nice rack, homicidal tendencies

look. sometimes there's a younger -- much younger, problematically younger probably but who's counting -- trans woman who's your daughter. and it's not faux to you. not at all. and she asks you to drive out into rural logging roads for 45 minutes and then you spend an hour and a half steaming up your car like you haven't since you were a teen. and then the next night you bring her home and pour liquor down her throat til she's completely delirious. and you make her cry a whole lot. so much. you kiss her tears away and praise her. and then when she says she has to pee you sweetly help her to the bathroom but then you hit her in the bladder over and over. til she pisses all over the floor. and she's crying sooo much and is so sooooooooo pretty and you just tell her what a good job she is and you've got her and you'll take care of everything. her tears are so sweet. she's so sweet. and you think about how she's perfect and you want to badly warp her forever. and is that so wrong? she's yours. she's your darling daughter. you're so lucky. you're both so lucky. when she's sleeping you think about what her insides look like. all night long.

and sometimes the much younger trans woman reads this post and makes a lot of very cute noises because she didn't know you were thinking about what her insides look like all night. and she was so bleary and out of it (you even had to brush her teeth for her, lucky you) that she asks if you did anything to her while she was passed out. regardless of your answer she tells you that if you raped her she would forgive you. and that, to me, is love.

the spectre of mama haunts siscest

Be friends with girls who are drug addicts and sex workers they're very sweet

it doesnt know why it keeps getting termed so quick its like they killed me for being 8 again

giant cursed snake women just need a little love and attention

it makes you think how many health conditions which allegedly "only emerge during adulthood" are actually conditions which parents deny medical attention to their kids for

i’ve seen like six different mentally ill women reblog this today

ohhhhhhhhhhhh its hopeless and i cant anymore i see

i could've ended it earlier i could've done things different if i had moved more if if if

and now i cant or all the kindness shown to me for nothing and yet its all so fucking hopeless why did i try i should've just died