I think it's pretty cool that Merlin is okay with murdering someone every week. Always makes me sad when they make him well-adjusted in fanfics. Let that man be insane

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.

i hate when ppl act like the only reason to not like a "sad" ending is because you can't take it or whatever. personally as a tragedy enjoyer, i hate a poorly written ending. i hate an ending that is just kind of a bummer. i hate an ending that feels mean-spirited to the audience. i hate an ending that's redundant. i love a sad ending that is thematically consistent, poignant, and bespoke to the rest of its narrative.

#if you've got to earn a happy ending you've got to earn a sad one too

shout out to the buzzfeed 'which avenger are you' quiz i just did that had it's final question be 'which avenger would you want to make out with' and when i answered steve rogers immediately told me i was iron man #stonytruthers

90% sure ive talked about this before but i have a love/hate relationship with mcu stony. The mcu was a huge part of my childhood/adolescence, and trust, i was watchin amvs using the kiss blooper religiously. So im fond of mcu stony quite a lot, but as ive gotten older and read more and more comics i cant help but be bummed out how wrong josh weadon got the avengers. Everyone likes to say x men are family but the avengers are coworkers and theyre WRONG!!!! Tony loves Jan and Wanda, Steve adores Clint, Clint loves hanging out with Thor. These people are best friends, they lived in a mansion together!! Tony and Steve especially are constantly likened to a married couple! For a reason!!! But in the movies they might as well be coworkers. They always end with them all going their seperate ways and it just doesnt work for the dynamic needed. Civil War sucked so fucking bad because it was two people who basically lived inside one another, who lead together, who fought together, who lived together, fighting each other and it ends with steve trying to take tonys head off. The movies were never able to capture that heartbreak bc they never showed that deep friendship to begin with.