Wow I don’t even know if anyone follows this anymore. But I was just reflecting on my life and thought maybe I’d give an update for anyone who might remember me (lol).
I have my bachelor’s degree from college.
I’m engaged and getting married next year.
I just got hired for my first real adult job (haven’t started it yet send me good vibes please).
I have two beautiful dogs.
I’m actually kind of happy? I still have horrific anxiety. I still have panic attacks regularly and I still struggle with self harm. I think I kind of have a problem with alcohol now which is terrifying. Like things are not great. I guess I stopped posting when things got really bad again. But I made a best friend in college and I have a real support system now from my fiancé and self-made family. I have very little contact with my actual parents. I’m always expecting things to go to shit again, but things are okay for right now.
