ash's stupid rants

this is my dumb stupid account where I rant about anything my heart and soul desires (but mostly teotfw lolll)

not to be a stupid ass homo but I'm so gay for @grey-bees they're so fucking cute I'm gonna explode

hanging w family makes me sad because it's a reminder I'm the outsider of my family in multiple ways and no one will ever truly understand me

having trichotillomania is such a struggle and I'm very insecure about my hair. I'm at the point where I either wanna shave it all off and have a fresh restart or buy a wing so I can cover my bald spot

small vent but my best friend shinji was really mean to me yesterday and he kept posing it as a joke, but as someone who used to just take and swallow it even when it hurt, I didn't put up with it this time. He kept calling me a dumb bitch and I was okay with that because I knew he was joking but then he had the audacity to call me slow and that's when i said "Okay fuck that". So I gave him a piece of my mind and sure, I might've gone too hard but I stood up for myself!! I call myself dumb but no one else is gonna call me that. I sent him that at 4:30pm yesterday and he hasn't responded so he might be mad at me and what sucks is that I have trauma from friends blocking me out of the blue so tbhhh he might do that after that whole debacle but idk.

you left me nearly 2 years ago

and what sucks even more is that in the past, I've always been a loner. i grew up as an only child, I have had a terrible group of friends during high school, and my first two years of college sucked cause I couldn't build a relationship with any of my roommates. And now here I am with three girls who I actually like and want to do things with, and suddenly they're all unavailable

I love my silly dumb man soooo much like he's dealt with MY dumb ass for 10 MONTHS now!?!?!

thingkjng about boygdfriebd (again)