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Photograph by levanterman

Prolonged silence hits hard and so brutally

Hate it but I get jealous so inexcusably

Smallest interactions drive me to lunacy

To be honest it’s all insecurities

So afraid of my own inadequacy

So many thoughts and so much irrationality

Think so much that I’ll ruin my opportunity

In the end I just want it to be you and me

But I’m afraid because I act so foolishly

I admit I fell for you so unusually

From the start you touched me so beautifully

Reeled me in when I drifted towards barren seas

From your eyes I have no way to break free

From your lips and your thighs I have no immunity

Ramble about how your beauty exists so perfectly

All the while feeling like it’s destroying me

You’re in everything, externally and internally

I want to tell the world even if it comes off stupidly

But you’re the first person I’ve loved undoubtedly

I feel so insane but I could love you endlessly

Maybe it’s inane but I can love you eternally