know i should never raise a child i already rock and sing myself to sleep belly heavy with food and dream of mania and anger girls eating peeled grapes and waking up frantic i couldn’t be the lover she wanted and i won’t be the mother i need
pls i was comparing my step count to the girl i was walking with (in a non-disordered way...... i think...) and i have my bmi pinned in my google health and she SAW IT
bunny vs her post-dinner bloat... who will win
reposting because i couldn’t reblog the original post for some reason
originally posted by tumblr user @st4rvinglol
What I wish I knew before I fell into this trap
Heart failure is a very real thing. Organ failure is a very real thing. Brain damage is a very real thing. You cannot avoid these if you are restricting at a dangerously low deficit, I promise you.
You will feel like shit, all the time. Your head will always hurt. You will always feel nauseous. You will always feel weak. You’ll wake up in the morning and the first thing on your mind will be how absolutely exhausted you are, no matter the amount you slept. You’ll lose the ability to focus, or even think at all properly.
You will see people die. If you manage to not WITNESS it, you will hear about it. There are many blogs still up on here whose owner’s have long since passed.
Getting thinner won’t make people like you. Romantically, platonically, in general. People will see you losing so much weight so fast and they will know to stay far away from you, because they don’t want to see you DIE.
Extending from that, you won’t like the attention. Yeah, you’ll get the “You’ve lost so much weight!” all the time. And then what? You lose more, and the comments stop. You’ll get pressured to eat. The only thing people can focus on is your weight, just like you. They’ll stop looking you in the eyes. Everyone around you will know you’re a ticking time bomb, and they won’t be able to stop thinking of how close to death you are. It doesn’t matter what weight you are, you will start dying, and everyone can tell.
You will not be dainty or pretty, and you won’t feel dainty nor pretty. You’ll feel fucking disgusting.
Your life will always be numbers. Calories, pounds, ounces, grams, inches, calories pounds ounces grams inches calories pounds ounces grams inches. You will never be able to forget these numbers.
That ana buddy you want so desperately? That’s just another disordered person who you’re encouraging to kill themselves, whether you acknowledge it or not. Maybe they’ll die. Maybe you’ll die. Maybe you both will.
Yeah, maybe you’re reading all of this and the only thought on your mind is “Well, as long as I’m skinny, right?” Or, “I WANT to die, this doesn’t mean shit.” You don’t want to die like this. You don’t want to live like this. I’ve had my heart stop three times. I’ve had my heart almost stop more times than I can count. Those minutes before you flatline? They don’t feel like the movies. I wasn’t surrounded by family and friends. I wasn’t basking in the glory of my sickness. I was shaking, cold and alone. I was terrified.
You won’t be a success story. You’ll be just be another fucking statistic.
Get the help, please. Don’t devote your life to this. You deserve better than to suffer. Please.
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> be a healthy weight
> lose weight
> why are my knees so UGLY
shoutout to all the folks who refused to turn cruel or apathetic after facing trauma. i know how hard you are trying to be kind despite all of the cruelty you have faced, and i see you. you’re wonderful, i love you.
