Life as I know It

2015

I went out of the country for the first time. Went to Spain, France and United Kingdom. I don't remember much else. I think I posted about Sam here but update nothing happened I think he got a boyfriend and he deleted me of social media. The rest is honestly a blur.

2016

I went to London again during the summer I hooked up with an older guy in London my third time having sex I also had tinder crush that year from London too. His name is Thomas, he's a cute ginger we share same interest in languages I think he also had a crush on me but I fucked it up by being pessimistic or talking bad about myself.

It my first time Japan that December I totally fell in love with Japan it was cold. Japan seemed just like the animes which I thought weren't close to reality. I learned hiragana and katakana in a month or two while working out before going there.

The rest of the year is also a blur.

2017

Something clicked in me that being alone felt good I didn't craved the human interaction. I stop trying being social, stop going out. I started watching anime more that before. I became full on otaku. To the point I know the anime tropes for Shoujo. I don't remember any crushes for that year I doubt I had any. Chipotle became my go to place I became really really over weight. By march I started watching Korean dramas full on too. I learned a few things from that too.

I went to England to see Kate Nash in February had sex (4th time) with someone from tinder there too. Her show was Fucking amazing Had alot of Nando's by myself on that trip.

That July I went to Japan for the second time. I blew around ¥20000 in arcades over there. My favourite arcade game there would had to be wangman midnight. I loved even more to the point I do wanna be an expat there. I tried to see the life size gundam but it was there. (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)

I went to London two more times later that year.

Hurricane Harvey and Maria happened for Harvey it was just non-stop light rain for 3-4 days, no real winds or anything of that kind.

For Hurricane Maria the island lost communication to the outside world for weeks. I couldn't talk to my family until maybe 3 weeks after the hurricane. My brother was living there at the time because of university. My family directly didn't had any real losses.

The rest is mostly a blur too.

2018

So I started to go on a 2100 calorie diet trying to lose 70lbs Atleast. I haven't gone work out yet because my brother has the gym membership that we were supposed to share but he's in New Jersey at the moment.

So I guess this account to all that has happened in my life since I last posted in 2015.

Here's a picture of sign in a JR station in Tokyo I can't understand any of the kanjis here only the hiragana so It doesn't make sense to me since I can't read the whole therefore I have no idea what it says but I though it was cool.

As I write this I just finished reading Simon vs The Homo Sapiens Agenda maybe the film will go to my bucket list for march. It's been 9 years since I was in HS when iPhone or androids m weren't even a thing as they are now. People where still using either their flip phones or those ones with full keyboard maybe. But yet stories like this still home. Aren't I to old for this. Am I not mature to be considered an adult or I'm just a failure at life?

I do wish with all the semi bad luck that the universe has given me it can Atleast grant me a wish like maybe make me younger and repeat High School with my current knowledge. Send me back in time like Go back Couple.

Also I haven't read a book since Harry Potter and the cursed child. I missed reading but all my usual site for books have been closed down since my hardcore reading days. I guess priorities change. Also I'm a horrible human because of not paying the authors sorry guys.

So many years have passed since I last posted here. Well where can I start, I've been to Europe a few times now and to Japan Twice.

I learned enough Japanese to make really bad sentences 『私はアンデルスですよ！』 and I understand hiragana/katakana now but my Kanji dictionary is less than 10.

I started reading mangas since late 2016 saw sailor moon thanks to Hulu. And bunch of animes that service has. Watching sailor moon gave a crush on Mamo-chan and Motoki Oniisan and Crane joe. And my favourite sailors scout is Jupiter-chan. I guess I became I full otaku since 2016. But the age difference between Usagi and Mamoru is a bit creepy but not on sailor moon crystal since he's in High School. By the way Mamoru looks so hot in sailor moon crystal but I can't get into that anime.

My anime/manga type makes it obvious I'm so fucking gay. I love Shoujo they got something I cannot properly explain sort of like a charm to them. Plus I already saw all the 'bloody animes' back in high school. I still watch shounen and seine but my go to is Shoujo. Sorry if you don't know what all that means 『ごめんなさい』(｡-_-｡) .

My love life is non-existent no surprise there.

Right now I'm going aimlessly on my path in life. I know what I want but no Fucking Idea on how to get there. Starting to feel like a bigger failure.

I went to see Kate Nash in Birmingham, England last year. It was Fucking amazing.

Now I tend to watch pixel art gifs of homes/rooms I'd like to have.

I know I'm not being coherent but a lot has happened since 2015

I hope I went to write here soon again.