me sexting: if that is amenable to you

somewhere deep down i have accepted that spn (og cast) will never come back but somewhere even deeper i have not

hi john winchester quick question - why did you leave salmondean alone in that motel room when you were hunting the shtriga? why would you need to? in the show’s lore - the shtriga works in annual cycles and goes through one town, ONE, each time. meaning that since the creature went after sam, presumably the motel was in the same town where the hunt was. so why did you need to leave the motel for days? where did you go? and moreover - we see in the “now” part of this episode that the shtriga isn’t particular with the order of the children. sometimes it takes the youngest first (two queens kid’s family), sometimes the oldest (the lay me down to sleep girl from the start of the ep) - what was the plan if it’s gone after dean first? sam’s how old here? four? five? you told dean to protect sam, but did you even think that dean might’ve been the first victim?

like basically all this is proof to me that john was using these kids as bait. he shows up pretty quickly when the shtriga’s attacking sam, once he realizes dean’s hesitating (he’s 9). he told dean not to leave the room at all for anything (bait’s not much use if it’s not on the hook.) and probably watched as dean took a walk and didn’t say anything. and then yelled at him later for putting sam in danger. and almost twenty years later dean is still blaming himself for all of it.

Yeah. Yeah. Also: as soon as the striga is gone he packs them up and leaves them with Pastor Jim. Which seems very much to indicate. That he had a safe place he could have dropped his children off at a moment’s notice while he hunted. the child killing monster. Instead of leaving them alone in the child-killing monster’s neighbourhood, which is the course he chose, for some reason,

“I ship Sam and Eileen” “I ship Sam and Rowena” “I ship Sam and Gabriel” okay, and I ship all four of them in a polycule because I’m cool and sexy and fun !!!

I can't believe you forgot Sam and Mick!!!

mick wouldn't share sam with anyone that man would KEEP sam for himself bc he's clingy like a koala bear

Ok yknow what, you're right. I will also admit I might have read the original post too fast😅 I miiiigggghhhhtttt have missed the polycule part...

Where Sam is concerned, the polycule is indomitable and WILL be expanded via the addition of meritorious ships🫡

“I ship Sam and Eileen” “I ship Sam and Rowena” “I ship Sam and Gabriel” okay, and I ship all four of them in a polycule because I’m cool and sexy and fun !!!

I can't believe you forgot Sam and Mick!!!

mick wouldn't share sam with anyone that man would KEEP sam for himself bc he's clingy like a koala bear

Ok yknow what, you're right. I will also admit I might have read the original post too fast😅 I miiiigggghhhhtttt have missed the polycule part...

Okay well one of you have to write the fic 😳

im thinking about dean at 21 and his stack of napkins and notes with numbers from strangers and a phone that never rings and the cassettes in his tapedeck and no one who listens and the books he devours but no one wants to talk about books to a face like that and everywhere he goes, people are vying for his attention, but with every passing year all he achieves is a growing sense of loneliness

Being kept around and being fully chosen are two very different things.

dean's like. when i want my dad to like me i hide all my soft parts and when i want other hunters to respect me i act like my dad and when other men leer at me in bars i no homo it up and when motel owners perceive something queer abt me i butch it up and when my little brother teases me i project the feminine things i actually like onto him and when i'm around attractive women i lean into the image that's already been cultivated around me as a charming ladies man and flirt shamelessly (but actually i'm shy) and when i'm around queer women i don't have to perform for i can relax and wear silly outfits and indulge in my actual interests and hobbies and when i'm around kids i am soft and vulnerable and honest because i know they won't judge me and when faced with the option of choosing any presentation i joke that i'd pick to look like a hot cheerleader and everyone thinks i'm being pervy but actually. well. who wouldn't want to be a hot cheerleader am i right? and no no other people don't think like that i guess, heh, nevermind....and when i'm with my best friend...sometimes i think he can see all of me, like really see me, and it's simultaneously terrifying and so so easy.

Jensen said Dean doesn’t know how to cook and they would all live off take out. He needs to be put down.