an introduction to the real me
I suppose I should start by talking in another way:
HELLOO HIII!!!
My name is Sun! But you can call me Alice!
This is my ultra super secret vent account >_<!! ALSO I LIKE WHEN PEOPLE INTERACT WITH ME. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK QUESTIONS. I LOVE ATTENTION Lets start of by setting a rule:
IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME,NO YOU DONT.
Im very uncomfortable with people calling me by other names,or recognizing me because then I feel like an attention seeker+fraud (and im scared to hurt others) :((((
boundaries:
DNI (like…at all): People who know me irl/online,proship (as in problematic shippers,not those who like shipping.),homophobes,transphobes,XENOPHOBES (Im litteraly a cat gender non binary freak)
Not a good idea to be here: People who are sensitive to vents and stuff like this. I don’t want to be the one to bring your mood down.
Interact PLZ: Classic litterature fan, plural systems, jiraii/vent account (I need more friends like me)
What is this blog?:
like I said before,its vent account. But like. A vent account where Im just gonna say wtv I couldn’t say to friends and family (that won’t backfire…)
For any kind souls concerned (so like nobody): yes,worry not I won’t doxx myself or say EVERYTHING about myself. Just things I wouldn’t really regret saying
whats gonna be here:
-Vent post
-Writting
-Silly posts (I cope with humour)
-A lot of reblogs
-Incompréhensible posts
-Maybe i'l’ talk french (hon hon)
-I won’t talk about my interests much unless it’s vent related (like me kining the character)
-Positive vent posts
-Motivation posts for u guys <333
Side note:
-If there is contradictory posts,either im dumb,either it was to avoid being recognized by oomf,either it was one of the bastards who wrote it
Introduction to the little bastards that won’t leave my head:
EDIT: IM LEAVING THE BOLD PART HERE ONLY BECAUSE ITS FUNNY. BUT TURNS OUT WE ARE PLURAL.
[Im gonna start off by saying,no its not DID. But I have something like DPDR but like..not diagnosed. So like I won’t say I have DPDR but rather something terribly close to it but that isn’t a disorder (does that make sense)]
And SOOO because of this,I do not see myself as one whole being but fragmented parts of myself (some have yet to be discovered). To cope,I gave them names and assigned them stuff. [Unironically it helps…to make it easier for myself ill use some DID terms,sorry].:
Sun: IT IS I!! THE WONDERFUL SUN!! I am here most often when it’s about online stuff. Like video games and shit….Im a little unseferable. You won’t see me on this account often,you'll get Alice more but since we both are the main guys here,you can still call me Sun! (He/they. Preference for him.) Alice: the personality closest to our host's true self! She and Nameless front more often then the rest of us .She talks all fancy and shit like you saw in the beginning and no I won’t let her talk. In real life she's in charge of keeping us sane by using logic and avoiding burnout (She still has a stick up her ass,let me tell you that. One minor inconvenience and she panicks). (Also why is she the one allowed to keep her real name while we have to change ours to go under radar??) (any/all but mainly she/her)
She's a caretaker,always taking care of us all. Well yeah she calls us stupid idiot half the time but she's still a great person!
Hater/Loser: He had a better name originally but since im the one in charge of chosing the new ones,thats the one he gets. Like his name suggests,he's a hater but he's also a gatekeeper (keeping our memories locked,along with other guys but we don’t know them a lot). Like he doesn’t hate on everything and still has some class around others but he really hate us (especially Alice). He's our (my?) self doubt and self loathing personified. sometimes he comments /posts stupid mean stuff we don’t ever remember commenting. BUT like I said earlier,we're not a system so don’t feel guilty holding us accountable for it! We're sorry if it happens! ( (he/they/it. He will kick his feet in joy if you call him he)
Mizuki: Mizuki just wanted to be in this post. They're saying hi. Oh yeah also I guess they are the talented side of us? Oh yeah and they are in charge of the radio. (Any/all)
Nameless: a ball of anxiety. We don’t have a name for them because they shrivel up and die. We had considered giving them a Japanese name like Mizuki but it would feel wrong since Mizuki is called that way in reference to PJSK (He/She)
NEW MEMBERS:
B.B: Recently formed. They really like making money, so when it comes to business stuff they will yap your ears off. Not like mathematics, more so marketing. Really kind and cool. They have fashion sense (any/all)
Foe: The obligatory fictionkin alter appare-fucking-tly. We obsessed over them too much and now they are just part of us. Yes the name is fake because everyone and their mama on my main knows that im obsessed with it. (Any/all. Man we have a lot of any/all for a host and a co-host that don’t like being referred to as “She”)
Side note:
We are a “non possessive” kind of plural, so most of our alters dont front. Only Alice,Sun (me :D), and Loser really do (and BB too. Hi BB we luv u).
The rest keep yapping in our head and living rent free.
We do have some more alters with role that like front frequently but uh….im #lazy rn
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I kinda just wanted to talk about this. I did say this was about my true self sfter all. Most of us won’t sign our names under post unless we feel like it fits!
thats al’ for now,thx for reading.
