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Angst no comfort

a/n: this is my first angst fic on tumblr and it's one of my shorter fics i've done so far

“Say cheese!”Satoru yelled in glee.

A flash blinded Suguru’s face as he was caught off-guard by the sudden action. “Satoru!” he retaliated as he approached Satoru. Ever since Satoru bought a digital camera, he has been using it to take awful pictures of anyone just to use it as blackmail.

​“Give me that damn camera. I probably look horrible,” he said as he extended his hand out for Satoru to let him look at the photo.

​Satoru shook his head no–almost in a cartoonish manner—as he clutched his camera for dear life. “Nope! That’s mine forever!” he said.

​Satoru pressed the view media button as he teased Suguru for letting himself get clipped. The image loaded, and Satoru felt his heart skip a beat. A few strands of Suguru’s hair cascaded down his face, framing it with grace and elegance. Where the sun shone, it reflected off his dark purple eyes, tinting them with a lighter glow. The sunlight kissed his skin, casting shadows underneath his eyelashes.

​Satoru felt as if the wind was knocked out of his lungs. There wasn’t a single flaw in the picture, unlike the other ones he’s taken of Suguru.

​“Why are you taking so long? Are you imprinting that picture of me so you can use it as blackmail against me?” Suguru teased. He clasped his hands over the camera to see what was so interesting to Satoru.

​That woke Satoru out of his trance as he gripped the camera and hit the power off button. “Well, if you think so,” he said as he put the camera into the back of his pocket. “Now where were we going?”

​“I swear to god, I’m going to have Shoko hit you on the head if you don’t delete that picture,” Suguru grunted.

​Satoru, not wanting to face Shoko’s abuse, ran away from Suguru as fast as he could.

​

Unfortunately, teenagers are naive. They will never understand that anything could change in an instant. A few years had passed since Satoru had to mercifully kill his own best friend. His camera had been neglected until one day, when he was cleaning out his place, he stumbled upon the black compact camera.

​“Huh…I haven’t used it in a while. I guess it’s better that I sell the camera,” Satoru said as he turned on the power button.​

The little screen greeted him as he pressed the playback button to delete whatever photos he had. As he kept pressing the delete button on old photos, he paused on the photo of Suguru.

​It brought back memories of his summer youth. The days when they were carefree and the only concern in their mind was where they should hang out.

​He studied the photo of Suguru intently. The memory of Suguru’s beauty remained the same as it was, captured ever so clearly on the camera. Satoru could feel his eyes starting to sting as he furiously blinked. A tight lump crept up in his throat as he tried to swallow it down. His efforts remained futile as his cheeks began to wet. He felt as if someone forcefully ripped his heart out, leaving nothing but a hollow hole inside of it. The tears continued to streak down his face as he let it consume him whole.

His memory had failed him. He remembered the last words Suguru muttered to him. The last breath he took as Satoru delivered the final blow. The last time he felt warmth from Suguru’s hands. The last time he said ‘I love you’ to Suguru.

​But he could not remember how the sun would shine on Suguru’s face. He could not remember how Suguru’s words had a certain softness. He could not remember how Suguru’s hair would reflect under the sun’s rays. He could not remember how each detail of Suguru’s face fitted him so perfectly.

​

It really was ironic. The strongest sorcerer alive could save anyone, but he could not save the one person that made him the strongest.

Aizawa x reader

MDNI! cervix mention, headlock mention, mentions of breeding kink, mentions of overstimulation, dirty talk, cunnilingus, p in v!, slight mention of size difference, normal AU, fingering, dirty talk, unprotected sex (please practice protection), consent is sexy, HEADLOCK 

WC: 2.3k

Aizawa was by no means scrawny. Even prior to dating you knew underneath all those baggy clothes he had a muscular build. You just didn’t know what prompted him one day to just come home and decided to eat more than he usually did. But you didn’t really care, as long as he was eating well. 

He stopped counting track of how much he ate, but rather asked for more portions of your own cooking. He even started to ask for more sweet treats. You couldn’t even deny your husband from your own cooking with the way he begged.

Hearing the door knob clicking open, you knew it was Aizawa coming home from his usual run to the gym. You would never say it out loud, but the way his new body stretched out his clothes tighter ignited something inside of you. Honestly you were even thinking of going to the gym just to see your husband’s biceps flex as he lifted weights. Even before he started this whole bulking thing, he could lift you without breaking a sweat but god the way he could carry the groceries with ease made you bite your lips. 

Feeling large forearms wrap around your waist, he planted a quick kiss to your cheek. “How’s my girl?”

“M’ doing good. How was the gym?” you asked as you tilted your head to return him a kiss to the lips. 

“It was good. There weren't as many people as there usually are, which is good. Means I get to go home earlier to my gorgeous wife,” he said as he started to slightly bite on your shoulder. 

The idea of him throwing you on top of the kitchen countertops and fucking you right there sounded delicious, but you remembered what happened last time you guys fucked without monitoring what was on the stove. 

“As much as I want to get fucked right now, I don’t think we need another incident where all we eat for dinner is incinerated food,” you warned as you opened the lid of the pot.

“Mmm fine,” he says with a pout on his face. Sniffing the air he could smell the food you were making. “Smells good though. What are you making?”

“I’m making chicken curry with some rice. Before you left I wanted to surprise you with some brownies. It’s almost done baking though,” you said as you continued to stir the pot.

Aizawa hums and presses a soft kiss near the pulse of your neck. “I love you so much I hope you know that.”

“I do. I love you more though,” you said, taunting him. You both know that words can sometimes only mean so much but actions are a way for your love language to show through.

“Lets see that in bed,” he said, giving you a light slap to your ass.

“Hey! You’re such an ass, help me set up the table,” you laughed as he went to the cabinets and helped you set up the table for dinner.

You knew he was craving you as you both ate dinner together. The sexual tension was rising between the both of you and you could feel each other’s hunger even though you were only a foot or two apart from each other. Aizawa did get his dessert after dinner as he was in between your legs, slurping your juices in between the crevices of your folds. As his nose nudged against your clit, you squeezed your thighs from the stimulation squishing his face. You swore his hands got bigger and ever since bulking season his hands have gotten stronger, gripping your thighs even harder you swore you could feel bruises forming. Looking down at him eating your cunt out, the large veins decorating his forearm looked bigger, turning you on. 

“Fuck…You’re doing so good,” you moaned out as you gripped his hair encouraging him to continue eating you out.

Aizawa humming against your clit, licking the sensitive nub as he inserted two of his thick fingers deep inside of your cunt. The double stimulation gave you immense pleasure as you could feel the girth of his fingers and the way he gave you open mouthed kisses on your cunt.

“I swear…ever since you started bulking, you’ve gotten so big…” you cried out as Aizawa continued his assault on your poor pussy.

“Mhm…Tell me more sweet girl,” he said, curling his fingers hard into you. 

Your face contorting in pleasure, you manage to muster words out of your mouth, “You fill all of your shirts so tight…It makes me so wet,” you cried out. His fingers continued to thrust harder inside of you as he continued sucking on your clit. 

“Yeah? Bet you like it when I wrap my arms around you huh?” 

“I do…Especially your biceps, they look so good to bite on…” 

Aizawa’s body left you in awe almost every morning with the way you could feel a size difference in his muscles. His biceps have gotten bigger, his back was more broad and filled in and the way his shoulders became thicker. Especially whenever you guys would fuck, you enjoyed the way he would press almost all of his body weight onto your own body as he pounded you. 

The thought of his muscles left you clenching his fingers even tighter. Aizawa could feel you even dripping more wetness out of you than before. “All thanks to your cooking and food baby,” praising you as he continued his relentless attacks using his fingers. 

Aizawa yanked you hard onto his mouth lapping up your pussy as you could feel him obscenely making loud sounds. He was eating you out like a starved man as his fingers fucked into you harder. 

The coil inside of your belly snapped as you came with a cry. Aizawa let you ride out your orgasm as he continued to lick your folds. As sensitivity came over you, you shakily pulled him away from you. 

Aizawa looked up at you, his face covered in a mix of saliva and your own juices. His eyes were hazy almost as if he was pussydrunk on the taste of your cunt and the adrenaline that was pumping through his veins. Even though you just came, his gaze still held a certain hunger for more.

Suddenly large hands came up to grab at your waist and adjusted your body to get on your knees and hands. Your face was pushed into the soft plushy pillows as Aizawa positioned himself behind you. 

“Want you to feel this dick deep inside of your pussy tonight,” Aizawa said as he used his fingertips to caress your wet folds. You whimpered as he played with you, feeling already overly sensitive from your orgasm earlier that night. 

“Stop teasing me and fuck me already Aizawa. Unless you want another sex ban,” you retaliated. You were already growing impatient and you could feel how much you were dripping onto his fingers. 

“Shh…Be patient sweetie,” Aizawa cooed. Behind you he was wrapping his hands around his cock getting it hard. He enjoyed taking his time in giving your pussy the utmost attention she can get but at the end of the day he always listens to what you say. 

Aizawa holding his cock gave light taps to your poor needy pussy. As he dragged his cock back and forth you whined in impatience. “Aizawa…”, you warned. You were one hair away from you giving him a sex ban (even though it never worked).

“You keep fucking around I’m going to-” as a moan came out of your mouth instead of finishing your sentence. The thick head of his cock pried your folds apart to squeeze itself inside of your pussy. 

“You were saying?”, Aizawa teased. You turned your head around to face him to reprimand him but seeing the sight of his dick quickly shut your mouth. No matter how many times you guys had sex, the way large veins decorated his dick meeting the girthy mushroom head of his dick left you hungry for more. 

Aizawa thrusted more inches inside of your pussy, stretching out your gummy walls. The stretch burned but it felt so good as he continued to sink his thick dick inside of your warm walls. He grunted in pleasure as he dragged his dick back and forth.

As you got adjusted to the pleasure, Aizawa took it as a sign to quickly bottom out the inside of your pussy. You could feel each carnal vein and inch carving a memory inside of your walls. The reddened tip of his cockhead was sloppily smooching your cervix. 

Aizawa tightly gripped your hips with his large hands as he thrusted into you at a rough pace where you could feel the meaty tip of his cock bumping into your cervix so brutally. You cried out into the soft plushy pillows as you gripped the sheets below you. Your spine curving into a mean arch as he continued to roughly pound into you. 

“Fuckk…,” you moaned out. Suddenly, you felt a meaty bicep wrapped around your throat. His bicep was pressed perfectly against your throat where you could still have some room to breathe but it was limited. You were drooling against his bicep as you could feel your own pussy dripping even more. 

“You keep-hah looking at my biceps whenever I’m at home. I thought you wanted this pretty girl,” Aizawa rasps in your ear as you could feel him impossibly deeper inside of your pussy. 

You nodded mindlessly as you could feel your saliva all over his bicep. You didn’t even realize you were crying from the pleasure until you felt tears streaming down your cheeks onto his bicep. Your brain was turned into mush, the way your airway was being restricted, and how he was putting almost the entirety of his weight to meet the skin of your ass. As he kept pounding into you, the skin of your plump ass cheeks became red and started to burn from where the two of your skin met. 

The room felt sinful. Echoes of moans and grunts could be heard throughout the space. You could hear the smacks of skin meeting one another as your pussy made obscene squelching sounds. 

Aizawa slithered his fingers in between your thighs to meet your sensitive clit. Using his rough fingerpads, he toyed with the sensitive nub bringing you closer to your second orgasm of the night.

You mewled at the overstimulation as you could feel yourself getting closer as the curve of his beefy cock started to brutally ram into your g-spot. You swore you felt his dick in your throat as he continued to bully that spot where it made you see stars. 

“Fuck! Yes-yes-” you choked out loudly. “I’m so close-ngh, Aizawa please! I wanna cum so badly.”

“I know, poor baby. You’re gonna make a mess all over my hah- cock right?” As he slapped your already stinging ass cheeks. You were so cockdrunk you couldn’t even register the smacks on your ass as it just only brought you closer to your orgasm. 

You nodded blissfully. “Please cum inside of me. I want it here,” you pleaded as you pointed to your stomach where his dick was bottoming out inside of you. 

Aizawa’s breath hitched as he realized he wasn’t going to last due to his wife’s request. Something feral broke inside of his mind that you wanted his seed overfilling out of your pussy.  

Where his fingers were still on your clit, he meanly pinched the sensitive pearl and that snapped the tightness inside of your belly. You came with a cry, and you swore you nearly saw heaven’s light. Wave after wave of pleasure overwhelmed your senses as you could feel your legs were about to give up.

Aizawa was not that far behind. He groaned in your ear as he cums inside of you, stuffing you load after load, pouring out white sticky globs of cum into you.

A white ring formed around his cock as you babbled mindlessly. “So much…’s too much”. Your insides were coated with hot and wet seed as Aizawa slowly pulled out with a pop.  

A mix of your juices and his pearly droplets of cum left your abused pussy. His bicep that was previously wrapped around your throat retracted as you faceplanted into the pillows under you. 

“Hey, you okay?” Aizawa asked to check up on you. You nodded in satisfaction. You were too tired to mutter any words as you could feel your eyelids drooping. Aizawa gently lifted you to put you into a more comfortable position on your back. 

“I’ll be back, baby. I’m grabbing a towel,” he whispered with softness in his voice. 

“Okay,” you said as you looked at your husband moving from the bedroom to the bathroom to grab a warm towel. When he returned, he sat down on the edge of the bed gently massaging your legs, then using the towel to wipe the mess in between your legs. You hissed at the sensitivity as he gently cleaned you up. Aizawa quietly finished as he went back to the bathroom to wash the towel. 

As he came into the bedroom, he turned on the lamp near the nightstand. Grabbing the soft blanket, he covered you gently and turned off the bedroom lights. Slipping into the blanket, he wrapped his arm around you bringing you closer to his body. You turned around to face him and snuggled in closer to his chest. Aizawa began to pepper soft kisses into your hair.

“You did good, baby. I love you so much, I hope you know that,” Aizawa praised as he brought his hand up to caress your face. Even though you were almost about to drift into slumber, you heard every word. 

“I love you too,” you muttered as you wrapped your arm around his torso. With a sigh, you both fell asleep as you snuggled, basking in each others’ warmth.  

Unwritten Desires

Retired re!9 husband Leon s. Kennedy x wife fem!reader

Content: MDNI smut, breeding kink, nipple play, cunnilingus, retired re!9 Leon, fem reader, fingering, overstimulation, manhandling, p in v, dirty talk, unprotected sex (please practice protection wrap the willy), teasing, fingering, biting, CONSENT IS SEXY, slight mention of mirror sex

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Summary: your husband finds what you've been blogging all along and decided to make your realities come true ❤︎

WC: 2.4k

Sounds of typing echoed through the warm hues of the bedroom shared with Leon. The door softly creaked with steam rushing into the bedroom as Leon came out, droplets of water still in his hair. Leon Kennedy's eyes land on you, who is sitting down already dressed in your pajamas with a concentrated stare on your laptop– its light illuminating across your face, focusing on the softness of your features.

Leon’s qualification as a former government agent was proven as he quietly made his way to your shoulder to peek at what you could be typing with such focus in your eyes, biting your lips, and rubbing your thighs against each other. He sucked in his breath as he read the screen: “She cried from the overstimulation of his fingers…”. He knew his wife held secrets but he never assumed it would be this kinky.

“You know for better accuracy you could’ve just asked me” as you heard Leon’s smug voice echo throughout the room. Pulled back into the real world, feeling a strong but warm presence  reading what you were typing all along. 

You felt heat rush up into your face as your brain failed to catch up with the situation you were put into. You couldn’t lie to him and your mouth remained agape. Leon closed your laptop and set it aside on the nightstand as you still processed what just happened. He swiftly turned his attention back to you, grabbing you by the waist and lifting you, and throwing you across his shoulder like you were a sack of potatoes, gently laying you onto the pillow. 

“This okay?” he asked as he played with your hair. You nodded obediently while he put his thumb on your lips forcing you to part your mouth a bit. “I asked for a yes or no response princess,” he said with a bit more firmness and a smirk plastered onto his face. 

“Yes…” you replied shyly, averting your gaze.

“Good girl,” he praised into your ear with a voice smooth like silk. “Do you think you can tell me how she was being fucked or…?” he whispered with a huskiness in your ear, painfully stretched out the or in his sentence. He kissed your lips with such deep obsession, his tongue longing for the taste of you before going down onto your neck sucking on it lightly, earning a soft moan from your lips. “I’m waiting for a response, baby,” he said impatiently…almost a demand.

Your face was still heated by the reminder that you got caught, and shyly told him “he stripped her clothes off of her and kissed all over her body…” 

“Mhm” as he stripped your pajamas off of you leaving only your panties on. He slowly kissed the entire shape of your collarbone and made his way to your breasts lightly, cupping the left tit and massassing them while sucking hungrily at the right one. Removing his mouth from your breast, he looked at you with dazed glassy eyes asking, “What else baby?” encouraging you to tell him more. 

Already sensitive to his touches you whimpered and tried to think back on what you were writing previously. He teasingly took a nipple into his mouth and gently bit on it. “It…it was uhm…fuck. He played with her tits and pinched them” as you were squirming around from the stimulation of the heat from his tongue and the playful sharpness of his front teeth.

“Like this?” he teased you as he pinched your nipple. Nodding as you tugged on his hair lightly to push him closer to your chest. He took this as an encouragement to suck on your nipple more. He switched between sucking and pinching on each of your tits. 

Leon made his way to kiss all over your stomach and hips. “You know if you told me sooner I could’ve given you inspiration for your little writing blogs…” as he said between kisses. Kissing your  hip bones he made his way lower to your lace panty lining.

Noticing the dark patch on your panties Leon used two of his fingers to play with your clit through your panties. “This wet already princess? What else did you type using that smart brain of yours?” 

Moaning from the stimulation you tried to concentrate. “Fuck…he slid her underwear to the side…mmph…and he used his tongue!” you said as your free hand grasped desperatley at the bedsheets as your trembling voice could find no remorse in his fingers–you were already wet and he hasnt even fucked you yet.

Leon slid your panties to the side, using his two rough fingers to play with your folds and felt how wet your pussy already was. Using his broad biceps he spread your thighs further apart as he licked the folds of your cunt, adding repetitive pressure with his tongue and making his way to your clit and sucking on it making sure his teeth stayed hidden. You could see each vein and his broad back as his tongue began to leave long stripes all over your pussy leaving no area untouched. Whimpering and moaning you started to try and wiggle out of his grip. 

“Did any part of that little writing tell you that she could run away from me?” He grunted as he tightened his grip on your thighs. You were sure you were going to wake up with bruises on your thighs from how firm he was holding you. 

“No…” you whined as he forced you to stay still. 

“Good girl” as he brought himself closer. Leon wanted to remain in between your thighs forever, suffocating himself with the scent and the taste of your pussy. You could feel the sensitivity as he sucked on those bundle of nerves. Leon brought two of his fingers and entered you. You could feel the stretch of the thickness of his fingers as he was bringing a climax out of you. 

The pressure in your stomach was about to snap and you tried to close your legs to escape the pleasure but it only egged Leon to spread your thighs further apart. “This is mine. You wanted to write your little fantasy and I’m making it come true” he said huskily as he explored more of your insides with his fingers.

You came with a cry as he quickened his pace clenching around his fingers. Leon took his fingers out and sucked on it savoring the flavor. “Hold on honey, let me clean up your mess”, he murmured as he licked your pussy clean.

You whimpered from the overstimulation of his tongue as you were still recovering from the afterwaves of the recent orgasm. 

Leon held your face forcing your mouth to open and he messily kissed you, this time with feverish hunger. Upon the intrusion of his tongue you could taste yourself, making you go dizzy at that observation. Desperate whimpers and whines kept escaping your mouth, echoing throughout  the room as the two of you continued to make out.

Leon parted from the kiss and held you by the waist. He lifted you up and sat you on top of his pelvic area. Your pussy grazed near his hardened member and Leon pumped his dick a few times. “You ready?” he asked.

Nodding, you lifted your hips and felt the intrusion of his cock entering your pussy. The stretch was pleasurable and despite you two having sex multiple times the stretch was always still there. He groaned at the feeling of your pussy’s warmth enclosing his dick. It felt so tight around him and he could never forget the feeling. He put his head on your shoulder to prevent himself from cumming too soon. 

You sank a few more inches on his dick adjusting to the feeling. Rocking your hips to get adjusted to the feeling he moaned from the simulation. He could feel the wetness from your pussy leaking on his cock and he took that as a sign to thrust his entire dick inside of you. 

You let out a silent scream at the sudden fullness of his dick. “Fuck!” you yelped as his hands caressed all over your body, feeling your tits and your hips. Gripping your hips he started to thrust into you roughly and you bounced back matching his thrusts too. 

The way his dick was that one spot turned your brain into fuzziness and it became extremely pleasurable. You were a whimpering mess as he kept hitting that one spot. “Mmmph…fuck its too much!” you whined in between words. 

“Your dirty little mind writing these stories…How many have you written with that nasty brain of yours?” He whispered in your ear as he kept fucking up into you. He gripped your hips harder and you were sure there were going to be bruises left on your hips the next morning. 

You felt the pleasure building up in your stomach and Leon could feel it too the way you became more sensitive to his thrusts. “Leon..! Wait I’m about to…” you whined and it only encouraged Leon to keep fucking up into you. Messed up by his cock, you make eye contact with yourself at the body mirror across from the bed.

 “Do you like how you look, baby?” Leon said smugly in your ear with a deep and husky voice. Your lips swollen and bitten, your hair sticking to your sweaty face, and most of all your face that's been messed up with bliss–the sight only brought you closer to your next climax. Speeding up his pace, Leon bit down on your neck as he let out a guttural moan, releasing his seed all in your womb. You came with a cry as you swore you saw stars.

Sighing, you relaxed your body against his, while his erection remained inside you–chests rising and falling into a rhythm with each other. You slightly shifted your body to take a glance at Leon. He looked absolutely delicious the way his hair stuck to his forehead, the way he was out of breath, and the way he stared at you with those playful glazed eyes. You let out a tired airy giggle as he held out his hand caressing the side of your face and wiping the sweat of your forehead with his equally sweaty hand. 

“Another round?” he asked with no shame. You eagerly nodded with excitement expressed in your face. “How bad?” Leon asked with a smirk, removing you from his cock as you tried to stop him. 

“Please…” you begged, caressing his face as you made eye contact with him. You touched his chest with your nails gently grazing him. He turned your body around to face him. You leaned forward whispering “I’m so hungry” in his ear as you desperately kissed his neck and ear. Begging him with your body and in a hungry attempt you ended up biting down on his ear, earning a flinch and a moan from him.  

Snaked your arm around his neck, you tried fucking yourself back onto his erect dick. Chuckling, Leon complied by kissing all over your neck making his way down your collarbone, leaving marks all over.

 “You must want it real bad huh…” he murmured against your skin, sending shivers down your spine. 

“Mhm…so bad” you begged and whined trying to get yourself back on the erection once more.

“That’s my wife.” he said, grabbing your hips and thrusting you hard onto his cock. You moaned at the suddenness of his cock entering inside. Leon held your hips as he fucked up into you chasing that same high you both felt before. Messy rhythms becoming one, you kiss his lips sloppily as he melts into your kiss. Tongues crashing against one another, saliva running loose, and silent moans filled the room. Parting your lips from his, you hear him let out a whiny groan as you make your way down his neck leaving sloppy hickeys with saliva trails. In an act of defiance, you bite his shoulder causing it to leave a red bite mark, you look up and helplessly gaze into his teary eyes. 

In response to that, Leon groaned and pulled you by the hair “Are you being naughty?” he asked huskily, his warm breath could be felt against hers.

“No…” you replied with a hint of mischievousness in your eyes. 

“Really?” He questioned as he roughly thrusted up into you. You gasped at how sudden he fucked up into you. “Seemed like it” he whispered into your ear in between thrusts. You rested on his shoulder, exhausted from the pounding, and in a daze began to suck on the bite mark, wrapping your arms around his neck. 

 Already overstimulated from the previous orgasm and how hard he was thrusting inside of you, you felt yourself come in and out of consciousness as your body began to tire. You could feel more of his seed leaking out of your pussy the harder he pounded into you. His thrusts started to become more quick and desperate searching for that high. And for the second time during that night you came again. He soon followed after with a grunt and released his cum inside of you. You hissed from the sensitivity as Leon lifted you up, removing himself from you as you felt his cum leak outside of your thighs. 

Laying back on the crevice of his shoulder you both took a few moments relishing in the afterglow of the sex of each other. You rest your head on his shoulder for a little moment and then look up into his eyes. The two of you making eye contact appreciating each others’ presence. Leon gently tucked a stray hair behind your ear and used his fingers to comb through your hair. You gently smiled at the gesture and sighed contently.

Releasing all pent up energy, you put your body weight against him and slowly begin to drift away until you feel his arms picking you up and gently placing you on the bed. Leon went to the bathroom and you could hear the sound of water running. As you relished in the aftersex haze Leon came out with a warm wet towel. “Hey honey, I have to clean you okay?” he said in a soft tone. You nodded, giving him the go ahead. He gently cleaned up in between your thighs as you sighed softly. 

“Thank you, baby” you said, appreciating the gentleness Leon would always show you after sex. 

“Of course” he replied, giving you a gentle kiss on the side of your head. Giggling at the gesture you smiled in appreciation. Moments like these reminded you of why you fell in love with him.

Plugging in your laptop, Leon turned off the soft citrus light and pulled you into his arms, spooning you as he pulled the thick comforting blanket both–The two of you into a peaceful slumber.

- I will say this to past me: I have found myself through an unforgettable and life changing experience that being myself will be lonely more than you ever expect. You won't text the people you think you would be friends with for your entire life.

- yet you'll find love. You'll find a group of friends who love you for who you are and will encourage you to love yourself even more.

- and most importantly even though you'll complain about being single and try to pursue other guys and even try to change your entire personality for them there will be a man who loves you. He will love you for who you are and more so encourage you to love you how he sees you.

- and you'll find love through a closer relationship with your best friend. You guys will be even more attached to the hip because she loves for who you are because you remained your true self and even became more authentic.