ew, feelings

So my bf told me that people don't get headaches from screen time and I'm like ?????? I mean I don't know if he's joking or not?

Once again I am employed (sort of) and once again I am annoyed by the fact that I am not allowed to do my work within five to six hours and go home but have to stretch the work out on nine to ten hours and take 20 breaks that I neither want nor need.

Being an autist who doesn't get jokes, hanging out with an autist who doesn't get jokes >>>>>>

It's good that the good omens final aired on a wednesday (instead of on the weekend). Now I can call my therapist right away. 👍

That awkward moment when you're on the phone with someone and they ask if you've just woken up because of how your voice sounds and you're like: "no, it's because I've cried a lot while/after watching the good omens final"

I've just finished watching the good omens final and I hate it. I also love it, but I hate it but I love it and I feel like crying for a week or so.

When the adhd energy for a hyperspecific task hits but you can't do the next step on your own and the people who could assist you are not available 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

So I happened to randomly not having a health insurance anymore and because I hoped that the reactivation wouldn't take too long I waited instead of buying my meds with my own money right away and holy shit I re-realised how fucking devastating it is to be unmedicated. Within three days my drug levels dropped so much, I thought I was dying. I hadn't eaten for two days, didn't really sleep last night, after getting up today at 10 o'clock I had one phone call, chatted with three different people, had one emotional and one physical breakdown and did two hours of sports before leaving for the doctor's office at 11 o'clock where I waited for like ten minutes to get my papers (to buy my meds with my own money) and when I left it was like one hour later and it is just sooooooo terrible and even though I spent way too much money on meds, I should've gotten for free, it was one of the best decisions I have ever made. Fuck ADHD.

We were watching supernatural and there was this scene where one of the dudes decided he wanted to kill a demon because the demon had killed his girlfriend and my boyfriend said that that's weird because the demon had also killed his mom and the guy had only known the girl for like half a year so why is he so much more upset about his girlfriend getting killed than his mother getting killed but the thing is - he had also only known his mom for half a year.

That awkward moment when you randomly remember you went blind once xD