so after some thought, (and for real this time lol) i’m gonna be putting gavin on a permanent hiatus. i doubt i’m gonna come back to his blog, nor return to any other dbh muses or the fandom. at least on tumblr.
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so after some thought, (and for real this time lol) i’m gonna be putting gavin on a permanent hiatus. i doubt i’m gonna come back to his blog, nor return to any other dbh muses or the fandom. at least on tumblr.
so after some thought, (and for real this time lol) i’m gonna be putting gavin on a permanent hiatus. i doubt i’m gonna come back to his blog, nor return to any other dbh muses or the fandom. at least on tumblr.
@xenovair said: gives him the middle finger until hes looking, then shes giving him the middle finger AND a big cheeky grin
he hasn’t noticed just yet, his nose buried deep within the countless stacks of paperwork that had piled up over the past few days. well, it was expected, considering how he let those pile up over time. when gavin finally looks up, his face is a mix of both shock and confusion at the gesture before he shakes his head, letting loose a dry chuckle as she flips her off back. the gesture was a means of teasing him; and over time, he’d gotten used to this due to tina and chris’ influence on him during the past years.
[sent] sierra ★:
how long did you flip the birdie at me?
actually don’t answer that, tina just texted me about it
and sent a picture
gavin rubs at his face wearily, his eyes slipping shut. however, there's a hint of amusement on his features as he puts down the phone, sending another message as he continues going back to work.
[sent] sierra ★:
you wanna try convincing tina to not use it as blackmail?
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@plasticdetective said: There’s a tiny, very fluffy kitten peeking out of the android’s jacket pocket. Connor gently pushes it back inside, looking around to make sure no one had noticed it being there. Then, his gaze locks with Gavin’s, just for a moment and- oh no. He had seen it, hadn’t he? “Please don’t tell anyone...?
𝙰 𝙼𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝚂𝙸𝙻𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙰𝚂 𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙺𝚂 𝙴𝚈𝙴𝚂 with the small kitten, her bright eyes imploring him with newfound innocence. it had taken awhile for the man for notice, but it was unmistakable to miss a very fluffy ball of fur from someone's pocket - and from connors, of all androids. he seems like he’s going to bite back a caustic retort, when he instead fists his hands into his jacket pockets and turns away. ‘ . . . i won’t. but will anderson even let you keep her? the old man doesn’t seem like a cats type of person, anyway. ‘ or maybe he did have a chance, considering he managed to deal with that big oaf of his dog. gavin still had his doubts. ‘ and where did you even find her anyway? ‘ the poor thing looked only about a few days old.
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they wrote a lengthy headcanon about how their t.seng is heavily implied to be a pedophile and a sexual predator, but deleted (?) the post. fiction does affect reality and if you don’t believe it does, you can literally softblock / unfollow / hardblock me too. i don’t associate with you people.
screenshots of the headcanon under the post, but trigger warning: heavily implied pedophilia, sexual assault, rape. if i forgot any other triggers, i am so sorry, but please read at your own risk.
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i looked intently at everything ; i didn’t want to forget. but to keep the past alive, it has to be fed with regrets and tears. how was i to hold on to my memories and protect my heart ?
gavin reed from d:bh. unaffiliated from the fandom, heavily canon divergent. written by shiloh.
unlearning white ignorance
this is especially for the white members of this rpc, please use this as a chance to educate yourselves on how you can unlearn ignorant & racist behaviors. these are just some sources i’ve found, but there are plenty out there for you to look at which i actively encourage you do. i ALSO HIGHLY ENCOURAGE PPL TO SHARE THIS OUTSIDE THEIR RP BLOGS, if you have a non rp blog, other social media, etc, please feel more than welcome to share this around and especially share this information with your other white friends / family / acquaintances.
WHITE PEOPLE, ENOUGH: look at power and control. this women goes into a tedtalk about systematic power and control, and calls to white people to stop writing off and dismissing important discussions on race.
HOW TO BE AN ALLY— DON’T. she talks about when white “allys” get too overzealous and self proclaim themselves as allys despite making the narrative about themselves, speaking over black voices, and what better approaches you can take to support black lives.
ON PRIVILEGE same girl as above breaks down what privilege is, how people respond to realizing they have privilege, the knee jerk reaction of guilt, why you shouldn’t fall into guilt, and what you can do to use your privilege to support marginalized groups.
HOW RACIST ARE YOU: Jane Elliott’s blue eyes/brown eyes exercise. it tackles the topic of ignorance and oppression, and exposes internalized racist or ignorant behaviors in these adult people. it is a tense and difficult video to watch (esp if you are white), but it’s a good exercise for challenging your own views and ignorance. here’s another video where she does the exercise on college students.
10 WAYS TO SUPPORT THE BLACK LIVES MATTER MOVEMENT. this article has lots of helpful information for how you can be supportive of the movement as a white person.
other ways that you can start unlearning ignorance that i can just list off the top of my head:
self evaluate. does the topic of racism and black oppression make you uncomfortable? do you get defensive, anxious, or tune out of conversations when it comes up? that’s a big red flag right there and it’s time to challenge that behavior.
listen. when someone calls you out on your behavior, something you said, something you did, whatever it is, LISTEN TO THEM. white people can never understand what it’s like to be in a PoC’s / black person’s shoes, so we are BOUND to make mistakes that will be insensitive, dismissive, and ignorant. the best thing you can do is recognize your mistake, listen to someone who is calling you out on it, apologize, and correct your behavior. here is a good video that talks about how to handle getting called out for problematic behavior.
self educate. yes, it’s very nice and helpful of others to show you what you can do to support black lives, teach you black history, offer the statistics and other sources, but understand it is NOT up to black people to educate you. unless that person is being paid to do it, they are NOT obligated to be your teacher. do your research. not only does this take the weight off black people’s backs to show you (not that they should have to explain to you how they’re being oppressed to begin with, because they SHOULDN’T), but it allows for yourself to become more invested by taking the initiative on your own as you are making the conscious decision to educate yourself rather than waiting to have it spoon fed to you.
speak UP. do NOT be silent on these topics. understand that we are conditioned to be complacent with racism, because we do not experience it. and because we cannot experience racism, it’s easy to become uneasy when it’s being discussed— as it is an experience we cannot personally understand. DO NOT LET THAT STOP YOU FROM SPEAKING UP. white compliancy and white silence is AS BAD AS THE A POLICE OFFICER SHOOTING A BLACK PERSON. there is no TIME to worry about your discomfort or feelings when lives are literally at stake here. if you see someone spouting racist bullshit, cracking racist jokes, harassing black people, SPEAK UP AND DON’T LET IT SLIDE. as a white person you have a privilege that others do not, use that privilege to shut people the fuck down when they’re being racist and ignorant. challenge others and spread awareness to other white people. remember: white silence kills.
shut UP. and while you will feel encouraged and even eager to speak up about these issues, learn when to stop talking. learn when to shut up. you CANNOT speak for black people, as you do not walk in their shoes. do not use this movement as a chance to take center stage and paint this as a story about you— BECAUSE IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU. use your privilege to boost black voices, but do not speak over them. listen to them, advocate for them, but do not speak over or for them.
and remember this: this is all just basic human decency. doing this does not make you special, it does not make you the ~hero~ or ~savior~ of the story or whatever fairytale bullshit you might think. this is called being an empathetic and supportive human being. learn it, practice it, and repeat it.
❥ NON - SEXUAL ACTS OF DOMINANCE .
feel free to edit or elaborate as you please . ( add ‘ reverse ‘ to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to …
[ lit ] your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine .
[ order ] your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .
[ guide ] your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .
[ pay ] your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )
[ open ] your muse opening a door for mine .
[ dry ] your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc .
[ instruct ] your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do .
[ groom ] your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc .
[ direct ] your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .
[ disagree ] your muse sternly telling mine ‘ no ‘ .
[ rest ] your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .
[ clean ] your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc . feel free to specify what and how .
[ answer ] your muse answering a question meant for mine .
[ coat ] your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .
[ pilot ] your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them .
[ stare ] your muse staring mine down .
[ placement ] your muse telling mine to sit down .
[ teach ] your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .
[ patience ] your muse telling mine to be patient .
[ tears ] your muse wiping away mine’s tears .
[ swat ] your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .
[ jewelry ] your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings .
[ enough ] your muse commanding mine to stop talking .
[ retrieve ] your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .
[ invite ] your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .
[ lean ] your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together .
[ calm ] your muse telling mine to ‘ just breathe ‘ .
[ scold ] your muse scolding mine for something .
[ comfort ] your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .
[ approval ] your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .
[ beckon ] your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking .
[ laces ] your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .
[ stay ] your muse telling mine to stay in the car .
[ defend ] your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them .
[ feed ] your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .
[ volume ] your muse demanding mine speak louder .
[ read ] your muse reading something to mine .
[ refill ] your muse refilling mine’s glass for them .
[ possessive ] your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other .

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❛❛ they’re just lucky she took them out before I got my angry face going. ❜❜
an independent, selective + canon-divergent tiffany fox / batgirl from detective comics. ©
as the dash moves back to normal, please don’t let this be the end of your activism. this wasn’t just a trend, these are real lives. continue to further your understanding, get educated, listen to black people, and be an active ally.
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the amount of things that gavin puts in his coffee is ridiculous and sometimes absolutely unnecessary. at times, the android will wonder how this small man’s body even remotely functions. “ jesus christ, detective. just do cocaine at this rate. it’d be a much faster way to mess your entire body up anyhow. “
𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙰𝙽 𝙱𝚁𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝚃 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃, his features twisting into a snarl as he takes another sip of his coffee to spite him. ❝ first off, i’m not interested in doing drugs, thank you. and second, ❞ he punctuates with the clink of his cup meeting the desk, ❝ what makes you think you can judge my drinking habits, huh? you actually begin to feel even a wisp of care in your system? ❞
the man almost had the temptation of jabbing the led on the side of the android's head, but he held himself back. at least for now. ❝ besides, there’s more things to worry about than that right now. we still got a case on our hands. ❞
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Hi, everyone! Donations have been amazing for the charity commissions I’m doing, and I didn’t link these institutions there because I am not sure if foreign credit cards will work for donating, but if they do, PLEASE CONSIDER DONATING TO ANY LINK OF THESE BRAZILIAN INSTITUTIONS! They are all geared towards supporting Black and Native communities in Brazil, which are always in dire need of support and attention. Keep in mind that the current exchange rate is 1 dollar = 5.21 Brazilian Reais, so anything you donate to these fundraisers will be five times their worth! People who have their income in dollars really don’t need to donate much at all to change lives! So please, please consider donating some amount here if you’re able!
more lines from modern media that are raw as hell
warning: some may be nsfw
insp: x / x
❝ we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. ❞
❝ we are good people and we’ve suffered enough. ❞
❝ violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ❞
❝ when the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you learn. ❞
❝ will you fight? or will you perish like a dog? ❞
❝ welcome to my twisted mind. ❞
❝ i will face god and walk backwards into hell. ❞
❝ you mean the chaos emeralds? ❞
❝ i see now that the circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant. ❞
❝ it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are. ❞
❝ it’s not about the size of the dog in the fight but about the size of the fight in the dog. ❞
❝ pick a hell and rot there. ❞
❝ we are the timeline that god has abandoned. ❞
❝ do you think that god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he has created? ❞
❝ every day we stray further from god’s light. ❞
❝ you’re about to experience the wrath of a god. ❞
❝ alone on a friday night? god, you’re pathetic. ❞
❝ you sit on a throne of lies. ❞
❝ they don’t decide who you are. you are who you choose to be. ❞
❝ thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary… feelings. ❞
❝ i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ❞
❝ bold of you to assume i can die. ❞
❝ if you had the chance to change your fate, would you? ❞
❝ it’s a beautiful day outside. birds are singing, flowers are blooming…on days like these, kids like you… should be burning in hell. ❞
❝ despite everything, it’s still you. ❞
❝ in this world, it’s kill or be killed. ❞
❝ i’d sell you to satan for one corn chip. ❞
❝ prove to me that you are strong enough to survive. ❞
❝ i should have killed you when i had the chance. ❞
❝ god won’t let me die. ❞
❝ god gave me depression because if my ambitions went unchecked i would have bested him in hand to hand combat by age 16. ❞
❝ you know i had to do it to em. ❞
❝ it seems you were the one offended, my good bitch. ❞
❝ you will stay who you are, not a perfect soldier, but a good man. ❞
❝ YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. ❞
❝ the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math. ❞
❝ this jackassery will NOT stand! ❞
❝ god can’t help you now. ❞
❝ i am a monument to all your sins. ❞
❝ if the world chooses to become my enemy, i will fight like i always have. ❞

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Pride month starts tomorrow so I just want to remind you that if you don't support BLM and are complaining about 'riots' you are not allowed to celebrate pride month! The birth of pride was the Stonewall RIOTS, rebellion against police violence by black and brown women. There is no gay liberation without black lives. There is no trans liberation without black lives.
I haven’t been on this blog because muse is dead, but let me jump on here for a minute to say this: I have been sorely disappointed in this fandom, and I can’t even begin to imagine how disappointed, let down, and betrayed the black people of this rp community / fandom must feel due to the silence over our current climate, over what is currently happening, over not hearing a single peep from people who claim to be their allies during the Black Lives Matter protests.
I want to tell every each and one of you that I am firmly anti - racist, just as we all should be, and I don’t give one fuck if you unfollow me over this. I don’t give one fuck about it, because then I know who you are, where you stand, and what you stand for. By being silent, you are being complicit. By being silent, you are essentially saying that black lives don’t matter to you. This is a fight for people’s human rights. You shouldn’t feel attacked or targeted by that. You shouldn’t make posts about how you’ll unfollow people for posting about such things.
I get it, you’re uncomfortable. Good. You should be fucking uncomfortable. You’re not supposed to feel comfortable with systemic racism, police brutality, violence, and racially-motivated murder. Yeah, that’s what it is. Murder.
The entire Black Lives Matter movement is essentially saying, “I want to feel safe. I want to live. I have a right to feel safe and a right to life. Your police brutality and systemic racism prevents these things for me, change them now.”
In no way should a response to that be about how you’ll unfollow people for posting about political issues. That’s such a fucking overt performance of white privilege and a harsh microaggression against the black community that I don’t even know where to begin. Black people don’t get to do that. They don’t get to go “well, I don’t want to see this, so I’m going to stop doing so!” This is their lives, and it really, really shouldn’t be. If this is your response to seeing posts about Black Lives Matter because it’s to “political” for you, then you are part of the problem and the fact you’re unwilling to see how that comes from such a privileged place, then you are the problem.
As white people, it is our job to amplify black voices, call out racism where we see it, listen to black people, and use our privilege for good, even in fandom spaces which are used for fun and escape. Black people deserve to feel safe and like they have a place to escape to just as much as we do.
Anyway, here are petitions to sign and funds to donate to, how to donate to blm if you have no money, black lgbt funds to donate to and a google doc to support blm.