btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

what you experience is hyperfixation, which is pathological. what I experience is psychosexual obsession， which is also pathological, but in a darkly chic and subversive way. thank you for understanding.

Godspeed, Kyle. Say hello to Dale Sr. and the other NASCAR vets up there in Heaven for us.

41 is way too fucking young. been lost for words for an hour. ive never known nascar without kyle busch -- cant wrap my head around waking up and him just being gone. im going to a race in two weeks, and he wont be there? hes always been there. idk. everything good possible to his family and friends. especially his kids. fuck, man.

like im okay with being medium attractive and having a moderately clean house. instagram reels just bounce off of me like water off a ducks back

hands dirty with soil, hair wet because of rain. everything smells like the night and lilacs somewhere far away. it will be summer soon, can you believe it?