combattant

eg pregnancy. see i know plenty of people who like to say they have xxxxxx number of injuries and all but as women back injuries are not something we can take as lightly, or brag about. imagine getting pregnant with a bad back. ouch. im a bit mixed about judo now, because i have back arthritis too. at like, 21. geezus

i guess my disc bulges kinda showed me what happens when we dont take care of our bodies.

me: wow i really want to reach out to my friends for support

hiya peoplez. idk if anyone still reads this space.

so anyway i found out a little while ago that i have two disc bulges in my lower spine right after returning from a training camp in vietnam, along with spinal arthritis and annular tears.

maaaan tis some freaky shit im only 21. its quite a downer. the high price of contact sports i guess (and not listening to my body)

but yolo so i hope to come back to judo as soon as i can. it still scares me how fragile the human body actually is, but i know i can still (mostly) fully recover.