this is the last dream i ever want to have

My little nephew is dying; I feel like he's taking his last breaths. I will never forgive anyone who ignores this.

Please, we urgently need 700€ for emergency surgery for my nephew. His health has deteriorated significantly; he is now in a coma and unconscious, suffering greatly. Time is running out, and every moment is crucial for him.

If anything happens to my nephew, please remember that I begged you to donate, even a small amount, or to share my post. I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and doesn't support me with a single word or a small donation, and ignores me.💔

Someone has donated €50, but we still need €650 to cover the cost of my nephew's surgery. I swear we need your help; my nephew is suffering terribly right now. Please, every moment of delay could cost him his life. This is a life-or-death surgery—please don't let him die. You are our only hope. Please, please donate.💔😭

Several people have donated a total of 90 euros, but we still need 560 euros to cover the cost of my nephew's surgery. We still need your help; my nephew is in a very critical condition. Please, every moment of delay could cost him his life. Please don't let him die. You are our only hope—please, please donate. We are getting very close to our goal; please donate. 💔

Someone has donated 10 euros, and we now need only 550 euros more for my nephew's surgery. I hope that anyone reading this will not ignore my plea; I am asking for your help today because I fear that tomorrow I might lose my nephew before the operation can take place. Please donate—do not let us down. Your contribution will help save my nephew's life. Please, please donate. 💔😭

If you care, we still need 500 euros for my nephew's surgery; he is in a very bad state. I have said this so many times, and I am terrified something terrible might happen to him. Please don't let us down—please, please donate. 😭💔

Everyone, tomorrow is the deadline for the surgery. Someone has donated €100, but we still need €400 to go ahead with it. Please, don't let us down—please donate. I don't want my nephew to die; I swear this is a life-or-death surgery. Please, please donate. 💔😭

No one has donated yet, and we still need 400 euros. I swear I will not forgive anyone who sees these words and ignores me; I don't want my nephew to die. Please donate. 😭😭😭💔

Someone has donated €50, but we still need €350 for my nephew's surgery. The deadline for the procedure is just 16 hours away. Please, don't let us down—please donate, please donate. 💔😭

Oh God, there are only 11 hours left, and we still need 300 euros for the surgery. Please, save us! I don't want my nephew to miss his appointment; if the surgery doesn't happen, his condition will become critical. Please donate—I will never forgive you if any harm comes to him. 💔😭

Oh God, oh God, there are only 9 hours left until the surgery, and we still need just 230 euros. Please, our goal is so close—don't let me down. Please donate, please donate. I can't sleep thinking about whether or not the surgery will happen. Please, please donate. 😭💔

We have only 7 hours left, and we need 200 euros. Please, please don't let us down. I can't sleep wondering if we'll be able to have the surgery today or not. Please donate—our goal is so close. Don't let me down; please donate. 💔😭

something i actually just realized on call w some friends recently is how crazey it is that your online friends are as many as thousands of feet above or below u right now. like if you teleported to their location without changing your height above sea level, well your fucked in some way basically

think i got music poisoning

@watchingthecredits

this has probably been said before but I keep thinking about how much of the violence in Sharp Objects is predicated on the legacy of slavery. The south as a society was/is founded and defined by intense brutality. It's a society where white women weren't the lowest rung on the oppression totem pole because there was always a class below them to torture...a society made up of white women that, in the decades after the end of slavery, have been forced to externalize this desire to control, manipulate, dominate, and torure slaves onto each other. This legacy of pain had to go somewhere or else the teeth of being seen as less than, or property of, their white male counter parts would be harshly felt. That's why Joya tortures Adora who tortures Marian, Camille, and Amma. Amma goes onto to torture other little girls to reaffirm her self worth but Camille seemingly breaks the cycle by redirecting that pain onto herself. Camille is the liberal of the show for doing so (I don't think it's an accident that the only person who notices her self-harm is the black woman who knew her in high school.) But she is just that, a liberal, who understands this legacy of pain but is dismissive of it (making fun of Calhoun day for one thing) and thus is unable to truly reconcile with it to truly move forward (much like how America refused to deal with/reconcile with slavery and the evils it wrought.) I think that's why Sharp Objects ends the way that it does. Camille writes her little article on the events of the show but, because of this lack of reconciliation, is shocked to see the cycle of violence repeat in Amma and can do nothing to truly end it.