Jacob Frye x Male! Reader
requested by @otakupunkrock ! I’m so so sorry for the wait hun!! I took the liberty of making it more fluff/angst oriented instead of smutty, considering the topic. I also chose to make it more of a verbally abusive relationship but you can definitely take it any way you want because I left it pretty open ended. I hope you enjoy 💞
request: jacob frye x male abused reader.
warnings: descriptions of anxiety, descriptions of an (verbally) abusive relationship, bullying, degrading, fluff.
tag list: @blindedstarlight @amicitonia @kerohime715 @ugh-my-back @thepandapopo @seachelle-the-tideborn @itzaclaurdz @itsbadgerbadgermushroom @readerbandit (I added extra ppl who I knew liked assassins creed lmao. please don’t hesitate to ask if you want to be added!)
can I make it a modern AU?? I’m making it a modern AU lmao
Would’ve met you at a bar or at a pride event
or at a bar during a pride event lmao
ngl your looks are definitely what reeled him in at first but once he got to know you???
oof was he wrapped around your finger
Our little touch starved boy will be on you like white on rice
Always has an arm wrapped around your shoulders
l o v e s doing that while y'all walk down the streets of london together
It just puts a giddy grin on his face that such a simple yet intimate gesture could make him feel so loved.
It also made him satisfied bc it showed other people, men and women alike, that you were his and he yours.
He loves when you wrap your arm around his waist while he puts his around your shoulder
It makes him feel appreciated and loved; that his feelings for you were returned in full
Especially since being with you makes him feel vulnerable and weak
Not necessarily in a bad way??? but you just make him go weak in the knees and he always stutters when he’s talking to you and he doesn’t actually mind that??
You make him feel like he doesn’t always have to be the tough one in the relationship, that he can let his walls down and let himself just feel for once.
He just loves you with every fiber of his being and he can’t imagine a life without you.
So it goes without saying that he’s protective of you and your relationship
Whether it be from discrimination from homophobic relatives or strangers, or if some guy is harassing you for any reason.
Apnd when he hears about an abusive past relationship of yours? oh honey
Prepare to be fucking smothered
So the way he found out would probably be by someone else, or if your ex was trying to come in contact with you again and Jacob saw the texts from him, or something.
Basically he found out in any other way besides you telling him yourself lmao
So let’s say y'all were watching a movie in your master bedroom, cuddling on your bed together when you started to get up.
It was night time and you needed to take a shower real quick before bed. “Aww, come on baby, you can shower tomorrow morning. Just stay here, please” he would whine and hold your hand to try and keep you to him. You let out a laugh at his adorable nature and let go of him reluctantly, “I’ll be quick, I promise.”
A few minutes after you got in the shower your phone buzzed, a text notification popping up on your home screen. Jacob paid no mind and just continued watching the movie. Another buzz. He ignored it again. Buzz. Jacob rolled his eyes in slight annoyance, finally reaching over to put your phone on silent.
“I can see you’ve read my texts Y/N. Stop fucking ignoring me.” “So how’s your new flavor of the month by the way?” “Jack, Jake, whatever the hell his name was. Has he fucked you yet?” “Of course not. I don’t blame him.” He was completely appalled by the string of texts you had received from an anonymous number.
“What the hell…” You hear Jacob mutter as you walk out of the bathroom with your sweats already on, drying your hair with a towel. Your eyes widen as you see him skimming through your phone with an angry expression.
“Do you mind telling me who the hell this is?” Jacob would demand, his usually soft voice stricken with anger. It’s not that he thought you were unfaithful, it’s that you were being harassed and all but targeted and you didn’t tell him!
“Jake, I- I can explain-” “please do, Y/N! You can’t just go around keeping secrets like it doesn’t affect other people..” he continued almost shouting at you, as you spaced out from what he what saying.
He almost immediately noticed your wide eyes looking at anywhere but his face, and how you couldn’t form words no matter how much you tried. Your mouth kept opening and closing as you started fiddling with your shaky hands.
You felt a pressure build up in your stomach like a weight and your throat hurt so bad from the familiar panic and anxiety.
His face fell in realization and he gathered your shaking form in his arms after he saw the unshed tears in your eyes.
“Aww, no, no baby. I didn’t mean to make you upset,” he cooed in your ear, “I just need to make sure you’re always feeling okay and safe. You just need to promise me that you’ll always communicate with me, okay?”
He’d make sure to hold you not too tight, but just enough so that you’d know that he was there for you and that you would get through this with him by your side.
“I never want for you to feel threatened or bullied by anyone, especially if I can help it.” “You should always be made to feel cherished and loved and not that you’re less than.”
He would lead you over to your bed again and bring you down with him to cuddle again.
“Let’s just get back to the movie and not let him ruin our night huh? We’ll deal with it later, how’s that sound?” He’d ask softly while looking down at you in his arms. You nodded meekly, snaking your arms around him as well. After you’ve calmed down, he moves to spoon you from behind. He nuzzles his head into the crook of your neck and wraps his arms back around your stomach. His legs are tangled with yours. He sighs with contentment before pulling a blanket over the two of you.
You two would talk quietly until you got tired, whether the conversation be about a recent mission or recalling how you two first met. He would also just all the things he loves about you, like how freely you laugh and smile when no one is watching, or the sparkle in your eyes when you talk to Jacob.
When he starts noticing that your replies are quieter and a lot slower, he looks down at your face to see that your eyes are fluttering. You’re struggling to stay away with him and he finds it adorable how you jerk awake every few seconds because you want so badly to stay awake with him.
He needs you to get some sleep though. He starts to rock you to sleep while humming in your ear, the white noise quickly lulling you into a deep sleep. He smiles when he hears your breath even out.
