黑色的爱

     this blog is officially out of commission! I haven’t technically finished setting up the new one, but if you want the url, message me, and if I feel comfortable enough with having you follow me on that new account, then I’ll give you the new link when its done! this likely won’t be done until August 29th or 30th or somewhere in that timeframe, though, due to very limited internet access for the next week or so.

     So I’ve been thinking about this for a while, and today I finally decided that I’m moving blogs. Honestly, this blog is a mess and I can’t even navigate my own tags, which is insane to me because I have too many tags. Plus I know I’ve dropped threads on accident because tumblr is a dick with the notifications system, and overall I feel it would be best if I just had a fresh start.

     That being said, I’m not going to be dropping anything I know I owe, which is a few things. If you think I owe you a reply (chances are I probably do and wasn’t told) feel free to shoot me an im with the post link if you want to continue!

     This process is going to take a long time, though, so expect minimal activity from me within the next few days/weeks, especially since I’ll be busy outside of tumblr. Which also brings me to my next point.

     From August 20th to August 28th, I will not be active on tumblr or Discord or any other social media. My family decided to book a cruise for then, and since wifi is ridiculously expensive on the boat, I won’t be able to bring my laptop, and since my mom’s phone is the only one that will have wifi (which I still don’t quite get) I probably won’t be able to get online on Discord and such to talk to peeps unless it’s for five minutes at a time or if I force my mom to make her phone a hot spot (which she will most certainly disagree with).

Repost, not reblog! Tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!

Name: Alexis Nickname: Alyx/Hime/Meatbun Age: 19 (sobs I’m not ready to be an adult next year) Faceclaim: too many honestly, though Mami Tomoe has been my most consistent. Also Celestia Ludenberg, because she’s pretty af Pronouns: she / her Height: 5′7″ Birthday: April 3 Aesthetic: Cats, water, music... and memes Last song you listened to: Akdong Musician, How People Move

Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: Hmmmm... At the moment I have three, most of whom are relatively recent. The first is Ali (here), second would be Alexander from F/GO @kataktitis , and my third is Beatrice Portinari @terzapossibilita . I like Alexander because he’s a child (duh Hime) and his outlook is refreshing to look at and write. Also I just adore him because he’s so small jfhbds. As for Beatrice, while reading through her source material has been hell, I’m glad I did so because she’s such a versatile muse and is so sweet overall and she deserved a lot better than what she got in her life (thanks Dante, real nice move ya pulled there).

What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): Tbh back when I was on my first blog ever (lxebeundhass was the url at the time I think), I got a magic anon telling me to put a self-insert in as a muse, and while I was hesitant at first, eventually I just started falling in love with Ali so much that I moved her to her own blog, and she just became my longest-running muse ever since.

What are your favourite aspects of your current muse: Honestly I love how I can stick Ali in a bunch of situations I can’t get into in real life because of how fiction doesn’t let me, y’know, summon a Servant or some stuff like that. It’s honestly a good creative outlet, and I (ironically) learn more about myself through Ali, though she and I are by no means 100% the same.

What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: Music, by far, is one of my biggest inspirations. In everything I do, music is a big inspiration of mine (oh god here’s my orch dork side coming out), since I can just think outside the box and think of specific scenarios when I listen to it. If music is failing me, reading is also another place I get inspiration... And then we have YouTube. Ah, YouTube.

Favourite types of threads: I absolutely love angst. It’s very rewarding to see character development through angsty situations and how they come out of it on top (or just wrecked depending on the scenario), and it’s interesting to explore fears and anxieties my muses have. Yes, I know I’m a cruel mun lmao.

Biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: Ali is super fickle and stubborn. If she does not like someone or is feeling incredibly lazy, she will literally not cooperate with me on threads while I’m sitting here wondering what the fuck to do to get her to actually work with me. It’s not a good cycle.

Tagged by: took this from @obdurcte

royalty | always accepting!

     “And procure a death sentence for ourselves if we’re caught? Druime, are you out of your mind?” Ali stared at her companion in shock. The royal maid knew that the king was a truly awful person, but she’d never expected to plot with someone to get him off the throne. That was just unheard of- high treason! However, she paused and thought about it for a few moments before she sighed and shook her head.

royalty | always accepting!

     She wouldn’t lie. The prince had indeed caught her eye; however, it wasn’t because he was attractive. Sure, the way he held himself and his appearance were interesting, but what Ali was more intrigued and nervous about was the way he moved through the crowd with one hand upon his hip at all times. There must have been a reason for this for sure, but the young princess was always on edge. It didn’t help that her parents had been negotiating an arranged marriage behind her back. Fantastic.

     At Gil’s words, she blinked and turned to him before standing from her seat to address him in a less awkward manner. After all, considering he was taller than her, she knew she’d get irritated if she made the distance between them shorter by sitting.

     “He seems to be catching the eyes of quite a few people in this ballroom,” she responded quietly, looking around to find him once more and finding him within a crowd of women swooning for him. Why they were doing such? Ali couldn’t tell. “I must admit… I’m a tad suspicious of him. Though I’ve little experience with any sort of espionage or detective work, I don’t suppose having one’s hand on his hip throughout a massive crowd of people is natural, no? Unless he is hiding something…” 

▸ "The coronation is tomorrow. You can't stay like this forever."

▸ "By tomorrow morning, the kingdom will be yours."

▸ "Captain _______ of the royal guard, your majesty! The castle's under attack!"

▸ "You've been locked in your room for five days, you need to act like a prince/ss!"

▸ "You gambled away... the crown jewels."

▸ "I can't tell them we're in love. A royal just can't associate with someone like you."

▸ "My GOD, your highness, what happened out in battle?!"

▸ "Did the foreign prince/ss catch your eye?"

▸ "You need to leave through the cellars. If they heard a royal ever slept with someone like you...!"

▸ "Our troops cannot fight them off. Our kingdom is dead."

     Ali noted the score in his hands and blinked. She couldn’t read half of it because it was in cleffs she was unfamiliar with, nor could she the title, but she still leaned over to get a peek regardless. Seeing the composer at work was a fascinating thing and would never fail to be. After all, a mere girl like her observing a master musician like him? Who would have thought?

     “Ah, I’m glad!” Ali smiled at him before she heard his next comment, at which she blinked and then pouted slightly. “I know, no one would expect a girl to have such a low singing voice. If I try and go to the alto 1 or mezzo-soprano range my voice just cracks like the worst eagle’s shriek. It’s not nice.”