play it as it lays

How to be scary and evil while still bringing joy and comfort to everyone around me

create just to create!!! no expectations! be free!

I have to do something drastic. Well maybe I don't but that's how I feel

my new belief is that love should make you feel both held and free

love is both the seat belt and the car

ok i decided not to be so emotional and overreacting

failed 

(suffering the clear and obvious ramifications of my voluntary actions) once again god torments me for no purpose but sick amusement

girl help i am the most sensitive person you can ever meet but also the most emotionally unavailable person you can ever meet at the exact same time and i’m still trying to make it work somehow