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This proving our point that the little ‘heyyyy’ in the hospital was Shane trying to comfort Ilya 😭

80% of unrivaled has to be ilya being incredibly uncool at all the casual intimacy he gets to have with shane now. they go to a bar with the team and shane puts his hand on ilya’s knee midsentence and ilya chokes on the rest of it. at the grocery store and ilya is holding up an avocado to see if it’s ripe enough and shane walks up behind him and puts a hand on his hip and ilya drops it. yes they’re having freak sex but now it’s because shane was on the phone with the dog groomer and they’re asking about appointment times and shane says “hold on let me ask my husband—“ and now he’s face down ass up in the middle of the kitchen and ilya is like say that again say that again say that again say that again

I can't wait for unrivaled!!

Stating the obvious here but it’s not just “We didn’t even kiss.” It’s the last time we saw each other you took me so sweetly that it woke something up inside me I didn’t even know was there. It’s you waited two years for me to be ready and then disappeared. It’s deleting the letters one by one because I know this will fall on deaf ears and you’ll leave me again. It’s hitting my head against the elevator wall because I hate myself for wanting you so badly and knowing you don’t even want me the same way. We didn’t even kiss. We didn’t even kiss.