Sadangel

After hour 25 its not even hard anymore, like i am not hungry or anything. I’m on hour 48 now and i want to do like 80.

I fasted for 50h but my mom forced me to eat :(. I wanted to do 72h :(

I am literally such an wannarex1c

I have a feeling when i am skinny everyone would like me .

The first thing i think when i wake up is how much i hate myself .

How do i become swag ?

I am so weird. I dont want to exist anymore, i dont wanna due i just dont wanna live.

I‘m like Crazy close to 4n4 but sometimes my BED is so big i think about how M!4 would be nice to see but i just can’t meet her.

Why are teenage girls so mean?

I’am going insane!

There is so much pain in me. I am so scared of everything. I think im going to die because of this illness.

Dissociates so hard I can’t remember years of my life.

I find comfort in my sadness and numbness. Actually I love it, it’s so beautiful and lonely.