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Sana ako nalang sya. Sana tayo nalang ulit.

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Pasensya na kasi feeling mo pinaasa kita. Pasensya na kasi ilang beses ka nang umiyak dahil sa'kin. Pasensya na kasi lagi nalang kitang sinasaktan. Pasensya kasi ang galing kong magpanggap; magpanggap na malakas, na na kaya ko, na okay lang, na wala akong pakielam, at na masaya. Pasensya kasi ilang beses kitang binalewala. At pasensya na kasi hindi ko pa kaya.

Pasensya kasi hanggang ngayon dala ko pa rin 'yung sakit at duda. Pasensya kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan. Pasensya kasi nakaukit pa lahat sa'king puso't isipan, na parang kelan lang. Pasensya kasi hanggang ngayon, nasa'kin pa rin 'yung poot at galit na naramdaman. Pasensya kasi hindi ko pa ring magawang makalagpas. Pasensya kasi hindi ko pa rin matanggap - matanggap na hindi na ikaw, at kelan man magiging ikaw 'yung una kong minahal at babalik pa sa dati ang lahat. Pasensya na kasi masyadong malalim 'yung dinulot mo.

Pasensya na kasi akala ko naindihan mo 'ko. Pasensya kasi nag-expect ako na alam mo kung ano 'yung gusto ko. Pasensya kasi inakala kong nagmature na 'yung pag-iisip mo. Pasensya kasi akala ko kaya mo. Pasensya kasi umasa akong kaya mong panindigan 'yung mga sinabi mo. Pasenya na kasi 'yung pinanghahawakan mo, hindi na mangyayari pa. Pasensya na kasi hindi mo kayang magbago. Pasensya na kasi naiinis ako na masyado kang kampante na may babalikan ka pa. Pasensya kasi hindi ko nagustuhan 'yung pagiging positibi mo, at pasensya dahil nasaktan ako dahil do'n. Pasensya kasi nanliliit ako sa sarili ko kasi parang gano'n kang ako kadali para sa'yo.

Pasensya kasi binigyan pa kita ng pagkakataon na maging friends tayo. Pasensya kasi hanggang ngayon nando'n pa rin 'yung pakielam, concern, at pagmamahal ko para sa'yo. Pasensya kasi nanghihinayang ako. Pasensya kasi gusto kong may papel pa rin ako sa buhay mo kahit hindi na sa paraang gusto mo. Pasensya na kasi akala ko, kaya mo. Pasensya kasi palagi nalang gusto kong ako 'yung nasusunod. Pasensya kasi dahil sa pag-aakala kong ganito, umasa ka pala. Pasensya kasi wala ka naman nang aasahan pa.

Pasensya na kasi naiirita ako. Pasensya kung naiinis ako. Pasenya kung nagagalit ako. Pasensya kung nasasakal ako. Pasensya kasi sarili ko lang 'yung iniisip ko.

Hayaan mo, last ko na rin 'to. Ayoko na manakit ng tao, ng taong wala namang ginawa kung hindi mahalin ako sa paraang alam at akala niyang tama. Akala ko lang kasi kaya mong maging friends lang, at naiintindihan mo na hindi ko pa kaya. Masaya ako na ganito lang, walang boundaries, kasi hindi ko kaya pang masaktan ulit. Hindi pa ako nakakabangon. Hindi gustong nasasakal, akala ko alam mo 'yun. Akala ko lang pala lahat, kaya pasensya, pasensya na.

Hey

Hey din.

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Is it really hard to stay? I mean, I’m so used to being left when all I ever wanted is someone who can be with me through my happiness, even along with my downfalls. I guess that’s when you’ll know an authentic love– when someone opts to stay when there are thousands of reasons to let go. Someone who holds you the way you hold them, or even tighter. Someone who’s willing to be with you at nights when you want to gaze at the night sky where stars seemed to have splintered in their most beautiful frontier. Someone who grasps you as if you’re the person behind the half of their lifetime– someone who will stay.

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worst thing, i fell in love with the thought of how i am willing to bring my world to you even when you don’t feel the same way for me

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You were gone again, never to return for the nth time.

referring to what used to be my faith in you, now lost and never to be found

#one liners #hugot na naman puta

Wala eh, whatever happens, talo ako sa’yo.

Kasi tangina, hindi ako makapagmove-on sa katarantaduhan mo. I’m still stuck sa fact na hindi lang ako. And it will never me just me. Hindi ko kayang magmove-on sa fact na kinaya mo akong lokohin. You made me believe eh, I was hoping then, pero wala eh. Now look at what you’ve done.

I’m a mess. An even more of a mess that I was.

#PJ

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10 Steps to Self Care

1. If it feels wrong, don’t do it.

2. Say “exactly” what you mean.

3. Don’t be a people pleaser.

4. Trust your instincts.

5. Never speak badly about yourself.

6. Never give up on your dreams.

7. Don’t be afraid to say “no”.

8. Don’t be afraid to say “yes”.

9. Resist the need to always have control.

10. Stay away from drama and negativity – as much as possible.

Source: Lessons Learned in Life

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I thought i’ve moved on? I thought i’m okay. But why am i hurting now? I should be happy for him because he has someone new now. He looks so happy and in love and it seems like he moved on from me too. That’s what i want from the very start, i want him to move on too and find someone new. But i can’t believe that it will hurt me knowing that his heart is no longer mine anymore. I’m hurting knowing that he’s treating her the way he treated me and maybe he loves her more than he loved me. I shouldn’t be hurting, i don’t like feeling this way. He’s the one who left me and i’m the one who moved on first. I don’t want to feel this familiar pain i’ve felt before. I know I moved on and i don’t love him anymore, maybe i just can’t accept the fact that he’s in love with someone now and someone is making him happy.

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I always knew that love is not always rainbows and butterflies, it comes in storms, monsters, and thorns that pierces through your heart. But this time’s worst. You turned me into an even mess of myself, someone that I can’t live with. It pains me, a lot, that one person whom I entrusted myself to, broke me, broke me even more.

When I once told someone that you cannot trust anyone to protect you, and not hurt you, I thought I was just exaggerating. Turns out, it really is true.

#love #broken heart #trust issues #boyfriend #readables

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It’s funny how easily I can tell people what they should and should not do whilest, I, myself, can seem to follow. Sobrang ironic eh. I mean, I know kung ano ‘yung tama at ‘yung mas nakakabuti, pero I hindi ko kayang gawin. Even my own advice to friends, I find it hard to apply. So, ano nalang pala ako? Hipokrito, gano’n?

The ones you love are the ones who can break you do most.

like what you were, and still doing to me

#one liners #hugot #love #heart break #masakit eh

I’m sorry for being like this, but you turned me into the psychological and emotional mess than I am. Please, don’t get tired of me - my constant outbursts, rants, jealousy-episode, and the likes.

#boyfriend #random thoughts #i'm sorry #PJ

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do I deserve better? the answer is always yes

I love you, but love isn't enough reason anymore.

Because you showed me that there is more to life than just love.

#one liner #hugot #PJ

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Indeed, a mistake cannot be fixed with another mistake.

lessons you learn first hand, from pain and in pain

#one liner #mistakes

I am honestly terrified of the decisions and actions I’ve been partaking during the last couple of days. Honestly, I can’t bear to hurt other people who’s been kind to me all along, and even not as friends, they try to get along with me. Sobrang wala akong mukhang maiharap sa kanya, at sa mga tao. I am in dire need of better judgment, indeed, as one friend once told me. I am not comfortable of hurting people lalo na pa’t alam kong ako ‘yung puno’t dulo ng lahat. Kahit ga’no ako kainis sa kanya, hindi pa rin kaya ng heart and mind ko na alam kong nahu-hurt ko siya.

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