stupidpouchrat

Was talking to a girl the other night,,, she was surprised that i had never been to a concert or show,, among other things I haven't done,,,,, realised I haven't really done much at all,,, medical issues and isolating relationships made it so hard,,, is difficult to remember the last 6 years,,, have only recently started meeting new people and doing awesome things!! And it has been so good,,, but is very new and scary,,, I know I will become more human with time,, learn how to do things,, how to talk to people,,, am looking forward to it,,, must be patient,,

One time I went to the doctor,,, was so tired,,, got a blood test,, went back for results,,, low vitamin D,,, "we need to get your D up" he said,,,,, um um,,,,,,,, sorry doc I have performance anxiety,,,,,,

Would u euthanise me?,,, u have to be honest,,,,