Ask Darkiplier and AntiSepticEye

So I don't remember if I said I moved out of my toxic home, but I did. Life has certainly gotten a lot better, I'm talking a lot more apparently which is good compared to before.

I'm also, sure you all know I'm transitioning to appear more masculine. And so by April I'll be getting to see my doctor again who can refer me to a surgeon for top surgery. It's approx. a 3 month wait, so by July or August I'll get that done.

I'm so excited and can't wait for the surgery!

I hope you all have a wonderful day and if not I wish that you day tomorrow is fantastic!

Thanks for sticking around and to those who join, I'm glad that you all enjoy what's currently here. I'm not really sure if I'll be able to work on this blog but I want to use it to spread some join even though days might be dark.

Thank you either way for hanging around ;ww; 

Before dark could say anything, anti stops him. “I CLAIM OWNERSHIP OF ALL 295!!!”

“Almost sounds like dark’s pet-”

“Chica might use you like a chew toy, but she is a precious baby!”

Anti tries to get away, laughing his ass off as he he’s tickled. 

[[I understand how dysphoria can really get to ya, I’m trans-male myself and am now almost 5 months on T! Keep the money for your transition and totally look for a doctor who could prescribe hormones to you. You might need a referral from your psychiatrist, but just make it known that you are you, no doctor will ever be allowed to tell you who and what gender you really are! 

If your home isn’t a trans friendly area, I suggest not coming out; not unless you have a back up plan to stay at, because then you can get out of that place if things get violent or abusive. Running away isn’t a good idea, but if your safety is in danger, please find a way out of there. Police might be able to assist you if it’s violent, because that is not how people should be!

To help with dysphoria, I suggest finding things that will make you feel manly (I’m assuming you are ftm ;ww; ) or remind yourself that your body doesn’t define who you are and your gender. Maybe take a day just for you and relax, de-stressing about things might help out some! I don’t have much dysphroia though I’ve been told my form of it is that I disconnected for my breasts and low region. I mean, almost about anyone could grab my chest and I’d just look at them like ‘yes, that’s my chest, wassup?’ 

I’m not really the best for advice, though I hope I assisted someone. Totally do research on stuff, don’t just take my words as 100% accurate advice. I’m only a small bean who only knows so much. Sorry I didn’t have anti answer this, I felt this was a topic I should tackle instead of a crazed knife wielding man- 

[[I sadly don’t think anti and dark could ever give you some good advice! 

Just know that you are loved! That to keep going on no matter how difficult things are right now! I’m certain that there will be a light in this darkness some where!! It might not seem possible now, but know it will come one day! 

Maybe try to find alternate way instead of self harm, maybe something less harmful; like some use a marker instead, or there was a way someone could so something red, similar to blood, if that was a reason cutting was satisfying.

I’m not very good with advice, and I’m not very helpful, but I hope this was alright! I totally suggest looking up things to use as an alternate, might help you from actually harming yourself! But always remember that you are loved, even by the ones you least expect. and even though we don’t know each other I care too!

You are always welcome here and to simiply talk with me! I might be a little awkward at first, and I might not have the best responses, but just know I’ll try me best. I hope to make people happy! Even if this blog has a very dark theme ;ww; 

“I can’t help myself sometimes~” But the mention of darts got Anti very excited. “You best believe I’m fuckin’ good at darts!!!”

“You’ve missed me every time-”

“Because you won’t hold still!!!”

“Your point?”

[[SorryInevergottothisonValentinesday!Whoops!]]

“No fawkin’ way!” Anti crossed his arms into an X.

"Holy shit! That sounds like a fawkin’ dream come true!!!” Anti was about ready to swipe said cake, Dark popping out of no where and swipping the cake first. 

“Senpai? wait, what?” Anti is confused, “Oh wait! You’re the one who gave me cookies and stuff aren’t you!!!”