Sleepy Angel...

There has always been a situation of neglect within the family, with most interactions being rather cold.

You always felt it and it made you sad, a sadness that gradually lessened.

Although of course those memories of being completely alone at home and with no one noticing you still hurt, perhaps more than you would admit.

There was no time for you, neither to play nor to notice your achievements...

That's why, when Damian arrived as the youngest in the family, you took the initiative to ensure that he would never be as alone as you.

Ever since he was a baby, you've always been with him, even studying next to his crib while he slept, holding onto your hand.

It made you happy to see him like that, your little brother with eyes as bright as Stella's.

You were always there; when he had a scrape, you were the one who hugged him and made him feel better. When it rained with thunder and he got startled, you were there to calm him down.

Even while helping him become more independent, you were scared when he climbed the stairs in the play area, but you let him; you trusted him.

You would make sure he was as happy as you could possibly make him.

You were with him to play and paint with crayons, even when you were full of studies, nothing was better than seeing him happy

Even stealing some forbidden treats that you two would happily eat...but shh.

You always tried to make him feel loved, praising what he did well and letting him know that he was a source of pride, your pride.

You knew very well that he was a clever child; he had noticed the cold and negligent situation, Even talking to his older brother felt strange because they weren't very close.

You and he had everything, except a close-knit family.

You knew well about his low self-esteem and how he felt like the failure of the proud Desmond family...But you didn't let him dwell on those thoughts for long.

You would hug him and tell him how intelligent he is, how important he is to you...You and your friends are happy being with him.

Of course, He would feel completely embarrassed by this, being picked up and hugged by his older sibling... embarrassing for him.

—Let me go! I'm not a baby anymore!— he would shout as he tried to get down by shaking himself.

But he wasn't going to deny that he needed to be seen.

At those times you would go, no matter if you had something to do, just to get ice cream and candy.

You and him, in a park eating sweets to soothe your hearts

Of course, when he went to the Cecile Hall's male dormitory, you couldn't see him as much, and that certainly worried you.

But he's Damian, he can manage with how clever he is.

Sometimes you go to visit him, arriving with gifts for him and his friends, who are always excited to see you, happy to spend time with you.

Although Damian might feel some discomfort, he's not used to spending time with you, but it's still fun.

But of course... Damian, being a child, can't always be tough.

Something bad happened, you don't know exactly what but you know it involves Damian, you ran to a garden, there he was.

As soon as you arrived, he looked at you, and those eyes that seemed like Stella's filled with tears, and he went to hug you.

You did the same immediately, embracing his smaller body and carrying him to sit him on your lap.

You had never seen him like this in recent years, so trembling and distressed; you took off your Imperial scholar's cloak to wrap him up

You hid him in your embrace as well as you could, like when he was afraid of the raging thunder.

—Damian, what's wrong? Why are you sad?— You patted him on the back, trying to get him to say what was bothering him.

He merely glanced at you before concealing himself further in the Imperial cloak; apparently, he wasn't ready to speak yet.

You started humming something nonsensical while gently bouncing your leg to relax him.

You stayed like that for a long time, until Damian's cries turned into hiccups and deep breaths and his trembling stopped.

—Come on Damian, They let us out much earlier— You would personally thank everyone for letting you be with your brother for the rest of the day tomorrow.

You left Eden with Damian in your arms, and with that you did what you always did: go for ice cream and sweets for the heart

He clung to you the whole time until the two of you reached your special spot in the park

It was an abandoned space, with a neglected bench and a broken fountain, surrounded by vegetation, just for you and him.

You sat him down on the bench and started serving the ice cream in small cups since you had bought a small tub of ice cream.

Soon Damian and you were eating ice cream in silence.

He was calm but definitely still sad; his eyes said it all. He still wasn't completely okay.

You continued eating ice cream until it was gone, you saw him looking somewhat hesitant and you smiled

Soon you embraced him gently from the side, tenderly caressing his arm.

—You know I love you very much, right Damian?— Of course he knows, you always repeat it to him and he remembers it.

—You are loved and valued by me and your friends...We know how good you can be— You kept watching him, his little eyes looking at the ground.

—You are enough—

With that, he turned to look at you, and all you could do was smile tenderly at him while still hugging him.

—You know? When I found out you were going to be born and be my brother, I was so happy— You started counting something while resting your head on his.

—I thought: Oh, I'll have a little brother! I can play with him, paint with him... And with that I realized something... I wasn't alone anymore—

—When you were born, I remember going to see you, and when I saw your eyes, I couldn't believe you were my little brother.—

—I remember when I was studying for my exams, sitting next to your crib while you watched me curiously.— You quickly straightened your posture and took Damian's small hand.

—Do you know something else you did? When I had another Stella and you congratulated me so happily, If having Stellas meant seeing you so happy... I'll fill my uniform with them.—

You quickly placed your hands on his shoulders and he looked at you, somewhat surprised by everything.

—We may not be close family...but you're my little brother, and if you're with me, I don't need anything else.— You sealed those words with a kiss on his forehead.

That made him cry a little, but he wiped his tears away...very Damian of him, being a little tougher than the others

—Were you happy about my birth— It wasn't a question, but you nodded. —You were with me, by my side even when I could only breathe—

—I'm happy you're my sibling—

That genuinely surprised you, but it made you smile broadly before surprising him with a tight hug, which he shyly returned.

Damian apparently wasn't ready to say why he was so agitated, but he was okay, you two could talk about it later.

—Now that we're free, let's play! Imperial Damian!— You said as you adjusted your cape on him, making you smile at how big it looked on him.

He let out a sound of surprise as you lifted him onto your shoulders —Come on! You and me against everyone!—

You and Damian had a good time that day, playing and eating things until it was time to part ways.

In bed, Damian smiled softly as he saw a star you made in the park, his own Stella made by his sibling

Maybe you and Damian weren't born into the warmest and most loving home possible, but you were together.

The birth of Damian made the great hall less large

There was still a feeling of coldness and emptiness in that great hall, but with the games you two were playing, it became a little more filled.

You and Damian were a small family, very small but lovely, You and Damian are a family of two siblings.

You and Damian against the world, together

—When he tries to talk to you... he doesn't quite know how to deal with you.

۶ৎ When he finally managed to approach you with a little confidence while you were alone at lunchtime... he didn't know what to do.

۶ৎ You were so shy! You barely whispered a greeting, he hardly heard it, From there, you remained completely silent...

۶ৎ Damn...when did presentations ever get so...difficult?

۶ৎ He's dealt with difficult personalities, like Maka's, but none like yours, and even Tsubaki isn't quite like that... so he's completely stumped.

۶ৎ But he's Soul, so he'll find a way to talk to you the next day.

—You and he are both different, but you two get along well.

۶ৎ No one would think that Soul, someone seemingly carefree and relaxed, would be with someone as nervous and shy as you.

۶ৎ It's a surprise even to Maka, since even she hasn't been able to get very close to you.

۶ৎ This clearly gives you the opportunity to get to know Maka and her group better.

۶ৎ Although Black*Star certainly exhausts you and makes you a bit more nervous than usual...

۶ৎ But of course, the person you get along best with and feel most relaxed with is Soul; somehow, her calm way of doing many things calms you down too.

۶ৎ Also, he doesn't force you to talk much, leaving those little spaces of silence where you are both comfortable.

۶ৎ Just you and him and whatever sound is in the background, usually the wind...

۶ৎ Or until someone else from his group comes to join...

—When you and he are closer friends, he would be the one to step in when you're in situations you can't handle well.

۶ৎ Obviously, many people don't know how to deal with shy people, leading to... complicated situations.

۶ৎ You've had to deal with those situations: people who force you to talk, who are very touchy, who don't seem to accept that you're somewhat reserved, who are even more aggressive

۶ৎ Well, countless people have put you in situations that you can't really control.

۶ৎ That is until Soul arrives, since he goes from being with his group to being with you during breaks.

۶ৎ You're invited to be part of the group, yes, but that will be until you feel a bit more comfortable.

۶ৎ For now, you're fine spending time with Soul on some balcony at the school.

—When his feelings settle in his heart and he knows it's love, he'll try to act as smoothly as possible.

۶ৎ He'll continue with his cool and carefree attitude, but he'll become even more aware of you.

۶ৎ I also think he would treat you a bit more like a gentleman, not going to extremes, but definitely a bit more.

۶ৎ I really think I'd be the type of person who would buy you a juice or something just because.

۶ৎ he would ask Maka for some advice on how to get closer to you romantically, She knows best

۶ৎ That would come with small gifts you'd like and special gestures, like waiting for you at the living room door while you pack your things so you can go together to another place.

۶ৎ Let's say you know how to make things like paper rings or generally small paper crafts, and you give them to him.

۶ৎ He'll definitely keep those; he wouldn't use them because they're made of paper and he's afraid they might get ruined.

—When he finds out you do ballet...he'll support you in whatever you want to do with that skill

۶ৎ He had seen some of your movements both in fighting and in everyday life, which made him realize that you at least knew how to do some ballet.

۶ৎ But he didn't think you were still actively doing it... thinking you had stopped.

۶ৎ I think he discovered it when you did a little performance for some special occasion at school.

۶ৎ He'd think you were like a swan in your ballet costume, or even a princess... he'd never say it, too cheesy and not "cool" enough.

۶ৎ Yes, your movements are very graceful; he's never seen you so... comfortable and even happy in a crowded place.

۶ৎ As if nothing else existed beyond the music and you dancing... He stayed watching until the end of the performance.

He could definitely stay here longer than he'd like to admit.

On the stage of the grand hall, illuminated while everything else was dark, there you were, performing ballet in a graceful manner.

The lights illuminated the small, simple rhinestones on your ballet costume, Making it all prettier in some way, even though it wasn't really such a beautiful setting.

You danced so effortlessly that it even seemed like he could do it himself, but that only demonstrated your dedication and love for the dance.

You had a serene and calm face; you weren't nervous like when they called you to the front of the classroom to say something.

No...you were calm, maybe it was the music and concentration that made your nervous thoughts sink in and you couldn't hear them

At that moment, Soul realized how beautiful you are; you were already pretty even with your personality so different from his... now you're stunning.

In such a dark place, where you're the only thing illuminated, it even feels right.

He could stay here forever.

He wouldn't even mind playing the piano so much if you were going to be the one dancing to what he played, with the two of you together.

He smiled slightly at that thought.

...

Someone approached his side.

He turned around only to see the slightly mocking smile and know-it-all look on Maka's face, having witnessed the silent interaction between you and him.

—Shut up...— Soul whispered, his tone irritated or angry, causing Maka to raise her hands in a gesture of pacifism.

—I haven't said anything yet— she replied in the same whispered voice she used before seeing you again, smiling —She does dance beautifully.—

He smiled slightly at those words... apparently, you can't hide much from Maka, especially when it comes to Soul.

—Yes... In a very beautiful way— His voice was as low as yours the first time he spoke to you.

Maka just smiled gently as she watched you finish your performance and seemingly return to your usual thoughts because you quickly left.

Ah, she hopes you two end up together soon, You and Soul would make a very cute couple.

—When it comes to showing affection...he shows his love in the most curious ways.

I have a little headcanon that he would give you a preserved heart from some animal he found cute...Although the question remains whether it's real or simply a very accurate replica.

In other ways, I truly believed he would do small but meaningful things to show that he loves you.

It could be a gentle pat on the head, a kiss that's barely a caress here and there, or making you a cup of coffee.

He might even give you little compliments while smiling at you in the gentlest way anyone has ever seen on his face.

—even if you think he wouldn't experiment on you, most likely he would, but very minor experiments.

He has a very strong need for analysis; if you let him, he'll run some small experiments on you.

It's also quite possible that if you wake up in the middle of the night, you'll find him staring at you, which will scare you to death.

He would do that mainly because he's analyzing your body, how it's softer compared to his own, how your chest rises and falls.

Also, while looking at you, he would analyze his own feelings towards you; he had never felt anything like love before, nor this kind of appreciation.

It makes him curious and makes him feel that terrible need to analyze even the deepest parts.

—He would take you on dates, even if he doesn't understand their purpose or the enthusiasm behind them, but it makes you happy...

He would look for quiet places that you can enjoy for a date, even dressing up a bit for the occasion.

On dates, you'd have to make the most of the conversation if you don't want to hear about his experiments and dissections in detail; it's still cute how much he seems to enjoy talking about it.

You'd also take him to try new things he'd never even considered, but it's not like he dislikes it. Things that are too mundane, like new ice cream flavors or new food/drinks.

—Everyone would question your taste in men-

I mean, it's Stein, and the kind of person Stein is... definitely no one would think he could have a relationship with anyone.

Spirit would probably ask if you were okay and if you needed help, before being startled by Stein who appeared out of nowhere.

The others, like Maka and her group, might just find it strange at first, but they assume it's a good thing for the teacher.

You might end up being somewhat maternal with his students too.

—You two are definitely a couple where the husband could easily kill someone and the wife is a sweetheart.

No matter what your personality or style is like, you two would be that kind of couple, since in the end Stein is always more intimidating.

That would also apply to the issue of jealousy; I don't think Stein is a truly jealous person.

But if someone is bothering you and pushing you beyond your limits, All that's missing is for him to do his specialty, appear out of nowhere and speak or grab the shoulders.

—In domestic and everyday things, you definitely brought more color

He lives far away, in a gray and very... clinical house, to put it simply, he has nothing beyond the bare necessities, And some decorations.

So you would be responsible for bringing more things and filling the house more.

An extra plant, some soft pillows with pastel-colored covers on the bed, an extra blanket, a new cushion on the sofa, a new mug

It makes him feel something strange and... something that even he can't explain.

Seeing that it's not just empty like before, how there are more clothes in the closet, how there are a few extra pairs of shoes, some cosmetics you use in the room, your jacket on the sofa

And for some reason, your presence makes him feel better, as if you heal something in his soul...he doesn't find it irritating.

—If you're a civilian without combat training, he'd be worried if something happened.

Medusa's attack on the school, the release of the Kishin, the witches attacking the city while he is locked up...

He would definitely be worried if something happened to you

Of course he tries not to let those feelings interfere with his duty; in any case, fulfilling what he must do will help more.

Even though the image of you seriously injured...it would irritate him a little

—Reaching the part where Stein is affected by the Kishin's madness

Technically, you would take on the role of Marie, trying to help him and calm the madness within him.

Whether it's talking to her so she has something to hold on to, it can be anything, even if you saw a flower today.

Stroking his hair or back while he's looking at things in the corners of the room and is somewhat disoriented

Or by hugging him a little tightly when he gets more physical, although you might get a very light bump

This would be the most difficult part, taking care of him while madness threatens to take him, but in a way, it would show how much you love him.

And that, in one way or another, would calm him down.

—After that, I think he'll gradually warm up to you more and more and become more open.

Giving you more hugs that last a few seconds longer than usual, a kiss that seems to reach your soul

Longer, more affectionate pats, more elaborate and meaningful words, a smile

Even gifts, like a hair accessory that resembles the screw he has through his head(Although it's likely he'll give you a suture mark from some small experiment)

Even on dates, start a conversation and take her to other places to visit.

Stein doesn't yet understand everything about love and all that it entails, but he wants to start understanding it with you, because it feels good when it's with you.

It feels good to hold your hand in his larger one as you walk, it feels good to sleep next to you even if he's just watching you

You taught him things about love, and it sparked some curiosity in him, a need to know what love is, and also a bit of irritation, in the best way.

Because it feels good to be with you and he doesn't want that to change...

In general, it would be a little complicated to be with him at first, but with patience and by spending time together, I think it would result in a good relationship.

You were someone with a certain reputation and had earned the respect of several students at the school, enough for them to ask you for favors and training.

Even with the serious expression that never left your face, you were kind and patient even with the most exasperating people.

Did someone need help with their training? They should come to you!

Having experience fighting numerous Kishin and even a witch, who barely managed to escape, You had more experience than many at the school; you helped them become stronger and improve their skills.

To this day, many still thank you and greet you with a certain appreciation, Giving you praise after a mission, Making you feel very happy inside.

And obviously someone stronger than him must be defeated, and we must see how the great Black Star mocks you and emerges victorious!

Or at least that's what the blue-haired boy almost always shouts and laughs...

That naturally has 2 possible outcomes, Whether you and he actually have a battle, or whether his weapon, the kind and tender Tsubaki, calms him down and drags him away

Although the first option almost always happened...

How could it be that just now, at the school entrance, the young ninja had challenged you to a fight right before class...uhm, his perception of time was rather poor.

Well...It didn't matter as long as Professor Stein didn't interrupt...which was rare for him to do, knowing that this was beneficial for Black*Star

The young ninja's aggressive attacks sometimes hit you slightly, but most of the time they didn't.

It seemed he was trying out new fighting tricks against you, judging by some of his sudden, new movements. He was really focused on defeating you, his face looking more serious than ever.

In the end, it turned out to be more of a fight of attrition until someone let their guard down a little and left an opening to be defeated and taken down; that someone turned out to be Black*Star in the end.

He quickly sat down on the ground after being defeated, his body covered in dirt and scratches.

—Damn it!, this time I was really close— Black*Star began to complain, Although it was true, at one point during the fight he made you a little nervous and really made you think he would defeat you this time.

—Ah...yes, this time you were really close— A small smile crept across your face as you wiped away some of the sweat; perhaps fighting under the smiling sun wasn't such a good idea after all.

—Rest assured that next time I will defeat you! I will surpass your strength and God!— He shouted in his characteristic tone of voice before bursting into laughter...It was one of his ways of telling you that you were strong

This made you feel your heart beating a little fast and you got a little nervous with sweaty palms because, God! He really thinks you're strong!

—Yes...I'll be waiting for our next fight— you said with the same small smile as before, but also with the nervous excitement of his compliment, eager for the next fight between you and him...

In the end, he left still laughing loudly and saying his usual things. Tsubaki was the one who thanked you for your patience with Black*Star and the training.

She always felt the need to do it even when you told her she could stop, but Tsubaki, always being a kind girl, never missed an opportunity to thank you for it, at least once.

Also, strangely, Black*Star started to seem more motivated and with something... brilliant? It was in him since these little challenges became routine between you and him

It was even beneficial for Tsubaki herself, since she sometimes participated as Black*Star's weapon, and it ended up being training for both of them. The least she could do was thank you.

You stayed where you were training with Black*Star for a while longer, watching the sunset and the sun, which looked defeated, feeling a little sore from how aggressive it had been.

But you also felt happy inside; he thought you were strong and worthy of challenging you to a fight in which he wouldn't hold back, and he said so himself: you were strong.

Of course you knew this from the beginning, being a Meister somewhat respected at Shibusen for that strength, but when he said it...it felt different...In a good way.

Like a warm feeling that enveloped your heart and made you want to break the seriousness you had at the moment and smile softly.

It felt good...

This routine was repeated over and over again, but it didn't tire you at all; on the contrary, you liked it.

Of course, at a certain point, which you can't quite remember, you began to feel something more than simple friendship towards Black*Star.

You started giving him hints that ended up becoming more direct because he didn't understand most of the time; you gave him gifts and encouragement.

You even let your more sensitive side show beneath that serious and somewhat quiet exterior you had in public

At certain moments he looked even more handsome; his smile seemed to shine brighter, and his somewhat exaggerated laughter became like music—a whole package that made you feel a little nervous.

This also applied to the young ninja, although it took him a while to realize it since he's a bit absentminded in some ways...

And of course, Tsubaki noticed this earlier and started giving him some advice and ideas to help him further develop his relationship with you and potentially become a couple.

She also helped Black*Star understand his own feelings towards you much better, giving him her full support in everything.

Sometimes he would, giving you small gifts that you kept in a little box in your room, or saying things that made you want to blush furiously, struggling to keep your composure.

Although in routine battles this sentimentality was set aside by you and him...

You two had been fighting since early morning and it was already starting to get dark, while he was asking for a rematch and using other techniques and attacks.

Each attack was aggressive and fast against you, making Tsubaki somewhat nervous that it might really hurt you. No one could guess that your hearts yearn for each other when you're training like this...

Because of course, no matter how much Black*Star might like you, he wouldn't be gentle with you. Right now, he was showing you total respect by confronting you without holding back and you responded to this respect.

Finally, the aggressive and serious battles between you two came to an end. Both of you were completely exhausted, sweating and panting a little while the sun looked tired.

But oh god, Black*Star couldn't look any cuter even with his somewhat disheveled and sweaty appearance...He looked very handsome.

Tsubaki had gone to get water for the two of you, but it was also to leave you alone for a while... hoping that you would finally confess to each other.

—How many points?— he spoke once he had stabilized, looking directly at you; naturally, these battles were scored by points based on how many blows landed.

—I have twenty if I counted correctly...and you?— Your question was met with a groan from the boy, giving you the answer that he still hadn't surpassed you in points, You smiled softly

—One day I will defeat you! I SWEAR! AND I WILL BECOME GOD!— He shouted while looking at you defiantly, but you weren't intimidated by it; on the contrary, you got a little excited.

—I'm sure of it— you said softly, there wasn't a hint of sarcasm in your tone of voice, it was gentle, as if you were expecting that too.

He was aggressive when training with you, but you didn't care, you didn't ask him to be gentle; if he believed that strength was worthy, so be it.

And yet, You liked this aggressive side of him, how he had impulsiveness in his calculated and focused decisions, making him somewhat unpredictable

Because if... You expected him to keep his word and you're completely sure he will... he'll defeat you and then become God, only someone like him could do that .

He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, a little shy... he had to heed Tsubaki's advice, say something to you, confess his feelings!... but nothing came out of his mouth.

It's as if his throat has closed up...

Oh, what an effect you had on him; just seeing you disheveled and with scrapes made him forget to speak...he forgot about everyone except you.

He wanted to tell you everything: that he would be strong and help you become stronger, of course he would protect you but he would also trust in your own strength.

You two would be a couple who seek to make each other stronger and more... growing together in every way.

He wanted to tell you that he would take your hand and be by your side in everyday life and in battles.

He wanted to become stronger so he could help you and you could both be strong together...

But when he saw you like that, carefree and with the golden color hitting you directly, giving you an almost ethereal air... he felt weak in the best way.

Since when is it easier to become a god than to talk to you about his feelings for you?...

Since when is it easier to fight fight after fight without breaks than to come to you and take your hand?...

Black*Star doesn't know when it happened...but it feels good, too good to feel this way.

That day Black*Star didn't say anything to you and just watched you, his hands restless, but that was fine. He would tell you everything eventually.

Maybe he should start thinking about going on some kind of date with you...

For now, he'll continue his training and become a god, and only then... maybe, will he ask you for more than just a simple relationship.

He should ask Tsubaki for more advice, To be as prepared as possible for the big moment that he knows will happen.

That day, after an intense training session, he promised that he would make you happy... Even the gods fall defeated before the beauty of love, and Black*Star was no exception.

But that didn't bother him in the slightest...If it was you, he would fall head over heels for that love.