okayy finally got around to watching&finishing fma 2003 here are my awesome thoughts
evil evil spoilers ahead sorry that this got long
scar was right for killing all those soldiers genuinely. world's most justified and morally right character. fightingwith one arm even briefly is impressive. loved how his relationships developed esp with lust and al
maria ross my goat leave themilitary PLEASE you're too good for the military
sheska (?) and winry are so awesome i need 3seasons of them doing beautiful hijinks and disrupting things. maybe they are lovers ?
THE HOMONCULI.... CAME BACK WRONG BUT YOU KNOW YOU CAME BACK WRONG AND SOME LADY IS TELLING YOU THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHAT YOU CAN OR CANT BE.... dante named them after the seven deadly sins but she made that shit uppp
speaking of dante big fan of her she's creepy in all the right ways. also a big sucker for characters who are actively rotting. her theme is so awesome
minimum 2 sunsets per episode is a beautiful art direction
i think al is a trans girl have youheard ANYTHING she says about her body the entire show. unfortunately she has to figure it out twice (amnesia)
YOU HAVE YO INTERACT WITH THE WORLD BECAUSE APATHY AND IGNORJNG IT ONLY LEADS YO SUFFERING YOU ARE NOT SEPERATE FROM THE WORLD
fight scenes go crazy also. ed and greed fight. wow
okayy i haven't talked about ed at all buthe IS my favorite character.... i really like how he's wrong like all the yime. the most 16 year old ever. he admits his biases and grows from themm. awesome cool character arc
ALSO ROSE FUCKS ME UPP SHES SO AWESOME. she's drugged or whatever the last few eps and i wish we'd gotten a lot more of her being herself because it felt weird
lots of thoughts on lust&sloth being pushed into misogynistic roles btwww. lust maybe top 10 characters ever?
songs are really awesome. no idea what's up with the harmonica but everything else isreally awesome. been looping dantes theme and scars theme aswell as brothers a lot. the openings are pretty good
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something that i think would be interesting to explore that obviously couldn't happen in a canon setting (because their creation hinges on the person dying) is how like. the people who had homonculi based on them would feel about the homonculi. there's not a super lot to go off of because human lust especially and trisha are characterized mostly through the homonculi based on them but. it makes me wonder.
surely it would feel violating to some extent. like even though it's her sons making sloth i feel like trisha would still be horrified at the thing they made that looks like her and walks like her and is defined entirely by being a mother
&with human lust (wish she had an actual name btww) there's the added layer that she was probably religious or atleast held other cultural beliefs as an ishballan woman re: the use of alchemy. don't know if scar's brother had shown like. any interest in alchemy before her death but imagine learning that someone who you loved tried to bring you back using like. a horrible horrible power that was also used to massacre your people. and what was made has your face and your hair but the traits that made you ishbalan are erased. and again she is a created person defined entirely by the fact that she's sexualized by dante &everyone around her. like there are crazy dynamics i think you could make between these characters if it was at all possible that they could interact
i am also wondering like. if they would feel bad for the homonculi created from them because i don't know if i would be able to get over just how. viscerally uncomfortable an artificially created version of me made to mimick me would make me. but that's not necessary the case for trisha or humanlust
for the other ones either i um. don't care or we just don't know enough about (&wrath didnthave the opportunity). but just a thought
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[Image ID: A digital drawing of Edward Elric and Noah from Fullmetal Alchemist (2003) and Conqueror of Shambala sitting together on a bench, holding hands. They are talking to each other, and Noah is smiling. Ed has blonde hair and pale skin, and is wearing a white button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up, a grey-brown vest, dark brown pants, and black shoes. He has bangs that frame his face, and his hair is in a high ponytail. Noah has brown skin and dark hair which is blowing in the wind. She is wearing a purple dress with pink and green accents. Two braids and bangs frame her face. The bench they are sitting on is black metal, and they are sitting on a hill with a sunset and buildings in the background. End ID.]
awesome by the way that scar's introduction both to the audience and to ed is him trying to get into a library frustratedly. foreshadowing for his antagonistic relationship with books (absorbing books, being in a library while it's being burned down, wikipedia orb, etc)
drawing update theyre technically done but the background is killing me. 6+ hours spent fucking around in environments &i still don't know what do do. the other end of the bench doesn't quite look right so i'm leaning towards having them sitting on like. a hill. redid their hands btw and i think they look better
i must actually be like number one unobservant i'm on my fourth rewatch of 03 and i'm only now catching all of the. foreshadowing? i guess with the elrics and sloth. like in episode 15 at the end. sloth is there talks to marcoh and al says "i think i just heard moms voice" and it cuts to ed with his head down telling al it was his imagination or whatever because he already KNOWS sloth is their mom. like maybe not fully coz they i guess haven't been told how homunculous are born but. i missed that like the first thousand times i watched. i felt so stupid after watching the first time too because i didnt even clock that sloth was trisha at all. like whatsoever. very glad i got to experience the plot twist though even if i didnt see it coming. hopefully enhanced my experience.
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like i do believe that the real world twist at the end of the show makes sense and is well done which makes it baffling to me that i've seen it as a reason the series is bad/an example of it being 'random' or confusing?
like it makes sense thematically, connecting with the way the series makes you& the characters break down the assumptions that you've made or what you've been told (nothing is the way it is "just because") AS WELL AS being a really logical extension of how we have already seen alchemy as a tool of like. imperialism. like we know that the philosophers stone/red stones are already powered on people (esp people being taken advantage of) so it makes sense that alchemical power is fueled on it. it's just more of the way the show is constantly recontextualising EVERYTHING that is happening
its also REALLY WELL DONE and i am a big fan of watching london ed die by blimp. and beethoven fifth symphony to immediately make you understand what tthe hell this is earth is awesome.
also really good setup for what cos starts doing with emphasizing how amestris is a LOT like nazi germany. like criticism of that movie aside (i do think it's ultimately well done and i love noah. thats unrelated but i have to bring her up) it's a REALLY good setup that further develops what the series is already saying re the military and imperialism
genuinely the only real fault that i can find with it is that i wish a little more time to like. cook. two or three more episodes and it would've been evenmore beautiful
(just realized she's standing like a visual novel character LOL)
[Image ID: A digital drawing of Lust from Fullmetal Alchemist 2003 over a screenshot from the anime. Lust is a pale woman with slightly grey/blue-tinted skin. She has thick, curly hair that is black and reaches past her waist. Lust looks at the viewer with furrowed brows and a slight smile on her face. She looks wistful, or maybe regretful. Her dress is a greenish grey, and has a low chest. Lust has a homonculus tattoo on her chest, right above her breasts. She has long gloves the same color as her dress, with red nodes along them. The gloves are palmless, and she has one finger extended supernaturally with a locket hooked onto its end. The locket is silver with blue details. The background is a screenshot from the anime of a street at night. End ID.]
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i would really like to hear more of your thoughts on fma03 rose. i really love her but a lot of discussion i see is very shallow and completely ignores how she relates to the themes of the show. there's probably an essay about people's reaction to the depiction of rape in fma03 but i don't have the words for it right now.
yeah i got thoughts about 03 rose. i got so many thoughts it keeps me up at night quite literally. anyhow.
so in the manga rose is basically an audience stand-in for plot/worldbuilding exposition right? she's basically mostly made to stand there and React To the elricsā alchemy, their basic backstory (mom died, we tried to bring her back through human transmutation) and the revelation about their bodies. she's resentful of their intervention at first, but iirc only comes up later again even after liore descends into civil war to basically thank the elrics for showing her the true light etc etc right. same as it ever is with the mangaāed is always right and apart from a few truly egregious mistakes that are never really TRULY his fault, what he does ends up being for the best. iirc (and you might correct me if im wrong bc i am not rereading the manga lol) she basically barely comes up again and not really in any plot or thematic relevant bit.
and like, one of the best examples of this isnt just edās intervention in lioreāespecially as one could argue that danteās plans were already in motion there and that war with amestris was always in the plans. but yknow, ed certainly didnt help in playing his role there. no, the best example is ep 5āyears before ed and al arrive in liore, they save general hakuro from the train attack. the guy who seems like a Nice Military Man with his family attacked by evil rebels, right? well, that same man is the one who is going to lead the repression of liore and who in all likelihood is responsible for roseās rape and abuse. ed has saved the man who is going to destroy roseās life!
because rose really is key to the themes of 03. but not just of consequence, but of *resistance* to imperialist warmongers. when the conflict in liore breaks out, rose is shown to be protecting childrenāshe refuses to sell out her people, she actively resists the amestrian military. when they claim they are Just Here To Help the civilian conflict it is directly juxtaposed with the army literally shooting down civilians; AND in the same episode with scar hunting and killing state alchemists as we get flashbacks of ishbal. because yes, rose and the liorites being brown is relevant to the story being told hereāand it's also impossible to ignore the direct parallels to american justifications of intervention in the war in iraq. this took place the same year, for fuckās sake! so roseās call of this is our home, we are the ones who get to deal with this messāfeels deeply relevant. and the tragedy here to me, roseās greatest tragedyāis that she cites edward here, talking about using her own legs!!! because she did end up connecting to the brothers on a deeply personal level, while being unaware of edās role in the horrors happening to her, that are about to happen to her. like. my gd, the sheer ache of it.
so much has been said by 03 detractors about what happens to rose. for years i remember being calling 2003 evil and antifeminist and gross because it features the gang rape of a female character. and i have no idea how much of it is word of mouth about what actually happens in 03ālots of people seemed convinced that there was a graphic gang rape scene that was male gazey etcābut even those who know the reality that all of this is alluded to discreetly (we never see or hear her being assaulted, there isnt even a fade to black or direct aftermath!!!) have claimed that it's inherently bad for fma 03 to have a character who is explicitly a sexual violence survivor.
and like. that's flat out reactionary. i have no other words for it. this is just reactionary shit. acting like a female character being raped in the context of a war crime, in a story that explicitly about impeialist violence, is in itself evil and bad is just⦠saying that you think that even implicit depiction of sexual violence is bad and antifeminist (which says a lot about how you view victims lmao); but particularly ignoring the context of it and how subtly and sympathetically it's framed?? we never get a direct vision of rose being raped; we see the aftermath. she is traumatized and her voice has literally been silenced. she got pregnant and carried a baby from this assault, who is a walking reminder of what was done to her and by extension, liore. essentially 03 is saying that amestrian imperialist and racist violence includes all forms of violence, and people throw a fit over it just like they moan that the changes to scar in 03 are supposedly bad bc bla bla his whole point is that revenge is bad. meanwhile 03 again and again says: victims of imperialist violence and genocide are the ones who understand this violence best and they have every right to resist violently, no matter the excuses from the imperialist armies or how sympathetic/funny you find their soldiers to be.
so anyhow: there's definitely a horrific tragedy to rose in the last third of 03, and her ongoing victimisation and abuse. but it's also interesting to me because it parallels how ed is being manipulated/groomed by dante in entirely different ways. roseās gang rape, the violence against herāessentially and tragically becomes a symbol of resistance there too. the forced pregnancy and the violence against her becomes a source of reverence from liorites who see her as their leader and guide, even as she was literally silenced. but despite what ed claims, and despite danteās intervention, it's pretty clear in the show that rose has a degree of agency. she isnt being used by scar, though they're all being manipulated by dante to some degreeāshe is actively helping scar in his rallying the liorites and seeing a parallel between what was done to ishbalans and what was done to liorites. she is endorsing him knowingly when he makes his plan to murder amestrian soldiers for the stone. 03 treads this delicate balance of how yes, dante is controlling everyoneābut what scar is doing *is* right and is presented as such narratively. i was told recently that in an interview the creators said they'd originally planned on ending the show in liore as full circle, but then they had all this other stuff to wrap up and didnt get their extra season/mini series to expand on munich and what eventually became cos. but it's fascinating ti me anyhow.
so, roseās connection to edāit feels less like deliberate romance, though yeah i do think that the romantic undernotes are deliberateāthereās definitely a tragedy to it. roseās babyās cries remind ed throughout his entire stay in liore that he is responsible for all this. but rose doesnt hate him for it, i think she recognizes that he was manipulatedāthe same way she had been in ep 1 and 2. she sees her own grief reflected in him. she stands up to wrath and reclaims her voice in a moment that's kinda corny but effective. i always get emo when dante is trying to scold ed and he ignores her to thank rose for saving him and being happy she got her voice back.
and then the last seasonāroseās abuse is continued until the end. dante, in many ways, is the very incarnation of alchemy at its worse: seeing people as material, state alchemy as inherently dehumanizing people and things and classifying them in various degrees of inhumanity who can be safely Unpersoned and used. liorites and ishbalans among them. dante is partially responsible for amestrisās policies, and she sees rose, a girl victim of gang rape, and decides to groom her for her own purposes and to use her body as her own. and it's very much sexual in nature, a continual sexual use and abuse of Othered bodies (including rose's baby, used in her experimentations). and unlike in liore, where rose has a degree of agency, she is completely stripped from it by dante: presumably drugged.
it's not a coincidence if dante was putting rose and ed together in that ballroom. it's not just a callback to the two first eps and how far ed and rose have come of characters, what has been done to them; their paths as he, the white amestrian state alchemist that dante plans to groom as her romantic/sexual partner and student in alchemy, and she, the brown liorite girl who fought back every step and was brutalized and dehumanized to the extreme and to dante, is just another body to use and discard and rapeātheyve always been intertwined. what ed did directly affected rose's life. now rose is offered as a ārewardā to ed, if he chooses to continue as an alchemist in the way he's supposed to. it feels veryā¦.. anthy as the witch, while utena is given a princessās dress and told she will be happily ever after with akio
but anyhow ed refuses. so dante gets rid of him. she lobotomizes gluttony. she punishes wrath and takes his limbs. she is literally having al consumed alive. rose is there, in shock at the eventsātheres an argument to be made that she could have been more active here tbh, but the last two eps are so cram full of stuff i guess they didnt have time. but anyhow⦠as soon as al sacrificed himself, dantes plans were moot, bc she really is that certain of other charactersā complete lack of agency and humanity! she just gawks stupidly. it's great. and then she leaves and justā¦. abandons rose.
so it's full circle again. ed al and rose and her baby. al is gone. ed is shattered. the baby cries, a reminder to ed that his actions have consequences. he asks rose one last thing: to go to resenboolāa place she'll be safeāand take wrath. likely she later changed her mind and returned and realized he lied to find al where he was. edās last words he hears from another person in amestris are the same words he told rose in episode 2. you've got two strong legsāyou can survive, and go on. rose will survive. she will live, rebuild. she will find happiness after this horror, if she looks ahead. ed does not answer. he doesnt believe he can live without al, and chooses not to. he does the exact same thing rose did all these years ago: he chooses to believe, even if there's absolutely no reason he'll get what he want and even if it's more likely to end badly. andā¦. he's not rewarded for it. his brother is back, but without memories. ed loses his home forever. but it's significant that he eventually meets noahāshe is not rose, but she looks like rose and is also from a marginalized group, and it would be silly to suggest that ed doesn't see rose in her. i find the liore section in cos deeply silly (why is the army there!!!) but it's significant to see rose play an active role in rebuilding her town, in building a new life after the horrors. the whole show, she's been a parallel to ed, an active resistant agent to amestrian violence, and the most significant victim of that violence to the point of bearing its physical traces.
do i wish we'd gotten more of her as an active agent afterwars? yes. do i wish to have seen the version where the show was supposed to culminate in liore? also yes. do i wish id seen her own feelings on what it was like to bear a child of rape and then being praised for it? a hundred percent. but again i wish for many things in 03. in part bc it was committing to giving me what bh wouldnt even dare to throw a bone about! but anyhow. i love rose