she butterfly on my effect til i (gravely serious) everything could have been different

i like to laugh and joke but always remember that i am damned

i can be so normal about knights. come closer

it’s the devotion and repression and also the armor

i wish i was a cishet guy so that i could start a podcast and go to the gym and allow that to fulfill me spiritually. but instead i have these visions

im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping

live by the sword die by the sword. sleep by the sword. eat by the sword. fuck by th

once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see