authors note ;; just some silly stuff i wrote while very sleep deprived. these are all sfw & reader is afab. enjoooy :)
• you guys were best friends in college and decided to get an apartment with each other as you guys navigate adulthood together.
• you’re kickstarting off your career, he’s a streamer
• being with each other 24/7 was actually not as terrible as people were warning you! but… that’s also ‘cause you had a major crush on him. you didn’t tell him though in fear of things being awkward.
• michael was great at doing chores! if you reminded him… he’s super forgetful. not in a weaponized incompetence way but like… the dude forgets he’s wearing his headphones sometimes.
• he also forgets when he has stuff on the stove… DO NOT LET THIS MAN COOK!!!
• but anyway. he always made your day with… fridge magnets! you guys talk on there, usually just trolling each other.
• if you’re ever feeling down he is 100% there with your favorite ice cream and the tv ready for a watch marathon of your favorite series.
• also can i just say he’s great when you’re on your period. that has to be mentioned. like he bought you a warmie of your favorite animal (they’re stuffed animals that are able to be heated for period cramps) and he’ll even put whatever you’re craving on the grocery list.
• you loooove watching him game. on nights you can’t fall asleep you lay on his bed, watching him at his desk absolutely keyboard smashing. it somehow puts you to sleep… which leaves the floor open for michael to sleep on.
• you also love to play games with him. you two are verrryy competitive though, often resulting in rematches and long nights until one of you finally give up.
• you guys go grocery shopping together! and you guys are definitely the goofiest. pushing each other around in carts, buying random shit… the mundane is fun with him. “should i try this crumbl cookie deodorant?” / “like… eat it?” / “to wear, michael!” / “OHHHHHH”
• random fact but he’s an asmr watcher. you know this because you’ll catch him in his room with it full blast while he’s drooling.
• you have to convince him not to bring stray animals home…
• he’s sooo supportive of your career. will celebrate even the smallest of promotions or raises with you.
• he loves having you on his streams. additionally, if you’re sleeping he tries his hardest to be quieter while streaming. (he’s kind of bad at it though) “okay we have to be quiet because my roommate is sleeping… OH FUCK HE JUST CAME AROUND THE CORNER AND KILLED ME NOOOOO!!!”
• you fall asleep on the couch? he’s absolutely putting a blanket on you.
• he also will always take care of you if you’re sick. he doesn’t even care if he gets sick, he’ll do everything in his power to make sure you’re well fed, rested, and hydrated. also has alarms to remind you when to take meds.
• he’s such a diva… he lowk spends more time in the bathroom than you. he also loves asking for your input on his outfits and he will ask you to style him sometimes.
• you guys have a rubber duck you guys hide around the apartment. you guys don’t tell each other when you found it or hid it, its all a surprise! one day you’ll randomly find it hidden in your makeup bag and then you end up hiding it under his bed. when’s the next time you’re gonna see it? no idea.
• this man lives on monsters. please take them away from him. (specifically the white one or ultra strawberry dreams)
• you guys paint your nails together often. it’s just time for you two to talk about your week. sometimes it turns into debates about music, anime, games… etc.
• you have a cookie jar in the apartment! you guys will choose a new recipe every weekend to bake together so the cookie jar always stays full. (also so you know he won’t burn down the kitchen this way lol)
• when it comes to decorating the bathroom, kitchen, and living space you guys decide together. it makes you feel like you guys are married in a way…
• you guys have a scrapbook that you decorate together the entire lease :( photos like signing papers, moving in, holidays, birthdays, get togethers in your apartment with friends are all glued into the pages.
• but when the lease is about to end you notice he’s been sad a lot more. quieter, eating less, always sitting in your room just to do nothing with you…
• “i know our lease is about to end and i know we’ve both found our own places for after this but… i think i want to spend my whole life by your side.”
• you guys end up renewing the lease! anddd you guys end up dating too, of course. you never thought he saw you like that and every time you say that he groans because he thought he had been so obvious this whole year. but he loves you to death and that’s all that matters.
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summary: you’re the effortlessly cool girl throwing a party since your parents aren’t home. you gave an invite to the cute and shy nerd from your history class and somehow it spiraled into a different kind of lesson… (word count: 2.7k)
warnings/tags: nsfw! minors dni. subby nerd!calum x dom experienced reader. p in v, underage drinking, oral, finishing inside, uhhh… kinda cringe and my first time at writing smut so it’s not at all good :(
CALUM’S POV
“Duuude, you really have a staring problem.” Michael said, snapping me out of my daze. I pushed my glasses up, refocusing on him and his bright hair rather than the girl I’ve had a crush on for ages.
“She just… Looks so good tonight.” I sighed, trying to keep my gaze from returning to her.
“Then talk to her,” Ashton groaned, dragging his hands down his face. Poor guy, he’s heard way too much about my crush on her. It’s sickening, I know, but I’m the one who’s lovesick!
“It’s not that easy. I barely got an invite to this party, I’m never gonna get an invite into her bed at that.” I whined.
“Nerd, virgin, stumbles over his words every time he speaks to her… yeah, call it impossible.” Luke snorted. I whacked the back of his head in retaliation.
“Don’t rub it in my face!”
“I’m just being honest!”
“Okay, okay. You two, stop it. ‘Cause I have a really great plan.” Michael grinned, putting his hand on my shoulder. Oh, great. All of us simultaneously groaned, rolling our eyes.
“What? I didn’t even say anything yet!” Michael huffed, crossing his arms.
“If it’s one of your awful pickup lines, I don’t wanna hear it.” Ashton deadpanned. We all nodded in agreement, Michael immediately deflating.
“Well then what should I do?” I asked, desperate for a solution.
“Like I said. Just talk to her! Look, she’s alone right now. Go,” Ashton insisted, even pushing me over in her direction. She looked so pretty under the dim kitchen lighting…
I looked back at them, all of them nodding and giving me thumbs up. Here goes nothing.
YOUR POV
“Umm… hey! Thanks for the invite.” Someone said from behind me. I turned away from the fridge with a beer in hand and saw Calum, a sweet guy from my history class. I always thought he was kind of cute, especially with those glasses of his and those toned muscles… He might be tall and lanky but he is sort of built. I smiled, giving him a quick hug.
“Of course! Are you enjoying yourself? I don’t do these things often…” I asked.
“Yeah! I am. I don’t do these things often either… Partying, I mean.” He replied back, his face turning red. I giggled at him. Duh, he’s the school’s nerd. But I wasn’t really laughing because of that but instead… Well, I always found him to be so cute.
“Yeah? In that case, here. It’s the last beer.” I offered him, holding the cold bottle out towards him.
“No! It’s okay. If you want it, you can have it. B-But if you don’t want it either then, okay, I’ll take it. Only if you don’t want it though!” Calum insisted, getting even redder. If I didn’t know any better I’d probably make it my mission to make him tomato red, but I felt kind of bad for the guy. He’s so adorable he doesn’t even know it.
“How about we share?” I offered. He finally loosened up and smiled, nodding at my suggestion.
“Actually… Yeah, sure. Why didn’t I think of that?” He laughed. I giggled and shrugged in response, getting right to it and popping the cap off using my kitchen counter. His eyes widened in shock at my little party trick.
“Wow… you’re so cool.” He said, jaw on the floor. I just smiled, sipping on the bottle to hide the fact that my face had become warm and flush from his compliment.
“Thanks! I try to be cool sometimes. Here,” I replied, handing the bottle to him. He brought it close to his lips before pausing.
“Should I uhh… Not drink it from the rim? Like, should I waterfall it? I” He asked, a grin spreading across my face. His hesitance was too sweet, or maybe I just had shit standards. Still, I couldn’t pass this opportunity. I had to go for it, especially with the liquid courage running through me.
“I mean… I don’t mind indirectly kissing you,” I answered, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear as I looked up at him through my lashes. I watched as he somehow got even redder, it being visible on the tips of his ears. He gulped hard before taking a swig, putting it down on the counter before looking into my eyes.
“And… w-what about directly kissing me?” He asked through his stutters, my grin turning into a full on smile.
“I mean…” I began, my feet being pulled towards him without a second thought. I pressed him into the corner of the kitchen counter, standing on my tippy toes as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
I pressed my lips against him slowly and softly, letting him relax into it first. I swore I heard a slight whimper from him once our lips met and I knew I had to get more out of him. His hands hovered at the side of my waist before gently holding onto me, the touch being so light it was almost ticklish. He tasted like beer but also mint chapstick which cut through the beer taste and hit like a drug.
This all felt like a drug. The way his lips began to part more and more, his tongue sliding into my mouth with feverish curiosity. I could feel him getting bolder, pulling me in closer. I was so close I could feel the erection in his pants and that knowledge made me throb a little. I pulled away, a string of spit connecting our lips before I licked it away.
“Wanna take this upstairs?” I asked, my heart thumping in my chest. Not only was I catching my breath but I was terrified that maybe I had been going too far with this.
“Yeah… Yes, I do.” He replied, nodding eagerly. I grabbed his hand, leading him up the stairs and towards my bedroom.
I locked my bedroom door, turning to see Calum taking in all the decorations in my room. I saw a glimpse of a smile before he turned back at me, slowly making his way towards me. I stayed put, leaning against the door as I watched him. His hand gently caressed my cheek, a little hesitant before holding the side of my face fully.
“You’re so pretty. I can’t believe I get to kiss someone like you.” He whispered, going in to kiss me again. His glasses sort of bump into me and he groans, taking them off and throwing them onto the bed.
“Sorry, it’s… kind of my first time doing something like this.” He admitted, looking everywhere but at me.
“Hey, it’s okay. You can back out whenever you want.” I reassured him, my hands gently holding him by his shoulders to anchor him. He shook his head vigorously.
“No, I want you. I just don’t know if I’ll be good at showing you that I want you.” He answered, his hand pulling away as he shrunk into himself.
“So? Just show me. Show me how much you want me… ‘cause I want you too.” I replied, squeezing his shoulders. He finally looked up at me, hands slowly snaking around my body and pulling me flush against him.
He leaned in for another kiss, one hand on my lower back and the other behind my head as we made out. We stumbled a little, my back now pressed to the wall with him pinned against me.
“Can I?” He asked breathlessly. His hands glided to the hem of my shirt, daring to take this off of me. I nodded and he slowly pulled it off, his hands now at my bra. He massaged them slowly before pulling the straps down, his brown eyes occasionally darting upwards at me to make sure I was okay.
And then I watched him kneel down, eyes locked on my tits as he brushed his thumbs against my nipples before rolling them between his fingers. I let out a quiet whimper, my hands glued to the wall as I watched the curly-haired man in amazement. His eyes darted to me like the sounds coming out of my mouth were heavenly and I could see the determination lit in his eyes to try and draw more out of me.
Soon his mouth was on my nipple, sucking and biting with the perfect amount of care and roughness. I felt myself throb again, a wet spot forming on my panties for sure. He kept going until the nipple was left hard, moving to the other one with the same tongue and teeth movement. Eventually he began to stand back up, leaving kisses trailing up my body.
His mouth began to lick and suck on my neck sloppily, and when he got bold I could feel his teeth scrape against my skin which made me groan each time.
“You’re so gorgeous… I need more of you,” he mumbled, as he pulled off. His fingers hooked into the belt loop of my shorts. I copied him, pulling him closer with my hands around his belt buckle.
“Yeah? I can give you more.” I responded, slowly sinking down onto my knees this time. He watched as I undid his belt, slowly unzipping the zipper of his jeans just to torture him. It was just too fun.
Finally his pants hit the floor, allowing me to palm him through his boxers. His legs buckled, hands bracing himself against the wall behind me. I let his cock spring free, precum already beading up at the tip. Fuck, he was a lot bigger than anyone could ever guess. And a lot longer too, but it wasn’t going to stop me from drawing out those whimpers from earlier.
I kittenlicked his tip, the bitter precum on my tastebuds. But I didn’t care, just following the slit on his tip before swirling my tongue around his tip. My hand finally gripped his cock to steady it as I licked a long strip on the underside of his cock. He shivered and groaned, his dick already twitching. Fuck.
So I finally took his cock into my mouth, hollowing my cheeks around him. I started off slow, bobbing my head at a slow pace and very shallowly before going deeper and faster. His hands tangled themselves in my hair, not to push me but because he needed something to hold onto.
“Shit, oh my god, you’re so fucking perfect…” He moaned out, bucking up into my mouth. His whimpers were like music to my ears, encouraging me to keep on going. I went as deep as I could, using my hand to stroke what I couldn’t reach.
“Mhm… Just like that. Fuck, I don’t know if I’m gonna last…” He said through high-pitched whimpers, his desperation getting to him and bucking his hips into me harder and harder. So I pulled off of him, not wanting him to cum just yet.
“H-huh…? Why’d you stop?” He pouted as I stood up.
“Can’t have you cumming yet,” I answered with a smirk, nudging him backwards until he fell back onto my bed. I shrugged my shorts and underwear off, climbing on top of him so my knees were on either side of his hips.
He shuddered at the sight, his hands going to my thigh before rubbing up and down.
“I need you now… please…” He whimpered and I couldn’t help it. I helped him slide off his shirt, my hands running over his slight abs.
“How bad? Hm?” I asked, running my hands up and down his chest.
“Please… Need to cum,” he begged, his grip on my hips so tight that it could bruise. I didn’t wait a second longer knowing I was aching myself, so I slowly sunk down onto his cock.
And wow, it was fucking filling as it glided against my walls. Our breaths hitched at the same time, watching his cock disappear into me.
“Fuck, you’re so fucking big…” I swore under my breath. His thumbs rubbed gentle circles on my hips, distracting me from the way his cock made me ache.
“Yeah?” He exhaled shakily.
Once I fully sank onto his cock he groaned, his hands squeezing my ass hard. My hands rested on his shoulders as I leaned down over him, for the perfect angle.
“You feel so good…” He moaned out, trying to thrust into me to speed up the pace. At first our rhythms were off, his cock slipping out of me. I guided his cock back into me slowly, a whimper slipping out of him.
“Shhh, baby. Patient.” I commanded him, riding him slowly at first. My pace drew out a groan from him, his hips fighting not to just buck up into me.
“Faster, please,” he begged, his grip on my hips tightening out of desperation. I just tutted in faux disappointment, but the way he begged was like music to my ears.
“What’d I say? Be patient, baby. Just let yourself thrust into me. Slowly.” I instructed him, his hips stuttering at first before matching my pace. It was fucking perfect, drawing out a moan from me as I threw my head back.
“Like that?” He asked and I nodded, bending over lower to kiss him.
“Just like that. C’mon, follow my pace.” I said to him, speeding up. He whimpered a little as I began to bounce up and down on him faster, his eyes watching my tits bounce too. I could feel his hips trying to keep up, thrusting up into me as he grunted.
Soon a moan tore out of me, hitting my g-spot just right. At this point I was really hoping the music downstairs was still loud enough to drown the sounds of us, skin slapping against skin and our moans becoming one.
“Calum… Oh, fuck. Such a good fucking boy, don’t stop.” I praised him, feeling myself tighten against his cock as I kept coming closer and closer to my orgasm. His hands moved to grope my ass tightly while my fingernails dug into his shoulders, leaving little crescent shaped dents into his skin.
Then I took one of his hands into mine, bringing it down closer to my clit. At first I demonstrated what to do, bringing my thumb over it and beginning to rub before replacing my hand with his. I groaned, my body shaking from the extra stimulation. My legs were burning at this point but I didn’t care, I needed him badly.
“Um- um… I- I’m… fuck, I’m gonna cum,” He moaned out, rubbing his thumb against my clit harder and faster at this point.
“Cum in me, Calum…” I commanded, kissing along his jawline sloppily through moans. He let out a whimper and nodded.
Soon my orgasm crashed over me in waves, my walls throbbing against his dick that shot warm, thick ropes of cum into me. I didn’t stop yet, riding this high before slowly pulling myself off of him.
He kissed me softly before I rested my head against his chest. I could feel his chest rising and falling rapidly while his fingers combed through the strands of my hair.
“Did I… do okay?” He asked, hands moving lower to rub my back gently. I nodded, pushing myself back up to see his face. He was flushed and sweaty, but man, that guy had the cutest smile at that moment.
“You were perfect, Calum.” I assured him, kissing his nose softly. He let out a sigh of relief, his eyes looking down at my neck.
“Woah… I really left a hickey,” he said in amazement, fingers brushing against my neck which made me ticklish. I flinched a bit and he quickly pulled his hand away.
“Does it hurt?” He asked, eyes widening with fear.
“No no no. It was just ticklish.” I answered, chuckling at how innocent this poor man was even though he just lost his virginity.
Oh shit. He just lost his virginity to me.
“…Hey, wait. Did you enjoy it? Are you okay?” I asked from the realization. He nodded vigorously with a smile.
“Yeah. I’m feeling great… like I’ll never forget this.” Calum answered with a chuckle. He kissed my forehead and snuggled close, sighing into the crook of my neck.
A/n - listening to jinx as I write, just a random blurb
Warnings - polysos, they annoy each other (lovingly), mentions of 1d, mukesten exists
Words - 191
The boys had finished opening for 1d, and their parents suggested going on a vacation to relax. They all thought it was a good idea, so there they are, multiple hours in, with nothing but trees a never ending road in front of them.
"Are we there yet," Michael groaned.
"No," Ashton, who was behind the wheel replied for the thousandth time. Being the oldest they made him drive. Luke was in the back with Michael, Calum having taken shotgun.
"Are we at least stopping for food soon?" Michael continued his pestering. Luke opened his eyes.
"Can you shut the fuck up for three seconds? Some of us are trying to sleep."
"Can you ask nicely?" Michael responded.
"Can you be patient for once?"
"Stop fighting before I throw you out of the car," Calum sighed rubbing the bridge of his nose. "You're giving me a headache."
"Wait doesn't awsten live near here?" Michael asked excitedly recognizing the area.
"Yeah, can we pick him up?" Luke joined.
"We don't have space, and we're not picking up your other boyfriend," Ashton replied.
"Aw man," Michael grumbled, sitting back down in his seat.
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a/n - puppy michael 🔛🔝 + i suck at writing so don't read expecting a masterpiece
warnings - fluff, michael being absolutely adorable, pet regression kinda? mostly just puppy mindset, angst
words - 575
Michael didn't hide the fact he was puppy brained. Most fans noticed it but he didn't mind. As long as they didn't bother him, he was chill. He usually didn't let himself go fully into that headspace in public, only around the band. He trusted them completely and felt safe. Today was the day of the hot ones recording session. He was sat across from ashton, with luke on his left. He wasn't the best with spices so was hoping he wouldn't have to eat a lot. Everything was going normally, until his turn. He had to rank the solo albums. He chose to eat the wing, saying maybe its not gonna be that spicy. Boy was he wrong. He went numb and red almost instantly, already lowering his guard. The episode went on, when they brought out the pizza. And it was squeaky. Michael's face lit up so much that luke sneakily put a hand on his thigh to ground him. Michael instantly grabbed it with his teeth, proudly showing the camera, before passing to luke. He sadly watched it go around wanting to bite it more. Chew things in general. He moved his tongue over his teeth. Luke noticed, locking eyes.
"You okay?" He mouthed, and michael nodded. He has to stay under control. At least while other people are here. He wanted to shift so badly most of the remaining time, and was just trying to get it over with. He surprisingly won, and was ready to go. Calum reeled him back in to thank the crew members. Ashton chatted for a bit with one of them, michael getting more and more restless, holding hands with luke. They finally left after what felt like forever going into the car. Calum called shotgun, luke was driving. Michael got in the back with ashton, already tired, just wanting to go home. Luke put some music on, ashton on tiktok, calum already asleep. Michael stared out the window as the humming got louder and louder. Wanting to open the window and stick his head out. He brushed a hand through his hair. What a joy it would be to have ears. He got out of his trance hearing ashton chuckle. He moved closer to look, ash tilting the phone towards him. Michael didn't really find it that funny. He just wanted his cage and toys. To let go and have his dad's take care of him. They seemed so happy right now though. They didn't want to have to deal with michael he was sure. He just bothers them with his stupid mind all the time. Stupid stupid stupid. Luke noticed the tear roll down michaels cheek, pulling over and turning around in his seat.
"What's wrong?" He asked, and michael just shook his head, more tears threatening to fall. Calum was still sound asleep, while ashton gave michael his full attention.
"We're here for you," he said. Michael looked back and forth between them.
"Promise?" He whimpered.
"Promise, pup," ashton replied, the nickname being the last straw. Michael was in his headspace now, still tired. He struggled with his seatbelt, ash unbuckling him. He moved over to ashtons lap snuggling up to his chest. He wrapped his arms around Michael, resting his head on top of his. Luke questioned if it was okay to drive or if they should wait, but knowing how much rest michael usually gets they chose to drive just slowly.
A/n - how tf do you write a fanfic uhhh the end or smth idk 😭 😭 😭
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Luke Hemmings x Female Reader — “I’m Scared I’ll Never Sleep Again” Inspired (Same Room)
The room was quiet. Too quiet. You lay on your side, staring at the faint glow of streetlights slipping through the blinds, tracing soft lines across the walls. The city outside never really slept—but somehow, you still couldn’t.
Beside you, Luke was there. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of him through the sheets. Close enough that if you reached out, your fingers would brush his arm. And still—you couldn’t sleep.
You shifted slightly, pulling the blanket tighter around yourself. Your thoughts wouldn’t stop. They hadn’t all night. Every time you closed your eyes, your mind filled the silence—too loud, too fast, too much. It didn’t matter that he was right there. It didn’t matter that you weren’t alone. It still felt like something was off. Like your chest wouldn’t settle.
You let out a quiet breath, trying not to wake him.
“Hey.”
Your eyes flicked open. Of course he was awake. Luke Hemmings shifted beside you, his voice low and rough with sleep. “You okay?”
You hesitated. “Yeah,” you whispered.
He didn’t respond straight away. Then, softer—“You’re not.”
You swallowed, staring at the wall. “I can’t sleep.”
A pause. “Again?”
“Yeah.”
You heard the faint rustle of sheets as he turned onto his side, facing you now. “What’s going on in your head?” he asked gently.
You let out a small, tired laugh. “Everything.”
He didn’t push. Just waited.
“It’s like… even when I’m here, with you, my brain won’t shut up,” you admitted quietly. “And I don’t know how to turn it off.”
Another pause. “You feel it in your chest?” he asked.
You nodded faintly. “Yeah.”
“Like it won’t slow down?”
“Exactly.”
The mattress shifted slightly as he moved closer. Not sudden. Not overwhelming. Just enough. His hand found yours under the blanket, fingers lacing together gently. “Hey,” he murmured. “I’m right here.”
Your grip tightened slightly without thinking. “I know.”
“Then stay with me for a second, yeah?”
You nodded, even though your eyes were already closing again. “Breathe in,” he said quietly.
You followed. “Slow.”
You exhaled. “That’s it.”
His thumb brushed softly over your knuckles—absent, grounding. “Still too loud?” he asked.
“A little.”
“That’s okay.”
You turned your head slightly, finally looking at him. Even in the dim light, you could see the concern in his expression. “I hate this,” you whispered.
“I know.”
“I don’t even feel tired anymore. Just… stuck.”
He shifted a little closer again, his voice softer now. “Come here.”
You didn’t hesitate. You moved into him, your head resting against his chest, his arm wrapping around you instinctively. There. That felt—better. Not fixed. But better.
“I wish I could just switch it off,” you murmured against him.
His hand moved slowly along your arm, steady and calming. “You don’t have to,” he said. “Just let it slow down.”
You listened to his heartbeat. Steady. Consistent. Real.
“I keep thinking I won’t sleep,” you admitted. “Like what if I just… can’t?”
“You will,” he said softly. “You always do.”
“But what if—”
“Hey.”
His voice was gentle, but it stopped you. “You don’t have to figure that out right now.”
A pause. “Just stay here.”
Your breathing started to match his without you realising. In. Out. In. Out.
“Better?” he asked quietly.
“Yeah,” you whispered.
A small silence settled between you. This one wasn’t heavy. It was warm. Safe.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he added, almost under his breath.
Your fingers curled slightly into his shirt. “I know.”
Another pause. Then, softer—“Try to sleep.”
You closed your eyes again. This time, the noise in your head didn’t disappear. But it didn’t feel as overwhelming. Because he was there. Holding you. Keeping you grounded.
And slowly—without even realising when it happened—your body gave in. Your breathing evened out. Your grip loosened.
And for the first time that night—you fell asleep. Right there, beside him.
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