Mid-Mitten Man

At that point in life where I understand “I have people” but constantly wondering “who’s got me though?”

I hope there’s an alternate reality where we ended up together..

How is it that I try to contact you a variety of different ways over a month ago and you don’t respond to me in any fashion, and now today on one of the hardest days I’ve ever had, you comment on my post bust still can’t seem to respond to me at all. Thanks for showing at least me what I actually mean to you. Others may believe that you care so deeply, but I know the truth. Thanks for nothing.

A hug from you right now might just pull me back together

I wish for things that I just know won’t come true..

What if I told you I wasn’t alright?

Life is rough right now because I have no one to talk to about all the stuff I need to get off my chest. I just need someone who knows me and who will listen. Ugh the thoughts I’m having as I sit in the car after a late night drive are just sometimes too much.

I’m not going to lie, I’m thought offing myself a time or two.