Be the change you wish to see in the world.

Can someone literally please kill me because I don't want to live anymore

Really not sure why or how I'm still alive. I don't belong. I don't mean this in a suicidal kind of way. I think about it all the time. I just simply shouldn't be here. It's not a hard concept. It makes perfect sense. My time here is wasted, as is other people's time who have to interact with me. The body I've been given has been abused and doesn't work correctly anymore. My mind doesn't want to be here living this monotonous life. My personality and entire being, physically and mentally, doesn't fit into this society I'm currently in. I'm better off away from here. I'm just not sure how to fix this.

So I just logged in to see if I could remember the password because all day I've been wanting to rant about something but now I'm too tired but at least I can come here now if I want to. Sometimes I miss Tumblr but also I'm too busy haha. If any Tumblr friends see this, I hope you're doing well.

Sometimes life just is too hard and I don't know how to carry on. Bleh.