So I Heard People Wanted My Thoughts On Chapter 57
So hereâs 1151 words on it that cover at least a little of what I think everyone wanted. No, itâs not under a read-more; what do you think I am, considerate?
The newest chapter of YuuMori was far from uneventful, but at the end of it, all I can think about is Louis (okay, and William, a bit, Iâm worried about Liam). A lot of time was spent establishing the new normal for House Moriarty in light of William and Albert being removed from the game board, and oh.
Leadership looks good on Louis.
In a way it did not on either of his brothers.
Not that William (or Albert) were bad leaders, because they were not. They were entirely competent. But I donât think either of them especially enjoyed it. Albert performed that role because he was expected to and it was his obligation as a member of the nobility, but he fell in line with whatever William or even Mycroft wanted him to do exceedingly easily and typically looked for William to give him orders or advice. He had absolutely no initiative whatsoever.
William was very, very good at the role, and William is a possessive mastermind with goals and a plan, who takes peopleâs loyalty with pleasure, but I still donât think he actually wanted to be a cult leader. As soon as Sherlock showed up, all he wanted to do was run away from that entire mess because he found someone who could be his equal partner and he wouldnât have to keep giving instructions and taking charge of everything. The entire thing was a burden he really did not handle well emotionally. William was a very good leader, but leadership was not good for him. And thatâs kind of a sticking point.
Louis wears it so naturally.
See, the thing thatâs becoming very apparent about Louis now is that he is far healthier and more stable and better equipped to handle the burdens and responsibility of leadership of a New World Order than William or Albert ever were. He is not going to shatter into pieces like William did. He is not so shapeless that he needs someone else to give him strength and direction like Albert did.
He is everything his brothers could not be.
But you know, Louis has on the surface absolutely no reason to be stable and secure and capable. The way you get stable, secure, capable adults is primarily by raising children with love and stability and security and trust in their abilities. Louis was raised a food-insecure orphan who lost his home, who nearly died of illness, who suffered abuse and child labor. That environment fractured William.
Louis is older now than William was (and I would kill to see a more direct comparison of what William wouldâve been able to manage with another two years of some kind of maturity that Louis now has, but frankly I donât think it matters to the narrative, so we wonât), and him being older is maybe part of it.
But I think mostly itâs that Louis had a William to give him love and stability and security and to trust in his abilities.
William turned himself into a lightning rod for abuse to ensure Louis had a figure he could always trust and rely on, so Louis could how to trust other people, so he could delegate and so he could learn to reach out and connect with others. Williamâs sort of shitty at all of those things.
But Louis listened to and relied on his older brother, trusted his older brother more than himself for a long time, although William certainly encouraged Louis to grow his own spine and confidence in himself and his abilitiesâWilliam gave him that, too.
William gave more than ever shouldâve given to Louis, since he was still protecting Louis even as fully grown adults, trying so hard to keep Louis safe. But when it became apparent that Louis was ready to take on more responsibility, more tasks, and took the initiative to demand he be given them, William conceded and trusted his brother and gave him more.
Moneypenny has this bit where she is musing about Louis that echoes Mycroft last chapterâLouis was always as capable of as William ever was, but he hid in Williamâs shadow so thoroughly, no one could see his potential. But it was always there, ready and waiting.
William could see it. William always did. Louis was always who William intended to leave his world to. Louis was the seed he protected and preserved and nurtured so it could bloom after he razed the world down. Like those giant sequoia trees that need forest fires in order to reproduce and grow because their seeds donât release otherwise. Like the humans that repopulate the world after the death of the gods in Ragnarok. Like a phoenix rising from Williamâs ashes (Iâm sorry the phoenix thing really kills me on account of all the fire in this series and most especially how they were reborn in fire as Moriartys all the way back in chapter one).
(I could very seriously keep going on and on like this, but I will leave it there for now)
William grew up strong but inelastic and brittle as hell. Louis is tougher than that. He can handle the work required of him now. William served the purpose he intended and handed everything to his brother to inherit, everything his brother was always intended for.
And I hope he gets to see that, one day. But Iâm intensely curious as to how thatâs going to work out, and it depends a lot on whatâs been going on with Liam for the last three years. Liam has spent his entire life destroying himself for others, butâŚ
No one (with the possible exception of Moran, given the fact that Moran is Weird and didnât quite match up with anyone else, and also plot reasons) needs Liam anymore.
Not that they wouldnât let him have a role in their lives; theyâre all quite fond of him. But they donât even really know him because he would never let them. And they have Louis now to give them direction and purpose.
I donât think Liam being needed was good for him. He gave and gave and gave when he was needed until there was nothing left for him. It would be dangerous for him to go back. But he also devoted his entire life to that dynamic and refused to allow anything else to grow. What would he even do there?
I donât know. I have a lot of trouble imagining what would happen if he threw himself into that group again. Too much has changed, and itâs better for all of them. All three Moriarty brothers are in much healthier places with environments they need to grow and stretch into themselves and their potentials, now.
But Liamâs life is going to have to be something very different.
He could never take away what makes Louis shine brightest.