the cherry's burning red on my ego death

01. Put your music player on shuffle

02. The first lines of twenty songs = a poem; the first line of the twenty-first song is the title

i was tagged by @ronandreams ! this was so fun bestie!! <3

chemically everything's telling me not to fight this

I tried to run but still you found the truth

I woke up from a bad dream

I'm looking for my friends

take me out tonight

I'm bad at goodbyes, is it a good time

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curious

she's a memory

I shed my skin

first breath of out a coma

I'm burning up

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I don't wanna have to be six feet underground

I can go to the boardwalk without a reminder in the waves

sometimes we go a little over the edge

I see you around

we were talkin' without words and turnin' red

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I think I'm dreaming again

I was a fresh-faced midwest corn-fed kid pushing nineteen

tell me what's so wrong

I don't got any time or the space

I remember fifteen years old at the edge of my bed