Arianna

What if they are right. What if I'm not enough. Lately I've been feeling it too. I wish i could make you happy forever and never feel an ounce of sadness... but thats just a wish. I try and I try but I just cant seem to say anything right. What if my nature and your nature don't belong but found eachother cause we were sad and lost. In a position where comfort was our only savior and we found it with one another. Is that love? Or fear. I know that I love you. I just cant help but think into the depths of all the negative in peoples words about you and I. I really want this to work but everyone else doesnt seem to want to. Why is that? I domt know and im really scared because what if you start to think and soon realize that I am in fact just a source of comfort and only that. What if you don't actually love me but said you do because I did. You've said it so many times you starts to mesh it with your own emotion that you numbed out the reality of your true feelings? It would hurt for that to be the truth, but it would hurt more seeing you become something you're not.

FUCK. MY. LIFE.