back on my bullshit

I want to be $k1nn1 like an off duty model or a kpop idol not like a corpse if that makes sense

'you won't eat this and that because it's unhealthy but you drink/smoke/do drugs???' it's called picking your battles

the version of you from five years ago would be genuinely amazed by what you’ve handled since then. sit with that for a second

When it’s getting so bad you start imagining how everyone would react if you do it.

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

where’s my oscar for acting like i’m not falling apart 

I keep losing and gaining the same ten pounds I’m going insane right now

Posting fatspo? In the big 26? Do you need help??