Ravi

It's time for a new introduction, a lot has change since I started here. Hello, my name is Vano Ravi. I'm still figuring myself and life out and if you have access to this little corner, you're a person that earned it in one way or another. I'm coming from a Suli family, but I was abducted and sold to a rich ravkan family when I was a child and supposed to be a servant and playmate for their son. Apparently I proved more talented to be formed into their successor and so i was trained to fit perfectly into their narrow little world, in which I learned to navigate for the past almost twenty years. I'm at a point where I can't do that anymore. I want to be my own person and I'm slowly trying to pull away the layers of who I thought I am, who I thought I *have* to be. I love music. I'm a pianist, composing my own pieces, I like to play violin and I've recently found my love for singing. I love books and studying and knowledge, I prefer meaningful conversations over smalltalk. As long as the sun isn't like deadly lasers, the outside is a great place to be. I enjoy cooking and spicy food and cooking for others is one of my favourite things to do. I'm struggling a lot with some things that come easily to others, but that's okay, even though some of the things are very annoying to me.

I believe that loving one person doesn't take away from loving another person; quite the opposite. Relationships of all sorts are as unique as the people in it.

I'm not a man. Well, sometimes I am. Sometimes I'm masculine, sometimes I'm feminine, sometimes I'm both or neither. I don't really care how I'm addressed.

And I'm on a mission. On the mission to destroy a certain cage and to give freedom to the person I was meant to be all along, however that looks like.

Perhaps the red thread theory is just that: A theory.

Very mixed, in all honesty. On the one hand, it is a relief because you know they will never be able to harm anyone again and also because you are free of them once and for all. But it was also scary - what if you do something wrong? What if you harm the wrong people? What if you get caught before it's finished? Also it's been my life for more than ten years, too. I didn't know what comes after and I am still in this weird in between space not only emotionally, but also regarding what to do with my life. I have lost people that were dear to me during that process. And it was long and dreadful, sometimes I almost ran out of patience with it. But when the last pin fell it felt powerful and like I was able to breathe for the first time in very long.