I’ve been so unhappy for so long

my spark is dead. I watched you kill it

the void keeps spitting me out

there is nothing left of me. i do not exist i beg for mercy i beg for love and there is nothing. so far beyond hurt and pain there is nothing i was never real

make it stop

I don’t forgive you. I don’t feel safe having you know me. You hurt me in ways I would never do to you in any circumstance

you know life is fun when you’re trying 2 sleep sounds at once to make yourself sleep as soon and as long as possible bc being awake is terrible lol

I’m!!! so!!!! depressed!!!!!! I!!! would!!! rather!! die!!!!

If I died today I would’ve spent all my life waiting for good things that always remained too far to reach :)