Anosis

I found that all the sadness and feelings of being unloved is most likely a attachment disorder  and possibly cluster B personality traits. Most likely just a bad break up.

Tried to save the immigrant kids to find out out its a booming business from both sides of the wall. Those children are 30 year old adults stuck in 13 yr old bodies. 

Ended up working with the crazy and nothing really ever changes...abuse creates  pain and the person acts accordingly to that pain. saw a couple stabbings everyone is underpaid and overworked. some still care, most though, Just go through the motions then off to their second job so they can cover rent. 

maybe the ball chained to my foot has dragged me down to the abyss a little more...on the good days I try to swim but mostly I just sit there floating in the middle chilling with the sharks, mermaids and a bottle of rum. 

My lungs are turning black  due to  smoking death. 

Funny part is that no matter what the situation is the blame is always placed on the women, for not bieng able to “keep their man” for trying to entrap the man by getting pregnant on purpose, we are categorized as bieng the evil baby mama that only looks for money in thier ex partner. and as always remember to stay thin because if you don’t look like the airbrushed supermodels in the magazines no man will want you.