harlequin

people in my life just take turns and go away. but my heart still burns for the one I hoped would stay his eyes haunt me like a ghost I see his lips in my dreams but it's his mind i miss the most much more than it seems

I want to grow with you and I want both of us to cherish each other’s growth to water each other’s feelings and take care of each other’s soul if there is a butterfly on my petals, or a new flowerbud on my stem I want you to be the one to caress and kiss it if there is pest and I shut myself from you, I want you to remember the patience with which you found  the sacred, hidden pieces of my soul and to wait until I can grow again I might not be an easy company sometimes but I will always respect you, love you and adore you because you are the reason I am able to do these things again and even if you leave, I will always cherish you in my heart as the patient gardener whose passion has awaken my own, long gone one

all the earthbound despair and sorrow tore us apart so very fast and if i could have one wish tomorrow i would make our first encounter last

your perfect body is like sculpted from the finest marble and your face so clearly defined yet even your mesmerizing beauty fades in comparison with your beautiful mind

I need you to stay alive and safe, my boy I will fly among the clouds and watch guard over your joy

angels don’t exist I hear you say but they indeed do when you ask me how I know I just smile and look at you

your eyes were like portals an entrance to the outer space i couldn’t believe that a mere mortal made the world seem like a divine place i will never forget the way you looked at me because in your dark brown eyes i could see the moon, the stars and the whole galaxy

we broke up. and that’s when my whole world c                                                         r                                                            a                                                          s                                                            h                                                               e                                                              d again

I'm standing in the rain with my eyes facing the sky the sky is crying and so am i all i feel is pain was it all in vain? i wanted you and had to say goodbye without you i want to die and i will never be the same

my love is strange. it makes me forget the world around me. it cuts deep into my skin. it’s like swimming in the beautiful ocean but i can’t breathe. it’s like flying in the sky but i don’t have wings. it’s like watching a mesmerising sunset but i’m blind. it makes me feel alive but makes me want to die. and there’s no way out. because she is who i am.

sorrow eats away at me  and destroys my heart so let me fall asleep before i fall apart

you promised that things would change that they would be different this time i trusted you and fell in love now i know it was a crime you came around when i was hopeful i had started over new  you were so nice and then so cruel now i’m down because of you you say that you care about me but you’re as cold as stone so be who you promised to be or just leave me on my own

a nebe pláče

how can emptiness be so heavy?

so stop running from me and give me your hand let me show you that there’s someone who can understand

Sleeping with Sirens

you left me i can’t feel you i can’t hear you i don’t even know you anymore but that’s okay because we both watch the same moon rising up the hill and watch it again till it hides in the clouds (don’t worry, it will be back soon)  the sun which wakes you in the morning is the one which wakes me we sleep under the same stars let me count them: one, two, three... (we used to watch them together, remember?) when the rain falls on my skin i know it falls on yours, too and then i realize that there is no reason for mourning because even though we are apart somehow we are still two