figuring out what ever is this supposed to be

Mood, follow me on TikTok I post whatever lol

I broke up with my bf, 2 years, we were in a polyamorous relationship. He said he wanted to try to be just with me, and he was going to fight for it. I went to a trip to my hometown trying to disconnect from everything, when I come back with high hopes in being back together, he changed his mind.

Even if it was me who decided to finish the relationship, I didn't want to finish it with him, just with the other person.

Has been so hard lately, yesterday I was crying all day, my appetite is gone, I'm anxious and honestly I can't keep going.

I mean I will keep going, I have to, I have dreams to fight for, so many things I haven't seen, places, and others.

Idk I knew he wasn't going to choose me, between the other guy and me. But this?

This is what Cher meant when she said: "do you believe in life after love?"

This person is old, like a grown old adult, I mean I'm an adult too, but damn.

I've been away for a while, busy with life. Work, school, and videogames lol.

Art work by: @malintfalch on Twitter

I just turned 25:)