Roleplay Musings

I hate begging once again but my January pay was abysmal and between rent, necessities and direct debits I’m down to nothing already. My card just got declined for £4.50 and I have £2.77 in cash in my wallet to last me until the end of this month. I have a phone bill due on the 23rd and my antidepressant prescription which is £9. I’m literally begging and I’m so so sorry because I feel like a fucking leech but if anybody can spare anything whatsoever, my paypal.me is here and I would be so eternally grateful you have no idea. 

I really really hate to get to this point, but times are getting harder and I’m not getting as many hours as I’d like at my job, so I’m going to be sharing my PayPal.Me link for a while. I wholeheartedly appreciate even the tiniest of donations, or shares of the link, and if you can’t donate I love you anyway.

                                         Nature ran its course for us                                          This is where our story ends

mommy doesn’t love me all she does is hurt me daddy doesn’t love me all he does is watch her

They say love makes you crazy     therefore you can’t call me crazy ‘Cause when you call me crazy     you’re just calling me in love

We sweat for a nickel and a dime, turn it into an  e m p i r e.

Remember me, love, when I’m reborn As the shrike to your sharp and glorious thorn

be all my sins remember’d 

And I can’t believe I’ve spent so long Living lies I knew were  w r o n g  inside I’ve just begun to see the light

Keep about your wits, man, keep about your wits Know yourself and who you came in with

something went ＷＲＯＮＧ when I was wired; something ＳＩＮＩＳＴＥＲ broke free

                           ——   { fight to forget }

She’s just another dressed up heartbreak  -       -  who turned her tears to diamonds in her crown. She needs someone. And she’s got the looks and the boys on hooks. But she’d trade it all for a heart that’s  w h o l e.