—HIATUS;

the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater

insp | insp

@femslashfeb day 12 → green: Aline Penhallow x Helen Blackthorn from the Shadowhunter Chronicles by Cassandra Clare

We accept the love we think we deserve.

want one?

    ⤿ make me choose + anonymous asked: renee walker or allison reynolds

— i am a bad person trying very hard to be a good person

for @laststop

      happy birthday kat @mini-minyard !

Neil had been doing one stupid thing after another all year long and this had turned into the best year of his life.

the court doesn't care what my name is or where I'm from or where I'll be tomorrow. it lets me e x i s t as I am.

Maybe I’m not as smart as I thought I was. Should I be disappointed or amused?

It sounded like a dream; it tasted like d a m n a t i o n.

you were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs.

Kevin’s name was enough to get Seth out of bed. The fifth-year senior threw his covers back and rolled off the side of his bed. Faced with both Seth and Matt, Kevin had no choice but to retreat, and the door slammed closed a couple seconds later. At ten o’clock, a knock came at his dorm room door again. Neil was watching a movie with Seth and Matt, but he made sure he was the first off the couch. He wasn’t surprised to find Kevin waiting on the other side. Seth swore viciously at the sight of Kevin in the doorway.

Andrew ignored him, but Neil didn’t mind. He was content for now to look, arms folded over the back of his seat and chin propped on a forearm. He didn’t know what he was looking for. Andrew looked as he always had, and Neil knew his face as well as he knew every iteration of his own. Despite that, something seemed different. Maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making Andrew’s pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. Whatever it was, it was disorienting.

Anytime the Foxes mentioned Andrew’s upcoming sobriety or Andrew’s name popped up in write-ups on the team’s performance at games, the focus was on what a danger he was. People talked about his trial and how it saved them from Andrew. No one said what they were doing to save Andrew from himself.