Kennel

Yes & no by Natalie wee

pack it up boys we've made a social blunder

let's run that again

one more time normal style

I'm going to become a statistic

further proof god is out to get me

it's because I tore my acl senior year

I couldn't do it for religious reasons

my ex took my talent in the divorce

I think it effects the way he behaves and socialises predominantly cause as far as I can tell we don’t learn to much about his life outside of the game.

He seems not to realise how he comes off a lot of the time, he’s definitely brash and full of himself, or at least presents himself that way even if he does have a lot of underlying self esteem issues (maybe masking?).

I genuinely think he doesn’t see how he can come off sometimes, he seems pissed off when Robert calls him out for being an asshole and I think that could be him having trouble seeing himself that way because he can’t externalise his behaviour very well.

Sometimes when someone who is autistic is acting up it’s very hard to notice in the moment because you just get so wrapped up and focused on what’s happening in the moment you can’t really pinpoint anything outside of that.

I think this also relates to his anger problems and meltdowns. When you get worked up it’s very hard to snap out of it, it can make you lash out verbally or physically without being able to think because it’s that source of tension or anger is all you can really focus on, it feels like being backed into a corner and being on defensive, like seeing red.

I think this could have had a effect on his actions and crimes given that I also believe some of them were unintentional. We see that his anger effects his powers in the kitchen scene, so I think there’s a decent chance his anger fuelled flair ups could be caused by meltdowns relating to his anger issues that could be caused by him being autistic.

I mentioned in a post a while ago I related to him asking sort of “obvious” questions before and that’s because that’s something I do too so that’s just one more reason I’m sort of side eying him.

Anyways this has been my ted talk thanks for listening to me yap.

So, um. My dumb ass might be starting another Flambert fic.... Inspired by the song Andrew in Drag..... and yeah it's gonna be gay as fuck.

Was that sarcasm, bitch?

man. lowkey hate this but fortunately the Self Love Beer Bottle shattered against my dome and the shards caused me to not gaf and love everything again